all guitar & vox by me
this was made in a rly short time lol

lyrics:

look at that, blood leaking down my arms again
can’t eat, all these words are fucking with my head
i feel sick, not doing better
to your hands, heartstrings are tethered 
tired of the rainy weather, can’t get out my fucking message 

useless, can’t fix it
i’m fucking pathetic
don’t ask me to do shit,
i’ll tell you ‘forget it,’
i’m tired of breathing,
the toxic waste inside the air
i cannot be me, 
i’m breaking down & no one cares

words on the walls, they still speak to me softly
wrap around my feet, then they wrap around my body
letting go of everything i’ve ever known, ever known
wanna leave the world, i’ve got nowhere to go

It's fine, whatever

prod @bloodsekai

im so anxious
im so fragile
cut my wrist watch the blood dazzle
in the moonlight
sacrificial
im so done its all abysmal

razor in my pocket
cut a hole and now i lost it 
what the fuck am i gon do 
sitting in the school bathroom 

im nothin 
but a loser or somethin
dont wanna lose her im cuttin
my emotions are just based off assumptions

wont let it fall apart
u cant do that to my heart
i was scared right from the start
put my feelings into art

passing time in the school bathroom

+@holdmetillicry

lyrics

@cutsleepy

ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know

oh uh baby you know
i cant live without you
you know everything about me had to take it out you

ooh baby you know
ooh baby you know
ohh baby you know
ohh baby you know

um this is to awkward

baby if u cut me open u will see nothing inside
and i cant take it anymore i had to cut inside
ur my everything so baby can u hold me tight
so please dont leave me in this dark room all alone at night

@holdmetillicry

can you hold me tight
can you hold me tight
tell me is it a lie

CAUSE I WANNA CRYYY
ARE U BY MY SIDE
CAUSE I WANNA DIE
JS HOLDMETILLICRY

ur blood is in my eye
AND IM NOT OVER IT
these bad thoughts make me selfish
SO MANY PROMBLES I AINT DEALT WIT
baby tell me if its over yettt

is it over yettt

IS IT OVER YETTT

is it over yett

is it over yett

fuck

i just hate it when u dont speak to me it drives me insane :/

@bloodsekai

staring at each other in the back of class
who would've known that tryna love wld be so bad
so my wrists bleeding on the ground no one can go help
bc no one wants to help a lonely reject
i hate the words that i said
i feel so sick i regret that
im walking in on you two
who would've known that love is so cruel

i was so infatuated w ur smell
i don't know if u can tell
but im starting to get fed up aswell
there's no going back go n stop that
i don't want ur help u already know that
i wanna cut your head off
wanna cut ur head off

i said we had something special
now my hearts on the table
i swear to god didn't mean to do this
i have the gun and i had to shoot it
you were mine, i was sad
this schizophrenia can't be that bad
suffocating, medicating
the only thing that makes me

i feel okay
i am mad
you're so angry, im so mad
i think ill kill you again

classroom romance w/ lovecupid prod bloodsekai

i love the way your hand
glides through my hair
i love the way you tell me you love me and youre not going anywhere

i really hate my skin
can i replace it with yours
i lost myself
in your pretty little eyes

you helped me through tough times and im really grateful for you

prod me ft @weejk (aka @revivle with new preset)

yeayeaeya pop the molly in theclubb pop the molly in the clubb

fuckin on dis girl n her new best friend
pop another molly yea the party never ends
i kno that u like me yea no need to play pretend
but i get so attached n ill always depend on u
when u dont want me to
spending every night staying up for u
cus thats my nature
get jealous grab my razor then
cut my skin like paper cus
i can not replace her

cryin on the club floor
like what the fuckk
i jus need like one more
n thats enough
x2

pop the molly in the club
gettin too fucked up
pop the molly in the club
bitch im off of these drugs
woah im walkin dead

the party never ends w/ wujek

prod me

dear mom and dad, im doing fine
u guys are on my mind
u asked me what i wanted to be
And now i think the answer is plain to see
i wanna be famous

i wanna live close to the sun
well pack ur bags cos ive already won
everything to prove nothing in my way
ill get there one day
cos i wanna be famous

Na-na-na-na-na 
na-na-na-na 
na-na-na-na

i wanna be
i wanna be
i wanna be famous
i wanna be
i wanna be
i wanna be famous

I WANNA BE FAMOUS!!

cold night #straightouttasociety

so why im i so human
it takes one builet go away 
and lately i dont feel so safe
take the gun to my head so i can fly away
i dont feel human 
i dont feel human
i feel so selfish 
i feel so inhuman 
i cry 1ms times
ik  
im such a selfish freak
you know that im unstable
but you stay here well i was alone
well i wanted to kill myself
you said i was the holy ghost 
ig you found someone else

human demo

@bloodsekai

so many failures and more to come
my future is so crushed
im turning into crumbs
i swear im just too dumb
affection i want sum
but i'll never get nun
can't even love myself
im trapped in my own hell
im too young to be true
i wanna feel sum new
they tell me then go do
but i dont have any clue
in my room im so glued
wish i could hit undo
always knew i was doomed
need somewhere to run to

im looking all over
to keep my composure
i need dopamine
i need sum exposure
i really want closure
life sucks as a loner
too bad im afraid of
tryna approach her

hit undo Prod bloodsekai

The previous upload of this got bot played and became a top track of mine because of it! F*ck that... Some Brazilian account played it 3149 times in one hour so I deleted it and starting again. I don't give a shit if it gets 10 plays or 10000000 plays but I'd prefer to know they are human plays. Fuck AI... The only reason I hadn't deleted it is because it was marking the moment my Uncle passed but sure it still does that even with the bot play poison gone. I've also deleted two collabs I had naively done with AI artists and started unfollowing all the obvious AI artists that don't lay bare that that is what they are... Not amplifying the fake anymore. Music is too important to allow that here!
Apologies for deleting your support from the previous upload... The bots fault!


Behind the track:

We love you Liam 🏍️🫂 Rest in peace man #46

The name of the song is cool. When Liam setup the company he ran with his brothers (I worked for them too) He just kept walking around and telling people, "I'm a director... I'm a director"😆 He was very proud of himself. Learned so much from him working for him. Every chat with Liam was joke and analogy. What a legend. He is truly directing things now ♾️


Lyrics

You built on humour
Good helmet on
Now guardian tutor
We love you Uncle, Husband, Brother, Dad
One Great of Sons Nana and Papa have

You're soul at rest
Peace for your will
Now everyday you'll watch our still
Thanks for music
Thanks for favor
Graceful human got all your flavour

Solving problems
Analogy the way
New director points to brighter day
We love you Liam
Your folks have got ya
Say yo from us
You spiritual doctor (🙏🏽46🙏🏽)

Double Will
We wow this heaven
Merged Eileen Light
Floodlight
Our levan

Lion heart
Laughs and looks
Good Kawasaki made the best joke hooks
The shed of life
Tools to tame
The beautiful life
With your beautiful brain

We love you Liam
Four Stapletons gone
You watch us all
Keep the rest here long

Bye bye Mr Irish Pie
As we cry
We hear four ahoo ha's right beside


https://rip.ie/death-notice/liam-stapleton-wicklow-bray-595503

Motorbike Club Tribute to Liam ~ https://www.facebook.com/share/16TKhgwF7n/ 

The New Director

collective: @massacre-society - @rudehotline
discord : 90waystodie

i miss the old me

i just hate it when u dont speak to me it drives me insane :/

cutsleepy

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