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a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
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art credits: me

In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

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goodnight lavender & clayekea — daze
a part of “star festival.” chapter one

@clayekea

artwork by sakire:
twitter.com/sakanfish

somehow i've ended up back here
to the worlds i wanted to leave
in the night time the rumors start to fly
and i can never sleep

a shut in for all these years
used to all the words that hurt me 
i still feel engulfed in fear
from all the ghosts that cursed me
my body is feeling weak
but i cannot close my eyes
and i can never sleep

a letter centered on my desk
from a lifetime feeling out of place
envelopes with untold words
all just to tear them up again
for a second i felt whole again
you put the pieces back into their place
an eternity of sleepless nights
you'll never, ever see

a shut in for all these years
used to all the words that hurt me 
i still feel engulfed in fear
from all the ghosts that cursed me
my body is feeling weak
but i cannot close my eyes
and i can never sleep

daze w/ clayekea

+ lose it all +

if you tell me where
i got so much shit that i cannot share
you got problems and i got spare
so dont make me
lose it all
lose it all

if you couldnt tell
if you share ill share it all
do you feel at all?

i want it
i want it
i want
to see you let go

((if you tell me where
i got so much shit that i cannot share
you got problems and i got spare
so dont make me))

i want it
i want it
i want
i want

((lose it all
lose it all
lose it all
so dont make me))

lose it all
lose it all
lose it all

lose it all
lose it all
lose it all

so dont break me
so dont break me

<3

lose it all

hi!
https://acloudyskye.bandcamp.com/track/daze

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Daze

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Shwirl, FAIRIES DON'T EXIST, Aego, Blaedsounds, Echoed., -Alow - GOOP 2 ME NICE

+ icarus +
moving on
a part of me hates how this shit turned to gold
walked out of heaven 
as i lose control
pardon me
its a part of me

holding on
you said it was easy
you said it was gold
so close to the sun 
and ill follow you home
but your just out of reach

~ will you stay ~ 

so please don't go
so please don't go

icarus

How To Observe

Dariacore 3... At least I think that's what it's called?

world's sourest honey

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✏️  Lyrics
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home (I have to go home )
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)

Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 
Fall back in your arms tonight
I can see sunlight 
I can be some light 

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home  (I have to go home)
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life
I have to go home 
Where I live inside 
And you were not told 
Why I live this life

I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told (And you were not told)
I have to go home (I have to go home)
And you were not told  (And you were not told)

Wild Time

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Through the Noise

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fair dawn x cactus flower - fragile (R3V Remix)

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Lyrics:

[Jay Parmesan]
Wildflower, roses
The wind will not follow you home
Sitting on branches,
The forest your throne
Treetops are seesaws,
I cannot see what you have gone,
Now I’m alone

Lost me in thickets and paintbrushes,
So overgrown
Colored by scarlet, no stranger to thorns
Faint glow of white that you left here,
Is keeping me warm, my only repose

There’s a moon child,
She’s somewhere out there,
Waiting for me,
Wrapped up in sheets,
Of silver and gold and precious debris
Calling to me
Calling to me

She says,
“I love you, I love you”
How softly she speaks,
“Come set me free! Find me alone, dancing in shadows of the willow tree”
How sweetly she pleads

Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[Akira Flay]
Static electricity, one touch
And I’m free falling on my knees,
Heart fucked
Underneath I’m bleeding deep,
I hear you calling
Calling out to me
Living in my head for free, you’re stuck,
While I’m trying to living out my dreams,
Soul crushed
Baby you’re the air I breathe,
I want it all, wanna give more than I take

[Jay Parmesan]
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

icarus

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