On my shit

CXVANITY’s music

ver.1
forget what i said
the voice in my head
the voice in my head said he wanted me dead
that’s enough to be said
enough to be said

ver.2
you know that’s the truth
cut ties out the blue 
like a gun to my head i don’t think that we’ve met
is it something i said 
something i said yeah

(chorus)
i am a ghost (yeah)
i am a ghost
i am a ghost yeah
i am a ghost 
i am a ghost yeah
i am a ghost
i am a ghost yeah 
i am a ghost

i am a ghost

ver. 1
you know what i cannot feel
something ain’t right i will not heal
night time skies i can’t be still
it’s all cause of him i will never know

ver. 2
the voices in my head won’t go
i’m losing my mind can we take this slow
i wanna be here but i gotta go 
it’s all cause of him i will never know

SAD ENDING

ver. 1
sit in the room
conquer my thoughts 
but it’s getting dark i’m starting to rot i’m feeling distraught
i’m feeling so lost don’t tell me i’m wrong
i’ll sing you a song
so maybe a thought gets caught in your lot that my life ain’t a lot
i feel in my gut i won’t be here long 
as long as i’m lost 


ver.2
forgot what was left
been telling the voice in my head
been telling them things that would never be said you think you a friend
but all in the end ima end up be dead but that’s better then sending a text
i don’t want the fake at my step
i’ll stare at the floor till they tell me you left
jus give me a sec 
my mind is already decaying i’m saying the swaying is kicking myself in the head

So Lost

ver.1
i look at your photos
i question your motives
i live in despair
you left me no options
i wanna be there yuh
i wanna be there
i don’t gaf about mfs acting like they even care
you living a lie to the point where you question if you even there
if you even there aye
if you even dare say
something about how i spend most my time in a room that’s a cell by myself i need help i been feeling like hell so don’t get nowhere near by these bars of the cell 



ver.2
i know that i’m better alone you keep calling but i never pick up the phone
there’s nights where i kill my emotions devoted to never rip open alone
i’m stuck in a zone where my mind and my heart has been fighting to over the thrown

Cell

ver.

why promise to stay
just to leave and detach all your feelings and let me decay
i can’t feel my face
i’ve been holding the pain in my chest
for a couple of days
let go of the rose
it was destined to die and get cold to be thrown in the snow
made sure i was froze
so when you went rouge it unfolds 

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