Listening to sad music while sad is like putting lemon on a cut. Beautiful song <5

yooo this is so clean, this song hits the perfect spot in my soul I swear

static <3

all ur fault (caspr)

flesh wounds w/ casperrr (wissery)

hope u enjoy!!! 
production, vocals, mixing, mastering and art by me
main melody is a chopped melody by @blackwinterwells 

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/2neXfRNHIQvs36S0jUD3ds?si=c039ee3a2ec14697

insta: https://instagram.com/harvestdusker

lyrics:
i don't even want a reason
i'll light myself on fire if i need
it'll be the only way i'll get to sleep
it's how i'll rest in peace oh no

i'm just done i need a sleep in
kick my head in while i'm counting sheep
it'll be the only way i'll get to sleep
it's how i'll rest in peace oh no

i'm falling falling
i'm crying i'm crying
i'm done now i'm dying
keep trying, keep trying
x4

it all feels so scary 
the way i lie at night
dreams repeat themselves
into the morning time
shift into a ghost i will be fine
wish for comatose i wanna fly

fear at once
i need to know 
i dream of places
that i can't go
i want to know
the rest of me
i feel it all
it's underneath

i'm falling falling
i'm crying i'm crying
i'm done now i'm dying
keep trying, keep trying
x4

spotify

keep trying

when_summr_ends (IOF)

with the OG  soundcloud.com/eoin-disney

Greenwood:
just to fill the space, what we talk about
nothings really there when i'm laying down
cold breath in your old room but it's over now
just to fill the space when you're not around 

but i could start again in a little while
i know it's not the same as the first time
but i could take the waiting and the crossed lines
lights had lit the way back
 i never realised

cause no one ever tells you cause it's real life
breathing hard in the moment it's never clear why
all of this never mattered but i don't mind
falling quick but it's faster when the times right

just to let you know things are different now
voices at the door, all i think about
something in the words left to figure out
just to fill the space when you're not around

Eoin Disney:
say it to me while you're stalling with yourself now
put a dagger through me, least you let your thoughts out
i can never truly put the words in your mouth
i play it cooly cause i want to see it work out

there's a part of me that never gets the words out
follow voices but i want to make my own sound
i'm addicted to the things that make it worse now
hurt now, never hits the same as the first round

let me in, oh God i miss your skin
i miss your smile see my world right in your eyes
tell me things you never said to him
i miss waking up for the sake of it

Transit (w/ Eoin Disney)

overlapped (chronyc)

produced by ryini

lyrics:

is this real
tell me how you feel
sorry i made you scared
i was afraid you werent there
you werent there
is this real
tell me how you feel
baby wait hows it feel
do u care
do u care

can u hear me in your skin im breathin
u feel me on your face im leavin
a hole inside your heart you are the reason
youre the reason
that were freezin

talk is cheap kiss me wont you
pacify me with your lips
i know youre insecure its
okay cause youre so perfect 
talk to me look me in my 
eyes when u do
stuck in my room
lookin for you

is this real
tell me how you feel
sorry i made you scared
i was afraid you werent there
you werent there
is this real
tell me how you feel
baby wait hows it feel
do u care
do u care

is this real
girl just say how you feel
some aint right, i been here
i been there, see ur face everywhere 
talk is cheap, kiss on me
i cant breathe, when you leave
suffocate, my own brain
all of my thoughts are of you

winter (ryini)

very shit mix im sorry but at least i posted

she said im too stuck in my ways n they can’t save me
but lately idc im smoking pressure on the daily
i already said my part u made it clear that u can’t face me
all the fucking lies they told I never let it phase me

i felt the changes when u left me vacant
every time u come around im leaving here wasted
and they say starships are meant to fly
but baby I can’t stay afloat n I already said goodbye

im alright
i think im alright
either way I been up in my feelings way too much I got no feelings left to cry
i just want someone to hold me tight
i need things to go my way for once im on the borderline

so I back out
i go buy a zip n smoke it down in a couple days I swear I need to sort my bag out
i swear it made me pass out
i been Tryna change up what im doing day to day I swear I need to sort my act out

she said im too stuck in my ways n they can’t save me
but lately idc im smoking pressure on the daily
i already said my part u made it clear that u can’t face me
all the fucking lies they told I never let it phase me

i felt the changes when u left me vacant
every time u come around im leaving here wasted
and they say starships are meant to fly
but baby I can’t stay afloat n I already said goodbye

starships (xtasane)

Everything I see is different shades of blue 
Don’t know where to go but I won’t follow you 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived, you gave me nothing 
I don’t wanna fall from all this miss use 
Maybe if I was sober I’d be over you 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 
With everything I gived you gave me nothing 

Don’t pick me up from my bed 
Don’t take the pills outta my hand 
50 milligrams of Zoloft I need that 
My heart is black and my lungs will match 

I don’t wanna always be depressed bitch but you seem to make it hard to get it pass that 
And I know that our love is past tense 
But it’s so damn hard to be present 

We can’t go back to my shed 
I burnt it down with all my friends 
Why can’t you make me happy

anything,everything pt2 (Prod.Coil)

Dame near the perfect man

Big shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/brevanti the bro!

lyrics:
baby hold me down
I can't get enough
I been stacking all this guap 
roll another blunt
in these cycles
viscous lies, they keep adding up
girl I thought that you were mine, pour another cup

can't talk right now
I been fucked up off the jack and rum
cut up by the barbed wire stump
stuck up, look what i've become
pound that drum
coping by spitting these lyrics you hearing
I got all the weed in backpack
homie start rolling that loudpack
blowing out smoke till she text back
she give me top and I drive back home yeah
dropping the top and I bump that omega-3
watchu see in me?
baby are we history?
are you missing me?
cause its been too long since you said that
got my head back
feeling fine until the moment that you read that
lost those lips again
the fuck did I expect though
I be walking home alone inside storm snow

baby hold me down
I can't get enough
I been stacking all this guap 
roll another blunt
in these cycles
viscous lies, they keep adding up
girl I thought that you were mine, pour another cup

see how you doing 
but u never texting me back girl yuh
ride in the whip all alone
fuck the past oh yeah
I'm overthinking her tone
just like the last girl yeah
hope this the last girl 
but I have crashed in the past girl

flesh wounds w/ casperrr (wissery)

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