"I just wanna take the cat I just wanna ride it ohh"?!!!!

Lockdown Vibes

wait for you

ft https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy 
prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV8-64sUPJNAWOvfDrak4SQ
cover art https://www.instagram.com/iamyxngaj/

8 missed calls w/hoepless (prod. aspect)

daisy chain noose!



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



ive been seeing pretty ghosts again these days

filling me with potions- to keep me awake

i remember i got bullied on the playground

now you tryna pull up in my dms saying "hey now"



wait now!

im not tryna play now

if you tryna hop on me, then stay down

go back to the circus, look like a clown

i rose to the surface, ma looks so proud



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner



choking-

on my own breath

i feel so sick

struggles-

i been having 

helped me write this



choking-

on my own breath

think i like it

struggles-

i been having

i think i like this



i've tried practicing sobriety

i guess

2nd week-

my anxiety- kicks in

light a spliff and i take another hit

oh shit

my anxiety kicked in



eyes bloodshot

ive been crying too much

daisy chain noose- didn't kill me

i feel fucked up

its summer

but i've been feeling colder

no one helped me up when i fell down

im a loner

daisy chain noose! (prod. sorrow bringer)

prod by: @waytoolost

IG: www.instagram.com/animalgraves
Twitter: www.twitter.com/animalgraves

LYRICS:

let it go let it go;
all the shit that you say is getting old;
but i'd fight for you if you fight for me too;
get inside your view;
maybe you could just want me too;
you always told me i was moving too fast;
and now i'm struggling, i can't leave you in the past; 
maybe i'll relapse;
you're my heart attack;
if i take all these drugs i'm never coming back;

(never coming back yeah i know it's sad)

never had the chance to see this to the end;
could you believe in me when you dream of me;
feel like the disease, no more remedies;
there's no way i could let you go;
when the sun shines down yeah my heart still cold;
but you left me there, so unaware;
yeah i know it's not fair, but no one compares;

let it go let it go;
all the shit that you say is getting old;
but i'd fight for you if you fight for me too;
get inside your view;
maybe you could just want me too;
you always told me i was moving too fast;
and now i'm struggling, i can't leave you in the past; 
maybe i'll relapse;
you're my heart attack;
if i take all these drugs i'm never coming back;

relapse

pleased 2 meet u! + sadghost (prod. sorrow bringer)

Project: Neon Inferno 

Prod. by Metlast

Featuring seejoyy

Socials:

Neon Dion: https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion
SeeJoyy:  https://www.instagram.com/seejoyy/

Lyrics: 

Intro(Neon)

Woaaah, woaah

Hook (Neon)

Two Hearts thousand miles apart broken
A bond of souls, something unspoken
intertwined in dreams I've awoken
safe with the answers still unopened
lost in all of limbo's illusions
pieces of my life left in ruins
awaiting destiny's reunion
either way fuck all your conclusions

na na na na na woah

Verse (Seejoy)

Like twin flames 
hurt me more than anyone I've known
your eyes 

like twin flames 
hurt me more than anyone I've known
your eyes had me heartbroken 
I dream of you 
I can't fight this 
know I'll see you again
somewhere other than 
the back of my eyelids 
the connection we shared
was more than average have
or ever find in their lifetime 
I don't think I'll find another you...
another you

Hook (Neon)

Two Hearts thousand miles apart broken
A bond of souls, something unspoken
intertwined in dreams I've awoken
safe with the answers still unopened
lost in all of limbo's illusions
pieces of my life left in ruins
awaiting destiny's reunion
either way fuck all your conclusions

Limbo (w/ Seejoyy)(Prod. Metlast)

my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

every day-
i fall more in love with you
my teeth decay
you're sweet like cotton candy too
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

cause i'll lie awake- and wait for you to text good night
and thinking you'd say good bye- it makes me wanna cry
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

oranges smell much better with you
and having a picnic's hard, if there isnt two
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

u make the heartache feel like it was worth it
and i know you don't agree but babe, you're perfect
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

kaleidoscope (prod. frevel & pekarot)

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I don't fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Listen on Spotify!

Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

Mess w/ decks (Prod. Shiki XO & Jolst)

I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 
show me that you think I’m worth it 
i know it’s not attractive to be sad like all the time 
getting fucked up every night
I hate that I’ve been so vacant in my mind 
I’m sorry that I’m not perfect 


in my mind i’m nothing, I’m worthless 


i’m muted, I’m wordless 
I’m always left breathless 
lovestruck by your presence 
I think that you get the message 

I’m too self aware and observant 
and I just want some reassurance 
all of my scars have been resurfaced 
and i feel like I have no purpose 

i don’t really know why I’m even like this 
I’m done, and don’t even wanna fight this 
brush off every feeling till I’m mindless 
drink & drive while I’m high to get excited 

just a post millennial burnout 
trying my best to not be a let down
I know I’m not perfect, just want to be worth it

Baby I’ve been fighting all the demons vibin in my head
they came from reaping got me deep in existential dread  
i wish that I could just lay next to you up in my bed
chillin watching Netflix and maybe some freaky sex 

pouring you up a cup of coffee 
manifesting that you’d want me 
despite my thoughts and how they’re haunting

i'm sorry i'm not perfect (prod. Jolst x Wisssery)

D30 X ABK ZAYSKI - BOTH SIDES (fast)

Real ones feel this — pain, passion, and pressure in every bar.
No masks, no lies… you can’t fake this.
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8 missed calls w/hoepless (prod. aspect)

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