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Lyrics

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

I'm so cold, I don't think I feel a thing
I just wanna get a pole, put a bullet in my brain
I know you ain't wanna know about the shit that I can say
When I'm in my room alone, letting out all of this pain

But I gotta let it out, yeah I gotta let it fly
I don't wanna see you pout, I don't wanna see you cry
When you see I'm out of time in the moment that I die
Cause when I was still alive you ain't pull me to to the side

I've got a leak in my soul
I don't think nobody knows
What I think bout when I'm all alone
I never know where to go
But I never let anyone in
How could I let someone in
When I believe that the reason I'm hurt
Is because I started to let anyone in?

Oh why do I feel like this a lot?
God I just want it stop
No lie, I might just make it all stop
And there ain't no one to stop me

I don't think nobody got me
All of these bad thoughts got me
Inside a hole, where do I go?
I'll never know

alone. | Produced by sketchmyname

@yungcrash999- christian dior (p.@evanpicker)

Shordy wanna fuck cause she like me in my Vetements

Vetements  Prod.Silo

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Lyrics:
sometimes i feel lonely too

february...

All this liquor in my fucking veins
You said your better 
But you havent changed
Watch my blood flow into the drain
Got these pills to medicate my brain
Im not happy but they keep me sane
And i dont talk because they think im strange
If u dont like me better switch your lane
February is my new name
And im sorry that i let go
I let the cold seep into my bones
I only come alive when it fucking snows
Im sorry but i have to go

YOU WALKED OFF
AND I LOST HOPE
IF YOU LEFT ME
WHERE WOULD I GO

Spotify

sometimes i feel lonely too (fantom)

#SCFirst
Big Bank!
Produced by lastwordbeats, tekken, and liam sheaffer
Available on all platforms :)

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Lyrics:
Fuck what you talking bout bitch I’m flawless 
Both of my wrists buss down they gorgeous 
All of my statements checked out balling
Racks in the bank for the days they talking
Now I gotta double up my protection
Shorty wanna call but I lost connection 
Way too gone so long I’m stretching 
Don’t got time for no investments 
This that big bank nigga 
Yo bitch came with us
I’m riding in that Beamer I’m a big lane switcha’
They trynna kick it with me naw you ain’t gang nigga  
My homies been the same naw, you can’t hang with us 

I just been doing this shit for the fuck of it if you got beef imma leave it on read
I ain’t got time for these niggas they all in my business I’m finna go put em to bed 
Never been tripping on shit that you hitting me with I’m ignoring whatever you said 
If you ain’t paying up front I ain’t giving a fuck I ain’t showing up to the event 
Man my fingers they itchin, they itchin for that paper
And my future way too bright y’all niggas blinded see ya later 
I been flexing way too heavy cuz my neck been like a glacier 
Diamonds dancing Macarena all I gotta say to haters  
Buss down shit I’m way too icy
Wrist on glow that’s why she like me
Only call when she want piping
My flow wet just like a Pisces 
You left on read that’s why she typing 
Hit you up when she want hyping 
You want love I want one nighting
I’m the reason y’all are fighting 

Fuck what you talking bout bitch I’m flawless 
Both of my wrists buss down they gorgeous 
All of my statements checked out balling
Racks in the bank for the days they talking
Now I gotta double up my protection
Shorty wanna call but I lost connection 
Way too gone so long I’m stretching 
Don’t got time for no investments 
This that big bank nigga 
Yo bitch came with us
I’m riding in that Beamer I’m a big lane switcha’
They trynna kick it with me naw you ain’t gang nigga  
My homies been the same naw, you can’t hang with us 
Fuck what you talking bout bitch I’m flawless 
Both of my wrists buss down they gorgeous 
All of my statements checked out balling
Racks in the bank for the days they talking
Now I gotta double up my protection
Shorty wanna call but I lost connection 
Way too gone so long I’m stretching 
Don’t got time for no investments 
This that big bank nigga 
Yo bitch came with us
I’m riding in that Beamer I’m a big lane switcha’
They trynna kick it with me naw you ain’t gang nigga  
My homies been the same naw, you can’t hang with us

Big Bank! [Prod. Lastwordbeats x Tekken x Liam Sheaffer]

I Can't Stand These Demons In My Room

Artwork Made by @devilboyxo
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Lyrics
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And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

And I could tell you I'm pathetic
But you already knew that when we broke up I'm the one who said it
Mrs. Leave it and forget it
Maybe if you bring up all my fuck ups I'll regret it
Blacked out on my terrace
Wondering if maybe I could be more than my merit
But don't you tell me that I meant it
I know what I meant and if you ask me Imma tell it

Oh motherfucker I don't need this
I've been dealing with my problems how I see fit
Yeah it hurts when I breathe in
Anything that escapes me from a feeling
And I pretend I've been dreaming
But I can always feel the nightmare seeping
Or maybe I'm the villain
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing

And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
And if I saw you on the road you'd be missing
You'd go missing
We'd both go missing

And I thought it was you in the headlights
I ain't even stop a second, I don't feel right
Down a couple shots of rum with a mai tai
I don't care if you're with me or with another guy
That fucking other guy
Taking the spotlight
If I don't have it for a second then I might die
How many shots with the gun 'till it's my time?
I'm still asking is this really even my life
Is it my life?

I thought it was you in the headlights

I Thought It Was You In The Headlights [Prod. Sorrow Bringer]

made this back in jan 2020 produced by reaper

seejayxo - "coraline" (acoustic) *RARE 2020*

Lyrics: 
3 years fucking past
And i still haven’t found myself 
Told u id take meds 
So i wouldnt kill myself
Sick of all this fighting i just wish that you would hear me out
Put my phone on vibrate cuz i fucking hate the sound
Of clicks
Fucking texts
Im upset
Thoughts better left unsaid

Im so sorry mom
I just pop another seal
They say it numbs ur pain
So i popped another pill
If thats the fucking case
Then what the fuck i feel
Im tired of the anger
And all the fucking chills


Im depressed 
Im upset 
Thoughts better left unsaid

rooftop freestyle (prod kareo)

decomposing (switch)

YEAH RIGHT

i know its all my fault
i know its all my fault

I can hardly sleep with all this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in my mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

swear this shit gotta stop
but i like pain a lot
and you like that im fucked
you just wont admit it
i've been biting my tongue
goosebumps up on my arm
i'll just talk to this cup
and forget the issue

I can hardly sleep with this paranoia
Right now I’m not worth it
Let me prove it to ya
Stay around for long enough
I’ll sadly show ya
There’s a traitor in the mirror
And I don’t fucking know him

My brain places demons
In the darkest corners
I’ve been hearing echos
In this burning forest
The fire and the embers
Say they’re coming for us
I’m not ready for the dirt
But I’m still sinking lower

I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault
I hate myself for hurting people
That I love the most
I hate myself for always acting
Like it’s not my fault

PPL THT I LUV THE MOST

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I’ve been on the road all day long
I don’t wanna do this no more

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I look at the mud like my home
I don’t wanna do that no more

I been dippin in and out
This bag like all day
Surprised I didn’t OD
I know that’s fucked up
Sometimes wish that it was me
And that he woke up
To be honest I’m just
tryina keep my chin up
Otherwise the waves will cast another fossil
Otherwise I’ll end how I never want to
Feel the pressure getting stronger
But I have to
I’ve been going thru it all
Because I have to

Because I have to
Because I have to
I’ve been going thru it all 
Because I have to

I’ve been getting bands on my own
I’ve been on the road all day long
I don’t wanna do this no more

I don’t wanna talk talk talk
I’ve been getting bands on my own
I look at the mud like my home
I don’t wanna do that no more

Because I have to
Because I have to
I’ve been going thru it all
Because I have to

93FEETOFSMOKE - thru it all (prod. Reaper)

coproduced by @50Landing and @bwre

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

think I’m dreaming
this isn’t real
cos you leave in a month
and i’m fiending for something to feel

when you hold me
know you know me down to my core
this is the calm before the storm
you diverted attention/the tension away when i mentioned that someone else gon need you more

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

and i fell apart in that bed
what we built isn’t me
won’t put it back together again
i can’t take back what i said
i just opened those messages i left on read

cos i took you rosier
i thought we could cope
we got out on the ocean i fell out my boat
and you calmed me back down and you
gave me some hope
but i tossed it away for a seratone

now there’s too many people that I have done wrong
and that i owe my thanks to for sticking along with me

no commitments

i’m going to hell you’re going to heaven
it doesn’t negate our holy connection
and next time i fly too close to the sun I’m not gonna run this shit was for fun

I left home now i’m fucked up
realized how much i loved you
whole goddamn life been a suckup
now I’m just tryna get my luck up
all the pain went when you kissed me
we were ten toes up now i’m six feet down
moved on you don’t need me now
now i gotta figure me out
i gotta figure me out

bitch i’m up next
fuckboy ain’t a threat
put a price on my head
won’t sell my soul for a check
that’s on god that’s on sound
you won’t ever see me round
i’ll be cooking up some shit that’s gonna get me out this town

rosier

photo by 50Landing

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

heartache comes in many forms
one day opens any door but
i’ve never seen this distant
what success? my eyes are on a screen
if you’re hurting call my line and if you’re doing good, it’s not like i don’t care
i wanna see the world
this shit ain’t the same if i can’t breath your air

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
hope you find someone who can be invested
i’m not over you that’s not my objective
so obsessed with my mistakes i gotta accept them
so i’m not gonna listen to him

he always wants a little more
lost in his fake love and subliminals
won’t stay true if it’s difficult 
a lie’s a lie won’t hide the real to waste your time
that’s just being honest
shouldn’t fall in love and i shouldn’t go to college
gotta fight off all the pain he made in august

i’m not who you think i am

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG
i won’t put no filler or no dud in my setlist
you should up your standards for what i can be impressed with
out your metric
i’m alive and i need help
hit concrete bottom you could say i learned my lesson

fuckboy tryna play my homie
but 2020 i’ma take time on me
out the window where my mainline goes
this is sacrilegious how i’m gon fade off IG

decomposing (switch)

cutdeep