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2 autistic 4 everyone but me..

U won’t like this shi

For Boo Boo Bear 👻

the day you killed yourself

Distressor

Leave

i'm in love with my ex, man it's something bout her soul, man it's deeper than the sex

yung bruh - lurk n twerk **remastered by burnheart** (Lil Tracy)

ver.1
forget what i said
the voice in my head
the voice in my head said he wanted me dead
that’s enough to be said
enough to be said

ver.2
you know that’s the truth
cut ties out the blue 
like a gun to my head i don’t think that we’ve met
is it something i said 
something i said yeah

(chorus)
i am a ghost (yeah)
i am a ghost
i am a ghost yeah
i am a ghost 
i am a ghost yeah
i am a ghost
i am a ghost yeah 
i am a ghost

i am a ghost

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sorrow

ver. 1
you know what i cannot feel
something ain’t right i will not heal
night time skies i can’t be still
it’s all cause of him i will never know

ver. 2
the voices in my head won’t go
i’m losing my mind can we take this slow
i wanna be here but i gotta go 
it’s all cause of him i will never know

SAD ENDING

[Verse 1]
Realize
Don’t cry

[Chorus]
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies
(Yeah)

[Verse 2]
You loved me?
It was all gone into the night
You left me
It was not the best thing
Had a feeling something’s not right
Always here alone

[Chorus]
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies
Don’t you realize 
I see all the lies

Realize

Lyrics:

Just one more lie and then I fall

Don’t play pretend you had it all

I’d kill for you dont even start

Dancing alone all in the dark

I’m hurting im hurting i wish you were dead

Don’t reach out my hand ill stab you instead

You said you wont hurt me, now look what you did

I’ll pretend i don't need no help, but i said I need you bad

scars

ver. 1
sit in the room
conquer my thoughts 
but it’s getting dark i’m starting to rot i’m feeling distraught
i’m feeling so lost don’t tell me i’m wrong
i’ll sing you a song
so maybe a thought gets caught in your lot that my life ain’t a lot
i feel in my gut i won’t be here long 
as long as i’m lost 


ver.2
forgot what was left
been telling the voice in my head
been telling them things that would never be said you think you a friend
but all in the end ima end up be dead but that’s better then sending a text
i don’t want the fake at my step
i’ll stare at the floor till they tell me you left
jus give me a sec 
my mind is already decaying i’m saying the swaying is kicking myself in the head

So Lost

Lyrics:

Show me, I’m the one you want

Say it slow, show me how you love

Show me how you love

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

Our past can see, how we were meant to be

Show me how you love 

I can not breathe, the waves are crashing onto me

Show me how you love

Falling, into my memories 

Where we were deeply in love

savior (prod. Noah Birch)

this is how we end

ver.1
i look at your photos
i question your motives
i live in despair
you left me no options
i wanna be there yuh
i wanna be there
i don’t gaf about mfs acting like they even care
you living a lie to the point where you question if you even there
if you even there aye
if you even dare say
something about how i spend most my time in a room that’s a cell by myself i need help i been feeling like hell so don’t get nowhere near by these bars of the cell 



ver.2
i know that i’m better alone you keep calling but i never pick up the phone
there’s nights where i kill my emotions devoted to never rip open alone
i’m stuck in a zone where my mind and my heart has been fighting to over the thrown

Cell

jennifer's Body

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

My bones break
I left it all up to you
S afe 
Before my love 
All my mistakes
I tried to change
But I still shake
I still shake and I
Tried to save myself and I
Tried to save myself

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you
Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

Now I
walked too far away
I saw the line
And I crossed it
I'm still your disease
I don't know how it feels right here
If I breathe you in
I'm just your disease
Oh I'm just your disease


It's more than just not being able to hear anything
Or make contact with anyone
It was as though
As though for a time I didn't exist
It was though I had no place in the world

Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you
Oh I
Wasted all my time
With you
Now I
Can't close my eyes cause i
See you

Oh I, I
Wasted all my time
With you

i felt as if i didn't exist

while the skys fallin down

ver.

why promise to stay
just to leave and detach all your feelings and let me decay
i can’t feel my face
i’ve been holding the pain in my chest
for a couple of days
let go of the rose
it was destined to die and get cold to be thrown in the snow
made sure i was froze
so when you went rouge it unfolds 

prod. clams casino

No Face

betterlucknexttime

PROTECTION CHARM (SLOW & HARD VERSION)

Once then we'll be free

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you can only receive, what you see yourself receiving

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long

[Verse 1]
The pain,
It runs deep in me
My heart aches
A million reasons why,
That I can’t 

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

[Verse 2]
Just want too,
See you remain
It feels like I’m going insane

[Chorus]
You’ve been So long
You’ve been So long

So long

ver.

i don't wanna be around.
shorty turn around
life been feeling down
devil standing near
waiting for the tears 
i can see it clear
get away from me
love ain't meant for me 
wanted you I'm weak
stay where i can breathe
but you ain't hold it down
my heart was on the ground x3

where my mind goes to rot

CXVANITY