the lyrics in this song actually hit me so hard

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 2/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#at-the-end-of-time

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art credits: me

In 2020, I lost a close family friend due to COVID-19. The last time I saw him was when he visited my family and me in late 2019. At the time I was studying for exams and didn't give him the time he needed and that was the last time I saw him.
In the past, I lost my grandparents in a similar manner.
'at the end of time' is an attempt to convey how I feel now. All the work did pay off, but at what cost? I could have everything I could ever want but would lose everyone in the process.
It taught me about how unfortunately anyone at any time could disappear, and that I should remember to put these people first and give them the love, time, and care they need.
Everything else in this world is temporary.

at the end of time
The family friend and my grandparents were some of the sweetest people that could ever have existed. They would always encourage me with everything I did, from music to my studies and would always make me feel like I was special.
My paternal grandmother was the last grandparent to live, and she passed away before I got a place at medical school, something that all of my grandparents dreamt of and encouraged me to pursue. At the time of writing this, I have finished my fifth year of medical school, done well in my exams, and won a scholarship, but they're not here to see it.
I wish you could see me now, I know I would've made you proud and I'm sorry I didn't give you more time. If you're out there, wherever you are, I hope you can see what I'm doing. This is all for you and I will be the best I can be for you.

lyrics:
[verse 1]
at what cost did i succeed?
by giving into my own greed

i didn't give the time you need 
and now you're no longer here

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

[verse 2]
i want a way out
i hate how you're not around
i wish you could see me now
i know that i would've made you proud

[bridge]
but now you are gone
and i keep thinking it's my fault 
i couldn't give you all my love
i don't know if i can keep going on

[chorus]
and i'll keep running away
so many things that i've wanted to say
i know that i'm to blame
i can't look back because i am ashamed

and at the end of time
i'll finally feel alive
nobody by my side
it's the end of a beautiful, hurtful life

a beautiful, yet hurtful life

at the end of time

download

this is literally unfinished but i cant be bothered

uncolourful bass

if i could turn back time, i would be wiser

a beautiful, hurtful life: chapter 7/30
read more about the song on my website: https://revenantmusic.net/#alwaysfinealwaysalright

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This song is about the careful balance needed between reflection and self-incrimination, the latter of which is often easy to fall into. It is a good thing to accept where things went wrong, take responsibility, and think about what would be done differently next time, however, it can be easy for that mistake to cause damage to one's self-esteem.

When I hear this song, I imagine a cloudy, poorly-defined purplish environment with hands grabbing up from the ground.

always fine, always alright

Mazey - Creator is out now on Soundcoud, Spotify and Youtube!
Hope you enjoy <3

Cover art created by: @schrodinger_kitty_1999 on Instagram

Creator - lyrics by (Mazey & SchrödingerKitty) 

Just wanna make music everyday 
Do it so much until I decay
Trying to learn so watch out make way
I don't have sometimes it's too hard to create
Just wanna make music everyday 
Do it so much until I decay
Trying to learn so watch out make way
I don't have sometimes it's too hard to create 

Making music can be a real pain 
All these demands like a strain on my brain 
Nothing is right there's only complain
Collection, imperfections is whatever remains 

Sometimes I feel like I'm so misplaced 
Permanently busy with what seems like a waste
Having to satisfy someone else's taste 
If I don't I'm clearly a disgrace 

Got so much stuff to do 
Presentation, obligation but I look like a fool
What do you want to see
Creation or creator just let me be 

Just wanna do my own thing 
I just wanna do my own thing 
Why would that be a sin 
I just can't get a win
Didn't know I could sing 
Didn't know what I could bring 
It's almost like I don't know anything 

Wanna make music everyday 
Do it so much until I decay
Trying to learn so watch out make way 
Just wanna make music, 

Everyday!
Till I decay!
Please make way!
Too much to create!
Just wanna make music,
Everyday!
Till I decay!
Please make way!
Too much to create! 

Hey! Just wanna make music everyday 
Do it so much until I decay
Trying to learn so watch out make way
I don't have sometimes it's too hard to create
Just wanna make music everyday 
Do it so much until I decay
Trying to learn so watch out make way
I don't have sometimes it's too hard to create.

Creator

safe with me

6/8 + 217.5
4/4 + 140

hbd mum thanks for everything <3

you know i'm just not about it
you tell me i'm not around it
i couldn't be 
i couldn't be
i couldn't be 

but you're safe with me
while the sea turns a royal
hoping we fall asleep 
just hoping we fall asleep

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you see that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

don't you know
how hard i tried
to fall in line
and stay inside
this empty place 
why'd you follow me?
why'd you follow me?
was it all for me?


you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

you're safe with me
keep holding my hand for a while
it's starting to rain
what's our luck?
oh these pieces are playing our part
don't you hear that it's not gonna stop
maybe it's just a part of the way
a part of the way

safe with me

mididuck - be comfortable (aego Remix)

RADIO (145bpm fast version)

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// LYRICS //
even if you're scared
just know that im here
no matter where you go
im always there

trapped in the dark
no escape in sight
where do i go from here
just show me the light

where do we go
when all is lost

where do we go

trapped in the dark
no escape in sight
where do i go from here

even if you're scared
just know that im here

trapped in the dark
where do i go from here

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Where Do We Go

https://soundcloud.com/akiraflay
https://soundcloud.com/jayparmesan

Lyrics:

[Jay Parmesan]
Wildflower, roses
The wind will not follow you home
Sitting on branches,
The forest your throne
Treetops are seesaws,
I cannot see what you have gone,
Now I’m alone

Lost me in thickets and paintbrushes,
So overgrown
Colored by scarlet, no stranger to thorns
Faint glow of white that you left here,
Is keeping me warm, my only repose

There’s a moon child,
She’s somewhere out there,
Waiting for me,
Wrapped up in sheets,
Of silver and gold and precious debris
Calling to me
Calling to me

She says,
“I love you, I love you”
How softly she speaks,
“Come set me free! Find me alone, dancing in shadows of the willow tree”
How sweetly she pleads

Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

[Akira Flay]
Static electricity, one touch
And I’m free falling on my knees,
Heart fucked
Underneath I’m bleeding deep,
I hear you calling
Calling out to me
Living in my head for free, you’re stuck,
While I’m trying to living out my dreams,
Soul crushed
Baby you’re the air I breathe,
I want it all, wanna give more than I take

[Jay Parmesan]
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Moon child
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me
Are you waiting for me

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

//listen//

MOON_CHILD (feat. Jay Parmesan & Akira Flay)

hi
first track of 2021

original: https://soundcloud.com/worldslastgarden/morning-flower

-evan

lyrics.
I just want to know
Is this all you have before I go
It's crazy and sure I'm uncertain
But the places i want to be are worth it

How long do I have (I'm going)
How long will it take (I'm trying)
I just want the time and the pain that it needs to pay off
At the end

Could I be trying too hard
As I fall in my dreams
But again I'll say "I'll stand again"
Before my time is up

How long do I have (I'm going)
How long will it take (I'm trying)
I just want the time and the pain that it needs to pay off
In the end

How long will I have (I'm running)
How long can I take (I'm trying)
After all my life can only last so long
I'll be okay, hey

world's last garden - morning flower (echoed. remix)

nothing special.
a beautiful, yet hurtful life.

1/2 of @codenameniocell + @ghostkidclub
contact: mgmt@revenantmusic.net

https://revenantmusic.net/

at the end of time

Revenant

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