ft https://soundcloud.com/hoeplessboy 
prod https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCV8-64sUPJNAWOvfDrak4SQ
cover art https://www.instagram.com/iamyxngaj/

8 missed calls w/hoepless (prod. aspect)

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Lyrics
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[Hook: Gothboisoldier]
Don't you tell me that it's over now 
Didn't mean to let you down
Why you tell me that you love me now?
Swear to God I didn't let you down (Oh, yeah)
Run up my flow, and I run up my bands up
I told that bitch, that there is no chance now
I'm too busy chasing bands now
You got me sad, you got a man down
Drinking liquor till' I fall down (Till' I fall down)
Yeah, I think I had enough now (Yeah, I think I had enough now)

[Verse: JeremyMaq]
Yeah I fill it up to the brim , drinking it all down and ill do it again
(Do it again, do it again)
So I'm boutta die, so I can just live
But I'm holding on tight, and I'm loosing my grip (Grip-grip-grip)
(Oh I'm loosing my grip)
So come here, let's see what happens to me
I'm trynna live fast and die young, what's happened to me?
Oh my broken heart and broken soul
Never got a chance to even let go
So u think it's all right but I think it's a nightmare
You said that is for the best, but I'm not feeling right here
So I'm conflicted, and I got no one to call
And I'm addicted, and I got no where to fall

[Bridge: JeremyMaq & Gothboisoldier]
Yeah I fill it up to the brim (Oh, nah), drinking it all down and ill do it again
(Do it again, do it again)
So I'm boutta die, so I can just live
But I'm holding on tight, and I'm loosing my grip (Grip-grip-grip)
(Oh I'm loosing my grip)

[Hook: Gothboisoldier]
Don't you tell me that it's over now 
Didn't mean to let you down
Why you tell me that you love me now?
Swear to God I didn't let you down (Oh, yeah)
Run up my flow, and I run up my bands up
I told that bitch, that there is no chance now
I'm too busy chasing bands now
You got me sad, you got a man down
Drinking liquor till' I fall down (Till' I fall down)
Yeah, I think I had enough now (Yeah, I think I had enough now)

Let You Down

let you down ft. JeremyMaq [+ Jody & Jkei]

prod by: @waytoolost

IG: www.instagram.com/animalgraves
Twitter: www.twitter.com/animalgraves

LYRICS:

let it go let it go;
all the shit that you say is getting old;
but i'd fight for you if you fight for me too;
get inside your view;
maybe you could just want me too;
you always told me i was moving too fast;
and now i'm struggling, i can't leave you in the past; 
maybe i'll relapse;
you're my heart attack;
if i take all these drugs i'm never coming back;

(never coming back yeah i know it's sad)

never had the chance to see this to the end;
could you believe in me when you dream of me;
feel like the disease, no more remedies;
there's no way i could let you go;
when the sun shines down yeah my heart still cold;
but you left me there, so unaware;
yeah i know it's not fair, but no one compares;

let it go let it go;
all the shit that you say is getting old;
but i'd fight for you if you fight for me too;
get inside your view;
maybe you could just want me too;
you always told me i was moving too fast;
and now i'm struggling, i can't leave you in the past; 
maybe i'll relapse;
you're my heart attack;
if i take all these drugs i'm never coming back;

relapse

Project: Neon Inferno 

Prod. by Metlast

Featuring seejoyy

Socials:

Neon Dion: https://www.thoughtformwi.com/neondion
SeeJoyy:  https://www.instagram.com/seejoyy/

Lyrics: 

Intro(Neon)

Woaaah, woaah

Hook (Neon)

Two Hearts thousand miles apart broken
A bond of souls, something unspoken
intertwined in dreams I've awoken
safe with the answers still unopened
lost in all of limbo's illusions
pieces of my life left in ruins
awaiting destiny's reunion
either way fuck all your conclusions

na na na na na woah

Verse (Seejoy)

Like twin flames 
hurt me more than anyone I've known
your eyes 

like twin flames 
hurt me more than anyone I've known
your eyes had me heartbroken 
I dream of you 
I can't fight this 
know I'll see you again
somewhere other than 
the back of my eyelids 
the connection we shared
was more than average have
or ever find in their lifetime 
I don't think I'll find another you...
another you

Hook (Neon)

Two Hearts thousand miles apart broken
A bond of souls, something unspoken
intertwined in dreams I've awoken
safe with the answers still unopened
lost in all of limbo's illusions
pieces of my life left in ruins
awaiting destiny's reunion
either way fuck all your conclusions

Limbo (w/ Seejoyy)(Prod. Metlast)

my ac is broke and im dying.
lyrics vvv

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me
can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

got a tooth ache
but i wont fix it today
ill just sit around and procrastinate
wait for it to get better on its own
no i dont wanna
i dont wanna face my fears today
its too damn hard to live like this
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah its too damn hard
yeah..

can you take me back to
last summer, when i didnt give a fuck
eviscerated at the seams i cant breathe
i think my sins
are catching up to me

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life

i just
want to
experience something different
and i just
want to
have a life
and it hurts so bad..

eviscerated (grayskies)

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

Featuring @kanashisadface
Produced by @sorrow_bringer
Engineering & additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I can do this on my own
I don't need your influence
Got me feeling so low
Damn you really put me through it
I'm off the meds now
But I'm on the mend now
Figuring myself out
I don't fuck with self doubt

I'm on my way up
Standing on my own feet
I don't need no crutch to lean on
I should've known better than to fold under pressure
Knowing full well that I can't rely on these drugs forever

But I just wanna feel better
I just wanna feel something other than this emptiness

(Kanashi)
I just wanna feel a little bit better
Take another hit
My eyes go a little bit redder
I'm so sick of all the lies they feed me
Emptiness is not a substitute for how I'm feeling

They shove these pills right down my throat
Will they ever work
Nobody fucking knows
And I swear they just want to control me
This little tiny bottle got me feeling like a zombie

Listen on Spotify!

Crutch w/ Kanashi (Prod. sorrow bringer)

my fault (prod. iof)

Produced by @deadyami & @horoshavibes

LYRICS
Probably never make it
But I still try
When the grass seems greener on the other side
That's a big lie
Just like when they told me I'd get better with time

Still down bad despite what I said then
Can't relax outside of my deathbed
When I say I'm fine
That's a big lie
Just like I'll never leave your side
I guess I lacked the foresight
I turned my back
You attacked and gouged out both my eyes
Now it's no wonder why I was so blind

Probably burn out fast at this rate
Don't know how much more of this
I can take
It's all too much for me to face

(Horosha)
I feel the hours slipping by and they're only speeding up
I looked away for one second
Oh my god
It's been a month
But there's still so much I wanna do in this life so
I can't give up no
I won't give up no

Foresight (Prod. DEAD YAMI & Horosha)

Featuring @decksmusic
Produced by @shikixo & @jolst
Engineering, additional vocals by @horoshavibes

LYRICS
I don't talk much
'less I got something to say
Unconsciously
Rotting into my grave
Because my bad ideas and worst mistakes
Are catching up up with me today

Obnoxious
Intrusive thoughts in my brain
I'm not sick
We're all a little bit strange
Like what would I do with all this pain
If not create
So here's to the mess I've made

I admit I've made
A lot of mistakes in my days
But I'm not afraid
To own up to the fact that I could change

For the better
I've been doing my worst
You've got your head in the clouds
While I lay down in the dirt
It's so fucked up
How you made me question my worth
When karma comes back around
You'll get what you deserve

(decks)
Did I deserve this
It's like a boomerang
I'm feeling nervous
Never got a thing to say
It's like I'm locked up
A product of talking down
I'm always washing my hands just to clear my doubts

It's like I never care at all
I'm terrible
You say I'm not responsible
Insufferable
I know I'm just miserable
It's cyclical
I speak with my chest
'cause now I'm wishing the best for the mess I've made

8 missed calls w/hoepless (prod. aspect)

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