No I don't have an answer
to all your lonely nights
but I know this ain't it 
 swiping left right left right left right
this is what we've been reduced to
give ourselves away for free
but it only soothes the symptoms
temporary company

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

This aint no moral crusade
I really think that it would help
if you found happiness within you
not inside someone else
you might say that I'm bitter
might be correct as well
but I must pose the question
are you happy ask yourself

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

now they're tryna figure out
without being impolite
how to say they must be going
they got other plans tonight
they say "call when you get home
cause that shit was really nice
we can do it anytime"
maybe they will one or twice
But it wasn't love or lust
just a sunday afternoon
where two lonely people met
and they licked each others wounds
it's a self sustaining cycle
such a pitiful pursuit


im so tired of sex in the city 
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly
im so tired of imitation intimacy

im so tired of sex in the city
lonely people fucking indiscriminately
moving fast moving on just as quickly 
im so tired of imitation intimacy

Imitation Intimacy

lyrics:

(merry christmas motherfuckers!!
yes!!! go on [REDACTED], send it bruv!! oh ma fuckin god
how did you not fall over?
what do you say to that?)

a private visit to the murder scene
is an essential step of the path of getting clean
inside head my im rolling over like what it means
to take a coping mechanism strawberry flavour vaccine

its giving me visions
turn off the television
living with conditions
mental diseased terrorism

whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
whats the point of winning if youre not sinning
feels so damn good hurting myself
but i guess its my fault turning down your help

you saw the worst of me wish you missed it 
i just wanna be another statistic
wish i hadn't come on so strong being fucking mystic
well thats a side effect of me being autistic

stinks of shit 
still choke on it  
stood on my feet
thats what i get
standing on yours

dont fucking touch me bitch im going insane
im gonna put a fucking bullet inside my fucking brain
cos ive got no love and ive
got no friends
and im out of control because of whats between my legs

she always says the wrong thing
and it leaves her in a flower world of her dreams
dont trust the boys with the spider eyes
cos it turns out all they seem to know is lies

Strawberry Flavour Cocaine

you're waiting on her call
but she don't use 5G
She doesn't have a twitter or a Facebook or IG
she doesn't go to shows
doesn't even watch TV
I wish she would come over here and spend some time with me

But she ain't got a name
No Government ID
She doesn't have an SSN she don't wanna be seen
and she don't want no lover
all she wants is to be free
the flag hung in her bedroom reads don't fucking tread on me

Yeah she's the kind of girl
scrambled data in her brain
she makes so little sense
in so many different ways
so please avert your eyes
from her paralyzing gaze
but open up your heart
to the shit she has to say

yeah she's the kind of girl
she's super fucking based
her head is in the stars somewhere
a million miles away
shes staring through the sun
she takes x rays to the face
she's all these things and more
all these things and so much more

she's not like the other girls

she's allied with the qu
sells black market bone marrow
I heard that she's bagholding half a billion in monero
she knows whos in the know
Her circles hella tight
she facetimes with the Bogdanoffs like every other night

She's ten thousand years old
lived twenty thousand lives
Her blood is ultraviolet and her skin is made of light
she speaks to unity
hears the echoes in her mind
she's humanities future and she's what we left behind


Yeah she's the kind of girl
scrambled data in her brain
she makes so little sense
in so many different ways
so please avert your eyes
from her paralyzing gaze
but open up your heart
to the shit she has to say

yeah she's the kind of girl
she's super fucking based
her head is in the stars somewhere
a million miles away
shes staring through the sun
she takes x rays to the face
she's all these things and more
all these things and so much more

she's not like the other girls

Not Like The Other Girls (old version)

I guess I felt sorry for you
You looked sad and blue, you looked torn and bruised
Then I took a closer look at you
There were marks on you with paint and tattoos
I thought you were misunderstood
But then I knew you weren't any good
Never met a worse person than you
I never met a worse person than you

We met up IRL taking photographs to tell your tale
Well, no one wants your autograph
Except your autistic, special ed cabal
Hell, you look really fucking dumb
Anyone can play a guitar or drums
You met up IRL
It was F-A-I-L
It was F-A-I-L

You sat around all day long
Listening to all those boring songs
You fucked around all day long
Ripping off the bong and everyone
I thought you were misunderstood
But then I knew you weren't any good
Never met a worse person than you
I never met a worse person than you

We met up IRL taking photographs to tell your tale
Well, no one wants your autograph
Except your autistic, special ed cabal
Hell, you look really fucking dumb
Anyone can play a guitar or drums
You met up IRL
It was F-A-I-L
It was F-A-I-L

I guess you need a bad guy in your life
I guess you can't say goodbye without suicide
I guess you got some problems, well I got mine
I guess I'm pretty fed up with all your lies

You met up IRL
It was F-A-I-L
It was F-A-I-L

out for blood (heart attack man cover)

lyrics:

i need therapy
i dont wanna
rot no longer
dont care what
they think of me
tendencies are getting stronger

what in the fuck do i say?
what in the fuck's wrong with me?

crawling in my hair
digging into itself
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning the screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

(no one likes you !!!!!)

its not the right thing
to say
its not the right way
to be
but i can show you
the way
look very close and you'll see

crawling in my hair
digging into itself
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning the screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

i dont have much space left
to keep you in my head
in times of twisted gloria
with all that has been said
im so glad that we met
in times of my euphoria
patched up all the bugs
but you can still find them

crawling in my hair
digging into themselves
altering my brain
killing my mental health
dancing in my prayers
feigning their screams for help
drowning in my pain
making me kill myself

Beta Test

(whispering under my breath) "heh. 'qa won."
xhe posted it again
xhe posted soytan
i still love xher anyway anyway
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
im for the qa until i die
till i die
xhes my partypal
xhes on the booru
xhes my partypal
in the raid threads
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
xhes my partypal
xhes my partypal for life
i posted it again
i posted brimstone
xhe doesnt love me anymore
anymore
calls up the mods
and now im blocked
theres no more 'ems on my 'og
on my 'og
xhes my partypal
edits the wiki
xhes my partypal
xhe posts the toss
hwa bag
thats not a gem
im from the cord im such a soy
such a soy
xhes my partypal
ill never see her trip again
xhes my partypal
im on the trxnny cord
im from the cord
im such a soy
xhes my partypal for life
pal for life

partypal

your so lewd (the reatards cover)

My heads in the clouds 
Can’t focus again
I’m staring silently 
But not listenin’
I’m wondering why
I was born this way
Seems like the drugs they gave me 
Have fucked up my brain

I’m an adhd retard
Concentrating is so hard
I’m an adhd retard
Focusing is so hard 
x2

And I just don’t know 
My minds out of control 


I’m an adhd retard
Concentrating’s so hard
I’m an adhd retard
Focusing is so hard 
x4

ADHD retard

can't even read a book
my head's too cooked 

not even if i tried
my brain's too fried

a slave to dopamine
a flesh machine

a short attention span
blame instagram

i'm just an addict
need my kicks, it's sick

can't even watch tv
must see my screen

i'm just dead inside
can't cry (i've tried)

i only laugh at memes
living the dream

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i get 20 to life
and i can't get out

what keeps me up at night 
my phone's blue light

i hold it my hand 
just to fall asleep

it makes me feel secure
stockholm syndrome

just waiting for the bell
the buzz, the beep

like a parasite
i live on bytes

i see red thing i click
to get my fix

"it makes you satisfied",
they said (they lied)

refresh the page again
might change, must check

prison
my laptop's a prison 
my cell phone's a prison
my pc's a prison
please let me out
 
rectangular prison 
liquid crystal prison
silicon prison
and i can't get out

my phone is a prison 
they're all fucking prisons
give me parole
and let me out
 
i don't get a lawyer
i don't get a trial
i got 20 to life...

just one shot at life
i guess i lose

i'm playing a game 
i did not choose

stuck here in my cell
a living hell

the devil is a dell
samsung
intel

rectangular prison

Rectangular Prison

intro: A...C#m...A...C#m...Cm...Bm...D...Dm

A........C#m
I am happy
A.......C#m...Cm....Bm
I am happy to be sad
Bm ...........................................................D.............Dm
I've given up on trying to make you understand

A...........C#m
I am sincere
A...........C#m.....Cm.......Bm
I am sincerely full of crap
Bm...........................................................D.................Dm
When the irony ceases to help me cope with that

A......................C#m
All I make is noise
A........................C#m........Cm........Bm
Trying to express my point of view
Bm.........................................................D....................Dm
Empty words reverberate on nothing in this world

A..........................C#m
I speak into the void
A...............C#m........Cm........Bm
Curses to use against my soul
Bm..............................................D.............Dm
Echos to the eschaton forever to be told

A........F#m..D..........Bm
My oh my, why can't I
A.................F#m...D........Bm
change my life, valentine?

(cancer on society
caustic instability
crass insensitivity
product of modernity)

outro: D...Dm.... (A)

Not Like The Other Girls (old version)

Cyborg9000