2022.zip

goodnight lavender & clayekea — daze
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

@clayekea

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

somehow i've ended up back here
to the worlds i wanted to leave
in the night time the rumors start to fly
and i can never sleep

a shut in for all these years
used to all the words that hurt me 
i still feel engulfed in fear
from all the ghosts that cursed me
my body is feeling weak
but i cannot close my eyes
and i can never sleep

a letter centered on my desk
from a lifetime feeling out of place
envelopes with untold words
all just to tear them up again
for a second i felt whole again
you put the pieces back into their place
an eternity of sleepless nights
you'll never, ever see

a shut in for all these years
used to all the words that hurt me 
i still feel engulfed in fear
from all the ghosts that cursed me
my body is feeling weak
but i cannot close my eyes
and i can never sleep

daze w/ clayekea

head hurty

This song encompasses the artistic struggle I've been enduring over the past 3 months: the obstacles to overcome, the desire for giving up, the search for something new; yet the music itself speaks of the creation of forms and shapes, the matter that they define, and the substances in which they partake in. 

This is the Cosmology of the Shapes, an entryway into the metaphysical realm where divine and earthly matters intersect.

Cosmology of the Shapes

5/7

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/track/to-get-older

to get older

Stream

Songs Used:
Kanye West - All Of The Lights (+interlude)
Skrillex - Scary Monsters & Nice Sprites
Bring Me The Horizon - Shadow Moses
Zomboy - Terror Squad
underscores - Everybody's Dead!
kmoe - gloves
Charli XCX - Claws
Rhythmics - SNARE!
Rustie - Big Catzz
DallasK & KSHMR - Burn (Dotcom's Festival Remix)
underscores & gabby start - loansharks
TNGHT - Goooo
Porter Robinson - Sad Machine
SOPHIE - HARD
Kill The Noise - Dying (feat. Ultra Violet Sound & Emily Hudson)
Skrillex - Right In

NO FREE RIDES !

DONT TALK #fr

MORE DARIACORE TROLLFACE TROLLFACE TROLLFACE TROLLVOID

FOLLOW ELEQUENCE:
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PENIS MUSIC COLLECTIVE IS BACK IN ACTION AND WE'VE CUM BACK HARDER AND FASTER THAN EVER BEFORE.
FIFTY-FREAKING-EIGHT SONGS, MUSICAL NUMBERS AND ALL SHIT NO POST POSTS TO SATISFY YOUR BIG WILLY NEEDS.

Our lovely dicks and cocks over at the official Penis Music Collective Discord took part in a 48 hour all-nighter type event to create whatever they wanted no-holds-barred! We KNOW ya'll are gonna be jerkin tf outta this one, because we all had a grand ol' BALLS of a time creating all of our tracks.

Without any further apoo, Penis Music Collective Presents...

PMC VOLUME 11: THE CUMBACK

Elequence - Stars to Endeavor

GOOP HOUSE VOLUME SIX

Shwirl, FAIRIES DON'T EXIST, Aego, Blaedsounds, Echoed., -Alow - GOOP 2 ME NICE

Cedric Madden & MISOGI - In The Snow (DJ KELSEY EDIT)

https://defsharp.bandcamp.com/album/tides-b-sides
https://defsharp.fanlink.to/tidesB

jaded - 2th one

may 2021
this is the original recording of the self-titled track on 'PEPPER'

THE SUN IS STILL THERE (2021 DEMO)

+ icarus +
moving on
a part of me hates how this shit turned to gold
walked out of heaven 
as i lose control
pardon me
its a part of me

holding on
you said it was easy
you said it was gold
so close to the sun 
and ill follow you home
but your just out of reach

~ will you stay ~ 

so please don't go
so please don't go

icarus

love @tsuyunoshi

produced by me
tsuyunoshi vocals mixed by tsu

lyrics:
(mijaru)
growing up and shit just got a little harder
thought by 18 i'd be doing things smarter
guess that was all a lie, i gotta figure it all now
the world moves way too fast for my comfort
wanna stop time and scream til my lungs hurt
where did the time go???
but im still here so!!!

i can't take it anymore, i'm falling apart
and when everything goes, it's back to the start

wake another day, mind's feeling kinda anxious
it's so overwhelming, can't put myself to practice
it's all a lost cause, cant even fight for who we are
and i'm sorry that i'm not the son that you wanted (i really fuckin hate this line. i should change it.)
thoughts in my head make me feel like i'm haunted
but i'll stay around here, even if there's a lot of tears!!!

(tsuyunoshi)
when i was 17 thought i'd do this shit smarter
all this life shit getting worse it got harder
got these things to do, but where to start it
pressure kill me slow, feel like a target
fuckin done feel, fuckin lost
in a dim lit room, holding a bottle with a lack of love
lost myself and i lost it all
seeing people sit back as they watch the fall

i can't take it anymore, i'm falling apart
and when everything goes, then it's back to the start

tears w/ tsuyunoshi

dumb flip i made of security a while back :D

credits:
@ecco2k_year0001
https://soundcloud.com/ch3rri/ecco2k-security-cherri-flip

ecco2k x cherri - Security (maahir flip)

original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KkDmVszucyI

DJ BILLYBOOL - FULLMOON (miko's DJ BILLYBOOL NUMBER ONE DJ ON THE WHOLE PLANET edit)

Dariacore 3... At least I think that's what it's called?

world's sourest honey

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✏️  Lyrics
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home (I have to go home )
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)

Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home  (I have to go home)
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told  (And you were not told)

2022.zip

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