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most of the guitar by @22kingsprofile
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ur ghost

Track 3 - "Learning to Love Myself"
aka; A moment of reflection, let it be my last

Produced by Serena Liars
Vocals by JAYOVSN
Started March 23rd, 2025 - Finished April 2nd, 2025
140bpm Fmaj

Lyrics:

Crystal markings on my chest
Hold my hands as I repent
Lift my arms while I grow again
When I die, please let me rest

Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

are x10000000000000000000

Hard to let go
Looking at the x's, o's,
No longer at home

Thinking 'bout past mistakes and
I wonder the most
If all of the wrongs been lingered

Feeling the pain in my sides
I guess this is my part of my life
Looking at the skies above
Now I'm just wondering why? (Ooh, but I don't wanna)

Go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-

(Ooh, but I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
Please God, let me roam
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't wanna 
when there's eyes on the road
I don't wanna go
I don't wanna go 
I don't
Will you love me as you-)

also listen to bevels song that dropped today 
https://soundcloud.com/b3v3l/youll-see-exactly-what-i-mean/s-fQ2zbLri6XI?si=f57ba0252d7a481ea569802c4989b841&utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

Learning to Love Myself (with JAYOVSN)

all by me
april 2025

i fell asleep into the next week
you couldn’t stitch me together, i lost my teeth
it makes my throat hurt when i say nothing
i miss when the silence didn’t sound like me

leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
this key doesn’t fit anymore and the door looks wrong
leave the porch light on, i’m not coming home
your voice sounds so much worse when it’s in my phone

i wanna fall in love again even if it kills me like the last time did
i wanna fall in love again even if it drains me ‘til there’s nothing left

just call me again if it ever gets that bad
but i forget how to talk when you tell me not to laugh
i lose so much sleep when i try to trace those cracks
like maybe it’ll spell out everything i wish i had

Like the last time

im way too sentimental
i hold every second like i wont get another
we should talk about the things that u left out
my face sticking to the webcam
couple tabs got my head down

think i chose the right thing
i'll be left out til im 19
holding my own hands cause its frightning
voicing my way in like the light beams

pacemaker hold my heart steady
cant remember when i felt this right

every minute

Rest In Peace, Hayden
I'm so glad I met you

inspired by https://m.soundcloud.com/negativecreeper/directed-by-your-beauty

໒꒰ ྀིっ˕ -｡ ྀི꒱১

prod me and https://soundcloud.com/danaelco

three days from saturday
this is more than i can manage
i got blood inside my bandage
from all the times i tried so hard
bitch oh my god
i crashed my car
woke up so early to hit a rock
i did the right or so i thought
i thought i had this i did not
i’m so sorry that i disappointed you
i don’t mean to be a bother
know things hurt but i hurt too
and there’s no room for my shit
don’t care about that you care about this
and when i talk you want me to quit
say jack about smoke till i breathe in
i don't want to restart 
go somewhere else 
why they always gotta give me hell
i haven't even smoked in a month 
and now i gotta deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with this shit
how i'm supposed to deal with your shit 
how i'm supposed to get the bands quick
girly suck it up like nesquik

breathe in

prod kay @3eight9 , qlein @qlein <3 「デモ」

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

you know it's not ok but you're still alright
'cause there's not much left to go
i know we don't have time to say goodbye
but i still want to know (oo-ooh)
was it worth it i don't know (oo-ooh)
promise i'll think of you some more

you know that it's all out of love
pressure in my chest 'cause i'm dumb
and the picture's out of frame 'cause i broke it
you know me too well just to go, yeah

last time when was it the last time
i could have been the person for you
my mind i thought i had messed up
'cause i'm the worst person you know
oo-ooh
you know x5

u know

Mastered by carrophobia @synplant
Feat. ote.jpeg @otejpeg
this is one of my favorites
enjoy

6 cogs in the way
Running from like everybody 
Running till I break
Sick dog in a crate
Creeping back to where he wanted everyone to stay

Found you in LA
Wondering the difference
I wonder if you’d stay
No mind anyway 
I don’t wanna think about it how you



Make me 
Make me feel crazy
I feel like lately 
It’s been too bright

Everywhere you take me 
Does that make me crazy
You make me notice that i'm alive 

I tend to quickly forget
Dog to its vomit I lost your respect
And I know 
They couldn’t handle it yet
Say how you feel
Just don't go off the script or I'll blow 

I used to hate me 
And i used to break things
I ain’t got shit to call my own

I whine all my way to the vet
Pick me apart just don’t let me forget 
Who I owe

I miss the taste of your spit
I spent my whole life just begging for this 
And it shows

I don’t think it’s fair but it’s alright 
When I really need to talk it’s a bad time
And I only ever want what i can’t find 
If I 
ran away again
would you make time?



6 cogs in the way
Running from like everybody 
Running till I break
Sick dog in a crate
Creeping back to where he wanted everyone to stay

Found you in LA
Wondering the difference
I wonder if you’d stay
No mind anyway 
I don’t wanna think about it how you


6 cogs in the way
Running from like everybody 
Running till I break
Sick dog in a crate
Creeping back to where he wanted everyone to stay

Found you in LA
Wondering the difference
I wonder if you’d stay
No mind anyway 
I don’t wanna think about it how you