Cover Art: Izmi
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https://www.tumblr.com/izmi
https://www.instagram.com/izm_ni/

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xI4wSASqe9Q&t=27s

♡⊹ Tracklist ⊹♡
Nelver - Second Chance
Pogo - No Worries (Hybrid Minds Remix)
LSB - About Tonight
Monrroe - Disparate Lives
Alicia Keys - Un-Thinkable (Lenzman Remix)
Macca & Loz Contreras - Far From Home (ft. Hannah Eve)
Camo & Krooked - Ember (Hybrid Minds Remix)
Satl & Malaky - Loneliness
Flite - Dive
Flite - Kairos
Polygon - High (ft. Lois Lauri)
Liquefaction - Shadows (Stunna Remix)
Esther Durin & Unglued - Way Back When

₊° close2u // p2 ⊹♡

Charity
50% of the income from this album will be donated to a charity that supports people struggling with depression, schizophrenia, and suicidal thoughts. If you enjoy the album, please share it. It means a lot to me, and it might save someone’s life. I have met many people, both online and offline, who were close to giving up. I don’t want to lose anyone again. I don’t want people to suffer. I want them to be happy.

Charity: https://www.deutsche-depressionshilfe.de

Some words of my own:
Circle Of Despair is a concept album I worked on for 11 months. I know 11 months sounds like a long time, and maybe you expected more from me. To be honest, I expected more from myself too, but I sometimes forget that I’m dealing with serious life issues, and balancing work, family, my job, and music is incredibly difficult.

I’ve been doing Breakbeat and Jungle for about a year and a half, and this album blends everything together: Garage, Rock, Drum and Bass, Vocaloid, Techno, Ambient, Jungle, and Breakbeat. I’m aware that I’m not the best artist in the world, and I have to accept that improvement takes time.

Please excuse me for not being perfect. I genuinely tried my best to express my emotions in this album.

Meta Data:
Main Artist: shinyflvres
Secondary Artist: Hatsune Miku
Composed by: Jason Milton Johnson
Label: Shinymoon a Division of BIONIC ROOM
Distribution: Shinymoon a Division of DigDis!
Type: Large Play (LP)

Inspiration, References:
NTO, Joachim Pastor, TOR, Hell Driver, Kill Script, HXTC, EGL, Regal, I Hate Models, Enrico Sangiuliano, Agonyost, Burial, Sewerslvt, Arkana, ILS, Glitchrtrode, Akira Yamaoka, Avith Ortega

Withdrawal

Relapsing Heart

02. Indecent Noise pres. Raw Tech Audio - Places

Fearful Avoidant Disorganised Attachment

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Dead Doom Scrolls

Nihilism Extremist

Week 1 of my holiday season giveaways ends with something very close to my heart.

"Hello / Goodbye" is a melodic breakbeat piece I wrote in 2023 under my DISCO19 alias and it became the opening moment of my Transmission Poland set that year, setting the tone with warm pads, drifting melodies, and that broken-beat pulse that always feels like both a beginning and an ending.

What most people don’t know is that this track was originally meant to open my second Indecent Noise's artist album planned for 2024. The album never reached the finish line though. Touring life and shifting priorities pulled me away but "Hello / Goodbye" always remained the emotional anchor of that abandoned project.

So for Day 7, closing out the first week of giveaways, I’m giving this track a proper moment in the spotlight.

Thank you for the incredible support through these first seven days.

More music, more stories, more vault-openers coming tomorrow!

FREE DOWNLOAD

DISCO19 - Hello / Goodbye [2023] [FREE DOWNLOAD]

ode to loneliness (why i can't sleep

Watch my skin erupt in a CYNTHONI of flames.

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Cynthoni