I hate bein so numb :(*

shoegaze, alternative indie & rock

Shoegaze

Long ahh playlist 16

Katos 3

LOVE AGAIN

hell

kenopsia

life imitates life

WHERE DOES YOUR SPIRIT GO?

https://open.spotify.com/artist/5zBkg7Q3pmbNnjrCveNloM?si=XZyGXu8fQ9CsTDidYT76Wg

can we fall in love (Spotify link in bio)

Lyrics:

Just one more lie and then I fall

Don’t play pretend you had it all

I’d kill for you dont even start

Dancing alone all in the dark

I’m hurting im hurting i wish you were dead

Don’t reach out my hand ill stab you instead

You said you wont hurt me, now look what you did

I’ll pretend i don't need no help, but i said I need you bad

scars

cecilia/when did you realize?

when did you realize?

Lyrics:

Show me, I’m the one you want

Say it slow, show me how you love

Show me how you love

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

Our past can see, how we were meant to be

Show me how you love 

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

savior (prod. Noah Birch)

6. To Death

cope (latrodectus)

Pandora

Your face

THE FIRST TIME

I THOUGHT THAT I NEEDED YOU

Never Lose Me

Never Lose Me (feat. Lil Yachty)

Leave the World Behind (Soundtrack from the Netflix Film)

The Paradigm

Avalon (original demo)

INSANO

TOO DAMN HIGH

i'll roam your head forever 
girl we're forever tethered did you know?
how many times i wrote you in my notes 
my manifesto girl we did it both 
don't make me cast a spell on ya 
don't make me do something to make me go to hell on ya
my wrist a bloody mess i cut em both 
do you still think of me when you're alone 
them college parties don't look well on ya 
you not the same girl that used to wanna bail on em
i guess a lot has changed since you've been gone
sometimes i really wish that you'd come home 

and be back with me i swear you'd feel better 
girl this is blasphemy you know i kill better 
than any nigga you call god 
cause i'm the only one for you don't tell me you forgot

so i'll open my grimoire
girl we should stay away from magic 
i know you feel the static 
in my head
in my head 
in my head 
in my head 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up) 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up)

i'll roam your head forever 
girl we're forever tethered did you know?
how many times i wrote you in my notes 
my manifesto girl we did it both 
don't make me cast a spell on ya 
don't make me do something to make me go to hell on ya
my wrist a bloody mess i cut em both 
do you still think of me when you're alone

and i'll open my grimoire
girl we should stay away from magic 
i know you feel the static 
in my head
in my head 
in my head 
in my head 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up) 
in my head (why you always wanna go and fuck it up)

grimoire

the way i see things (prod. kryptik)

Hometown Glory

◯ Salvia Palth ◯ I Was All Over Her

COVER BY 808LOUIE
https://twitter.com/808Louie
https://soundcloud.com/808-louie

home[prod by aftertheparty]

Broccoli (feat. Lil Yachty)

im feelin lost and ion know where else to go now
ion really have a place to call my home now
everybody hatin and i feel so cold now
why do everybody make me feel alone like
x2

ive got so much shit to say 
baby take me from this place
i just really cannot stay 
tears are falling down my face
i feel colder every day
know they want me out their way
ill be gone ill be okay 
i just need some fucking space
i walk by i feel them hate 
wanna die cause i relate
wanna cry i feel insane
i get high but cant escape
would they love me if i change
am i lost am i too late
soon im dead i cannot wait
please dont love me its a waste

wanna die so fucking bad
youre the best ive ever had
wanna die when i look back
cause u always made me sad
cant get over shit im done
i just make another song
nothing helps im fucking numb
ill be gone bitch pass the blunt
ive been hurting for so long
baby kill me in your thongs
ive been dying all along
let me go where i belong
get me drunk bitch get me high
give me pills and let me vibe
when its time just let me die
im so tired of this life

let me die

iTunes

let me die (prod. lilhappylilsad)

icalled5times by Lil Yung Pharaoh
Produced by CVLT CORP

Lyrics:
So lil mama come home
You can put the blame on me
You ain't gotta worry no more
You know I'm just the same OG
Yeah, lately been killing the vibe 
The sun in my eyes
That's why I'm blind
I was too stupid to see that I'm better with you by my side
Lately been getting so mad at myself 
Going to heaven or going to hell?
They say that I'm free but I'm trapped in a cell
Homies with me and we trynna make bail, yeah
I keep the gun tucked when I go out
No it ain't just for show
Hang around with my bros
I got the recipe now 
everything else is just stressing me out 
Is you a friend or a enemy now? 
Is you a real or pretend to be now?
Don't trust a soul 
Don't want to go back to selling the coke 
I'm paper chasing I'm trynna get more 
Trynna get someone to open the door
yeah 
I got my pole by my side yeah 
I got that girl she gon' ride yeah 
Make a mil before I die yeah 
Tears come out both of my eyes yeah
God he be resting my soul 
Can't do a thing on my own 
Feel a bit down so I pour me a four 
yeah 
I see the blood on the leaves 
They don't want nothing with me 
Life got me down I'm on both of my knees 
All of my friends they be smoking on trees 
Kneel down to pray I got him on my side 
You see the pain when you look in my eyes

cope (latrodectus)

cutdeep