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Released August 5th

Really proud of this one, I hope you enjoy!
Special thanks to Geist for the amazing verse!

Follow I'm Geist: https://soundcloud.com/imgeist
Produced by KyG Beats x DxnnyFxntom: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCRYI4keSzjfqbH9du4HbtHA
Mixed/Mastered by TNVR: https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555
Cover Art by WhosMerci: https://soundcloud.com/whosmerci

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Lyrics:
//Yokai Dreams\\
Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer

I think I love you but I'm not sure
Your bad decisions give me concern
And I know I'm not a doctor
But nothing good can come from heart burn
Sun so bright hurt my eyes when I'm outside
She wear clothes so tight, must be suffocating slightly
I won't lie I think I'd rather stay inside
But the warmth in the air is just so god damn enticing

Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer

//Geist\\
I saw you kissing on the front porch
And everybody wants an encore
And I sure miss when I was all yours
Now I’m reminiscing of last summer
Oh what a bummer 
I should have taken a chance when I could
Now I’m just a goner
Can’t hold on much longer 
Hoping that I won’t be misunderstood

The sun is blinding my eyes
And my life flys by
Another year and I don’t know who I am
Take me back to the simpler times
Like last summer when I should have made you mine

//Yokai Dreams\\
Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer
Short skirts sun burns
Think I mighta missed my turn
Call you but I guess you lost my number
Dry lips sun kissed
I hope that it stays like this
She fell in love with me last summer

Summer w/ I'm Geist (Prod. KyG x DxnnyFxntom)

So what if I leave you 
Still stuck in my head cause I need you
I hated the sequel I wonder if I didn’t call would I see you
So whyd she go and lie to me
I keep my head down I’m running from what’s inside of me 
And I can love you but honestly my anxiety 
I’m cutting wrists to avoid that there’s nothing of me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

And I can give you everything you ask of me 
It’s not blasphemy 
You don’t have to leave
I’m a tragedy
It’s always one after the other, never after me

So, go
Leave me in the bottom of a hole
Staring down a barrel with my soul at stake
I wanna fade away
I wanna die today
I tried yesterday

So, go
I don’t wanna be here I’m alone
Cut me hold the knife up to my throat
Twist it then you pull it from my bone
Puppet when ur putting on a show

So, Go (prod. jolst)

[+] do you love me, do you hate me? I can't tell
* produced by @thersx *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zFN_OlKU7m8

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TWITTER: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: www.discord.gg/DRfW7Q4Bmu
LYRICS:

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

do you love me do you hate me I can't tell
I been tryna find your face lately im in hell
baby I need help yea

every time I see your eyes wanna die a little less
im still tripping off the shit last week that you said
was it something that I said damn
you know you hurt me think I might need surgery
you on a burglary might just let you murder me
ok
cuz I don't wanna live that much
and I just wanna feel like im loved

yea used to pop them pills just for fun
now im two months sober this shit dumb
I just miss the feeling when im numb
I just miss the feeling of your love

(repeat)

love me, hate me

+ music video

love me, hate me (+ music video)

s/o epitomeoffailure and emptychest :))

lyrics
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crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

oh-oh~ 
raining, it's cold
no~
breaking my bones
midnight, in love with the moonlight
fuck a star sign, shawty looking too bright
(oh, oh
oh no, oh no)

epitome:
oh no i think that my heart stopped
when you walked through the door
making my jaw drop to the floor
and when you left that night
i could barely put a fight
with my fucking self
always going through another hell
all alone
on my own
running to a place i can barley call a home
but that’s not new
had my life in hands of someone that i thought i knew
and i had no clue
that i was being used by you
the entire time
but your plans fell through
and in the end i got what’s mine

empty: 
did you really ever get that far?
blacked out in the back of my car, and i love this shit.
i wouldn't trade it for anything,
except maybe living ;/ 
no!!</3
yeah yeah,
this gon be the last time that you ever talk to me, so
i dont have no regrets, no.
yeah yeah yeah,
i know every day counts, and thats why i count em
yeah yeah yeah,
its a pain to wait, its a day away..
and i need something else
and i need a little bit of help
and when your body gives out
don't be sad, no more..
i would never do that to you..
to you.. :(
i love him, but i love me more.
can you stay, tonight?
blame it on me if you have to, just know-
i dont mind.
flying pieces, colliding with you.

shizu:
crack in the oak
mold in my home
lungs fading black
am i dying alone
cry in the snow, let her walk in the snow
while i hide in my coat
winter silent window

snow w/ epitomeoffailure & kill breanna (2001)

cutdeep & epitomeoffailure - i didn't deserve this (caps ctrl)

produced by: jolst + homesick 
vocals, mixing & mastering by me 

lyrics: 


felt the whole room change when she stepped in
she got fire in her blood she electric
he would kill for her if she would let him 
but she holds his hand tight to prevent it “whered u stay? whered u go? whered u check in?”
it’s a little bit too much
but he expects it 
and it’s more than his face shes obsessed with
she wants his blood
oh i bet tastes expensive 

and in the moonlight of his death
she’ll lay her hands upon her chest and rest
for a while
until this city summons her again,
look down at this place and she can’t help
but crack a smile 
she collects and carries souls from these men
those pretty words she says fu-fu- fuck with my head 
a soft spoken queen til he lays in her bed 
in the morning 
and when it’s time my love will you please heed me with a warning 

and these doors are locked shut, so just bleed
she can’t see anything 
through her mask full of greed
just breathe
bury me 
in the leaves 
by the trees
curse the lips that got me here 
and she ice, so i freeze 
shes a spirit; baby turn my skin white promise i wont leave 
everybody want her but don’t want those punctures from her teeth
i thought vampires were stories
eyes turned black, i couldn’t believe 
on this night this wooden floor is the only thing under me 

my eyes open finally to 6 feet 
of mud
throat is dry, and my hands feel numb 
last thing i remember was the slow slow cut 
i can smell the copper on my clothes
i’m covered in blood
so i push, i pray, i cry, i hope that i get out this rut
she laughs, and i can hear her, though it’s muffled and i’m stuck 
she told me “boy you shoulda turned around when i asked u what’s up”
and then she smile, put a dress on, to the next party she struts 

felt the whole room change when she stepped in
she got fire in her blood she electric
he would kill for her if she would let him 
but she holds his hand tight to prevent it “whered u stay? whered u go? whered u check in?”
it’s a little bit too much
but he expects it 
and it’s more than his face shes obsessed with
she wants his blood
oh i bet tastes expensive

souleater (jolst + homesick)

autumn_leaves w/ getbetter (clou6y & splashgvng)

prod. project luna (s/o them<33 amazing prod)

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

drive slow, driving for eternity 
die so, taking time to try n breathe
sidenote, no sleep n  im goin geek
eyes closed, all i see is u n me 

craving for sum remedy 
or something to help w helping me
listen to the melody im 
really about to take my leave
speaking with all the honesty 
nothing could really fw me 
more than seeing you
breaking what's left inside of this shell of me

this life it was forced upon me
just know that i didn’t ask for any of this
the candle light burns dim and slowly
now i must go
before i start to fall to pieces

i know baby and its killing me
i know maybe it was make believe
run, so cold in these maple leaves
one day, saying know you wanna leave
drive slow, baby where u taking me
die so, bleed thru me fatally
sidenote memories be haunting me
eyes closed, i cant even go to sleep

let me rot away.~

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the haunting (ft. casperrr & epitomeoffailure)

Lyrics:
wake up morning to a bad report
and i just cant be fucked so i just pour a fourth
then i shoot the fifth until my final form
begins to take its shape and im on the floor

and im heaving writhing turning to a beast
and i break my chains and i roam the streets
then im spinning falling faster in my sheets
and im throwing up my guts on my feet

i dont hope i choke on my internal fluid
i just wish the devil would get laid to ruin
we could find some peace and it would all be fluent
it would be just like we aint just been through it

and i hope i never get the past back
burned it up cause im like “pass that”
block it out and ill redact that
keep it dark like its matte black

it doesnt matter all the smoke in the air
never cared if i remembered anything, i was there, like
it doesnt feel the way it used to, like
sewerperson on my bluetooth, like
x2

eyes awake, steady forth
my wounds and pain is not a metaphor
my blackened brain is not a steady course
my frozen heart has stopped keeping score

now im sick from all the toxins
wanna get away but im boxed in
got a safe but never locked it
now i pay the price with no profit

pass the spliff itll be fine
they all say have a great time
fuck these demons gotta face mine
out my mind call me tech n9ne

hold my breath when i drink now
on my way to the sink now
too fucked up on the brink now
blackout cold in the street, blaow

Matte Black

I've been manipulated by the baphomet

I've Been Manipulated By The Baphomet w/epitomeoffailure (prod. acey)

REHAB WITH EPITOME + CLOWN 🖤🩶🪽
HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS BANGER ⛓️⛓️
.
(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving 

(Epitomeoffailure)
i’ll bury my head in the sand for the last time
i run in circles again to look behind 
myself cause no one ever seems to have my back
when i’m all alone i self-destruct and that’s a fact

im holding back these tears inside till everything goes black
i swear the songs i make are all just pointless fucking trash
believe me when i say im sorry in every way i lack
promise im trying hard with this music shit but i’m not that fast

they just leave me in the dust 
forget me i wasn’t enough
for them is what im brain tells me
when my bones decay away to eternity 
i’ll be lost just like a fading memory

(Vails + epitome) 
And I don’t wanna leave 
But I have no reason to breathe 
I wish I could believe 
Everything you said to me

(Vails)
I buried my head in my hands for the last time
I’m sick I’m of complaining and waiting on coke lines
Riding a wave is the same if I can’t die 
Trying to breathe wasn’t me, so I get High 
Totally fucked 
But atleast I have feeling 
Send to me rehab, 
Cause I need some healing
Buried my demons 
But they’re never leaving 
I would honestly change but I’m here for the grieving

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Rehab (feat. Epitomeoffailure)

lyrics

im outside
i’m like where the hell you been
i’ll slide
wondering how the hell you been
are you alright
buckle up and put your head back
i’ll play you my new song
i hope that you like it

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

i ain’t see you in so long
but i promise i been working hard stack money on my phone
i don’t talk that much so i barf up words on top these songs
im quiet in the back of the party sipping white claw and patron
just stay with me for a few days help me figure out what the fuck i’m on
baby this big boy shit
i can’t rest im too grown
my back breaking and i can’t find my eyes cuz they too low
my demons like rubrics cube lately
id figure it out but i don’t know

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

she love me too much to remind me that this happens every time
u know i been having trouble staying inside the lines
a little swervy i been drinking every night
it’s like im celebrating not wanting to be alive
my body a temple i can’t turn into a shrine
can’t snuff my flame out before i even find the light
i don’t know how the hell i been am i alright
a couple drinks and autotune and call it a night

blunt something like my therapist start talking when i light it
i act like i don’t care about it but then i get to writing
just cuz i lost your spark don’t mean that i can’t reignite it
love you too much to leave so imma stay and try to fight it
love you too much to hurt you so i fuck around and lie
but i’m not tryna burden you from what’s burning me inside
it’s okay tho
it’s alright
baby i’m outside
baby where the hell you been can you tell me what’s on your mind

shrine (under the maple tree)

A full flood of energy, rage, hype, and experimental flows. Every track is a different vibe, a different world — from chaotic pit-ready bangers to dark, introspective moods.

This is raw, unfiltered, and made for late nights, loud speakers, and headphones that can handle the bass. Consider this your backstage pass to my mind, 38 tracks deep.

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