Lil Kabaal 21

rap // down 3.0

thoughtform collective - August 2021

The Upload 30

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sad shit

swag

AMV https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OvggMacS4a4

DA 5 PPL TRACK

Produced by 8th Hood
Recorded by Nkno, Cypression, Hazenova, lil XipZ, Madisyn Nichols
Mixed by Nkno, Cypression, Hazenova
Mastered by Nkno
Artwork by Nkno
Lyrics by everyone here

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LYRICS:

I'm lost in the darkness
I'll never be happy again
I've lost all my friends
Please just let this end

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

You focus on the old me
Don't fuck with the new me
I don't wanna hear this
If you're gonna leave
Fucked up at a party
So I won't have feelings
These emotions they're killing me
Takin random shit 'till I drop dead
I don't wanna feel no emotion
I don't wanna see your face ever again
Ever again.

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
I'm lost
Oh
I'm lost in the dark
And I can not find my way
I got a heavy heart
And all the clouds are gray
I've been searching for a change
But everything's the same
Everywhere I look
Their just two-faced
But I don't really care
Cuz they can be replaced
I'm lost in the dark and I can't find my way

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

Ohhh I’m lost I’m lost
Ohhh I’m lost I’m lost
I be chilling by my lonely
I don’t know if you know me
You know the old me
I don’t owe you a thing
Bitch you owe me
Burn that bridge cuz I know you a phony
Yeah yeah
I don’t fuck with this
Leave me out
I don’t got time for none of it
Yeah yeah
I don’t fuck with this
Leave me out
I don’t got time for none of it

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
In the dark
I can't find my way
And it's easy to face that
Everyone is fake.

I'm lost
I'm lost
I don't know where to go
I'm lost
I'm lost
Like can you take me home
Pouring all my feelings out just to feel okay
I don't know how to speak about this to your face
Cuz if I said it you'd go through pain
So I'll keep it inside my brain
My brain is a constant warzone
And you're there as the enemy

In this warzone
Watching people die around me
And it's all because this depression and anxiety
Honestly, I feel so lost that I can't even find me
I can't even find me
I can't even find me
They're always lying
I'm always trying
I feel like I'm dying
But I still keep fighting
I hate my emotions
I can't even focus
I'm so lost and I've never
Been so broken

I'm lost in the dark
I can't find my way.

Lost

Official AMV

Lost (feat. Cypression, Hazenova, lil XipZ, Madisyn Nichols)

OFFICIAL AMV: https://youtu.be/jkrEtTnW3xs

Beat made by Nkno
Melody for beat by dreamr
Mixed by Nkno x Lil rvnger
Mastered by Nkno
Artwork by HeartlessArik

Lonely

Lonely (feat. Lil rvnger)

Track 2 of "Rainy Summer"
prod. @splashgvng
ft @killingart
artwork @astrosux

Spotify

love is stupid (ft. Killing Art)

lyric video on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DEpbJmGRFjM&ab_channel=ghosthands

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https://soundcloud.com/leftquietverified
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCnwzxgNCeTAlRu2qIZ4waww
https://open.spotify.com/artist/42f0KXL3P8tuMPnwMT87SJ?si=Rm3KEycSSbO2psEFI8QCyA&nd=1

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answers (feat. leftquiet)

OFFICIAL AMV: https://youtu.be/GEA2SS-I7OI
Visuals by Anonymous VFX

Beat produced by Yungfairy
Written by and Performed by Nkno 
Mixed by Nkno
Artwork by Nkno
 
Lyrics:
It's been a while
I'm suicidal
It's been a while
I'm suicidal

It's been a while since I wrote my heart out
Cuz lately I've been feeling suicidal
I don't really need to explain myself
Why would I have to explain myself

Cuz if I told you, you won't believe me
I've been so stressed I think I might go crazy
All these people talking saying don't be late
Gotta get another job with a higher pay

I've been feeling out no mistake
Gotta work harder cause life's a race
I've been lying down with no sleep
Cuz no way in hell I can work at my own pace
I might just go insane
Take a bullet to the brain
Too scared to die, so I might as well just wait
Think I need some time, to let my worries fade
Let my worries fade

It's been a while since I wrote my heart out
Cuz lately I've been feeling suicidal
I don't really need to explain myself
Why would I have to explain myself

Kinda wanna die
I don't wanna be alive
They say life's a gift
But I wonder why
Cuz all I receive is pain and agony
So take back my life I don't want the feelings.

It's been a while since I wrote my heart out
Cuz lately I've been feeling suicidal
I don't really need to explain myself
Why would I have to explain myself

Waste my time
Cuz I don't care bout my life
Got to run up some checks
But I don't feel all right
Say I'll be fine but that's another lie
I feel like suicide

It's been a while
I'm suicidal
It's been a while
I'm suicidal

Suicidal

Suicidal (prod. Yungfairy)

#SCfirst
Over.
Produced by Bri-C x Gavin Hadley x. Miles Julian
Available on all platforms :)

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Lyrics:
I been lost in a time that I can’t grow past
All the times that I thought you would be my last 
But it’s over
It’s over 
I can’t take you back 

Hate to tell you but lil baby that’s your last I’m sorry 
I don’t wanna see your face again don’t call me 
I don’t wanna lose myself again, nobody’s 
Doing all the shit you ever did I’m falling 
Falling away 
I don’t wanna be apart of your race 
All you ever do is walk in 
my way 
I don’t think it’s ever gon be the same 

It’s been harder for me to cope cuz it’s honestly some bullshit 
100 up in a thirty might end up on a news clip 
Always act like you know me but you ain’t ever knew shit 
Told you bout all my problems and you won’t ever do shit 
You brushed em under the rug
I know you don’t give a fuck 
Cuz if you really did you’d fix the shit that you fuckin up
I don’t know why I’m so dumb
I don’t know why I’m in love 
I don’t know why the fuck I’m like this but I know that I’m done 
I just wanna know if I can save this 
Stuck up in this slump it’s so outrageous 
I been hurting for so long I hate this 
Don’t deserve these nights my mind is racing

Hate to tell you but lil baby that’s your last I’m sorry 
I don’t wanna see your face again don’t call me 
I don’t wanna lose myself again, nobody’s 
Doing all the shit you ever did I’m falling 
Falling away 
I don’t wanna be apart of your race 
All you ever do is walk in 
my way 
I don’t think it’s ever gon be the same 

I know you do this shit on purpose just to take me down 
You wasn’t getting what you wanted so you hate me now 
You tried to flip it now it’s all I ever think about 
You got me second guessing feelings I could be without 
2 up in the morning shorty buzzing on the iphone 
Faded off that henny prolly called me with her eyes closed
Hit me with confessions, hella lessons, what do I know
Just another nigga you was keeping on the side hoe
You see the way that I feel is that I’m full of regrets 
I kept on letting you win but this is far as it gets 
Cuz I can’t let you get the best of me I’m sick of the texts 
It’s like as long as I live I’ll be reminded I’m less oh 

Hate to tell you but lil baby that’s your last I’m sorry 
I don’t wanna see your face again don’t call me 
I don’t wanna lose myself again, nobody’s 
Doing all the shit you ever did I’m falling 
Falling away 
I don’t wanna be apart of your race 
All you ever do is walk in 
my way 
I don’t think it’s ever gon be the same

Over. [Prod. Bri-C x Gavin Hadley x Miles Julian]

moi et toi - (p. florett x Drubo)

no way - dongurizu

I wanna die slowly, I'm a demon lowkey.

EP made with KingzerNEVERDIES, Blvcked OUT Eyes, and lil XipZ
Mixed by Nkno, Blvcked OUT Eyes, lil XipZ 
Mastered by Nkno, Blvcked OUT Eyes 

Written by Nkno, BLVCKED OUT EYES, lil XipZ, KingzerNEVERDIES

prod by sorrow bringer, WellFed, IOF, P4RA

here we go again

Here We Go Again (feat. BLVCKED OUT EYES) (Prod. P4RA)

WRONGS

make sure to follow @vxlious
(prod. ross gossage)


(valious)
goodbye im getting outta here
i want you to disapear
i dont wanna be sober
i dont want you closer

you're fucking with my mind
you are wasting all my time
you think imma make you mine
but im done with you

(venaz)
yeah im sick and tired 
of this shit
ion feel the same
yeah ion feel same
yeah ion feel same
when im inside my mind
it's like nothings the same
im out here losing my time
(cause nothings the same)

i know that you're feeling lost too
all the shit that we been through
u dont feel the pain
yeah u dont feel the pain

(valious)
goodbye im getting outta here
i want you to dissapear
i dont wanna be sober
i dont want you closer

you're fucking with my mind
you are wasting all my time
you think imma make you mine
but im done with you

(venaz)
everytime u fuck around 
got me thinking that u down
i swear this shit aint easy
so tell me why i feel this way
dont tell me that you're better off when you're not
this time yeah it dont feel right
that's why im letting you go
u gave a fuck to know what it feels like
when you're stumped in to the ground

(valious)
goodbye im getting outta here
i want you to disapear
i dont wanna be sober
i dont want you closer

you're fucking with my mind
you are wasting all my time
you think imma make you mine
but im done with you

@venaz7 + @valious - disappear (prod. ross gossage)

INOCULATED

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXNmwTYcncJg36OttQ0zTbw

lyrics: At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough 

At the end of the day 
Mistakes were made 
Im sorry I hurt you 
In such deep ways 
But you hurt me too 
In ways, i can't explain 

I needed you but you left anyway
tore me to pieces
And threw me away 
You just threw me away 

I sit on my floor and I pour out my heart 
I'm trying so hard but I’m falling apart 
I'm falling apart 

Break my heart in the process of healing yours 
I understand, of course
 You needed space 
And I’ll give it to you 
Your fading away 
And there's nothing I can do 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew that id lose you 
I knew 

And my days feel longer now 
I just wait for the sun to go down 
Heavy heart always weighing me down 
I've reached my limit now 
I don't wanna give up 
But this life is so tough 
I don't wanna give up 
But its hard and this life is so tough

broke my heart in the process of healing yours (prod. APC)

run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
i cant be bothered to give a fuck
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun

baby u were the one i would run to
my life has no meaning without u
i should move on but im scared to let u go

what if you realize you miss me
and i found someone else that could kiss me
so ill be alone til you care enough to come back home
 
smoke like i dont care about my lungs
maybe we’re dumb and just way too young
put out the blunt on the tip of my tongue
put a hole in my head with the tip of my gun
run from the sun til it come up
love in the heat of the summer
hear what ur sayin but plz shut up 
baby i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i cant be bothered to give a fuck

i can't be bothered (saint mike)

Lyrics: 

yung ghost everybody wanna know yuh 
i’m not riding with a crew i’m on my own yuh 
couple months ago they treat me like a ghost yuh 
give it time they’ll acknowledge i’m the goat yuh 

ridin through my city just like i was meant to be 
flex on every motherfucker talking shit to me 
everybody wanna talk but i don’t wanna talk 
do this shit till the grace and i aint gonna stop 
never understand what i been through 
if u not talkin money then don’t even fucking speak too
i ain’t got a shallow heart i can see through you
money on my mind i aint ever wanna be you 

ay you know 
and they know that i’ll do the most
everybody gone fuck up while i’m in my zone 
i don’t want to know you
we don’t talk 
we not cool
you never gave a fuck before so don’t pretend to 

making these songs i’m alone in my room 
don’t talk to me i’m not fucking with you 
don’t disrespect me and you better not assume that imma be alright with it and pretend that we cool ay

devil in the back in a blacked out whip 
making money die young that’s just how it is 
i was dreaming of this shit 
every since i was a kid 
black soul black heart imma change the whole game 

you posing with a glock it ain’t got a magazine 
imma be right at the top when my
money turn green 
dumb bitch you a thot 
baby girl u need god
dumb cunt u a flop 
im your king im your god 


yung ghost everybody wanna know yuh 
i’m not riding with a crew i’m on my own yuh 
couple months ago they treat me like a ghost yuh 
give it time they’ll acknowledge i’m the goat yuh 

ay you know 
and they know that i’ll do the most
everybody gone fuck up while i’m in my zone 
i don’t want to know you
we don’t talk 
we not cool
you never gave a fuck before so don’t pretend to

No Algorithm - Shallow Heart (prod. cobra)

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Lyrics 

I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight
I see it happen all of the time
One chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back
Watching as your walls fall down
Shallowest of ego’s but you still gon drown
Respect isn’t given it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned
I spend my time walking round this town
Fakes is all i see
The only thing i ask if my circle
Is keep it real with me
I see it happen all of the time
1 chance and let they let it slide
Breakdown at the end of the night
The time is coming for you to fight

Ice cold heart with a poker face to match
i’m the 13th son i’m the best of the batch
Diamond under pressure cut me i don’t scratch
Carrying the weight of this world on my back

Hold up hold up better check yourself
The time is coming for you to free the reigns of hell
It’s your choice 
It’s your life 
It’s your heart your soul to sell
Step up to me
Or get out my line
I’m bout to lose my mind 
Respect isn’t given, it’s got to be earned
Play with this fire and you gon get burned


I see it when the lights go down yeah 
The flame in my eyes ignites
I’m watching as it all burns down
The time is coming for you to fight

Pyrotoxin (prod. sorrow bringer)

every day-
i fall more in love with you
my teeth decay
you're sweet like cotton candy too
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

cause i'll lie awake- and wait for you to text good night
and thinking you'd say good bye- it makes me wanna cry
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

oranges smell much better with you
and having a picnic's hard, if there isnt two
so i beg and plead that maybe you'll stay with me
i'm tryna my best to believe in love

u make the heartache feel like it was worth it
and i know you don't agree but babe, you're perfect
our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

our worlds kaleid- oscope
i pray, i wish, and i hope-
you'll say you love me the most one day

kaleidoscope (prod. frevel & pekarot)

LIL YAK - when i'm with you is a brand new song with kid laroi / dominic fike vibes. Enjoy!

Artist Social Networks:
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https://www.instagram.com/LILWORLDWID...

LIL YAK - when i'm with you

Girls in pictures Instagram is @desreii & @awfullani

KILLKODY x CHXPO - SHE’S 2 GOTH 4 ME 🐧🖤🏴‍☠️🎃 prod by gokami synthetic mat1k

Tyga - Rack City (slowed)

SOWET UNPLUGGED VOL 1

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Raw unplugged songs from our favorite artists.

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1. https://soundcloud.com/lilaaron911 - Hot Topic [SOWET UNPLUGGED] (guitar by jp clark)

2. https://soundcloud.com/smrtdeath- Everything [SOWET UNPLUGGED] (guitar by hudson alexander)

3. https://soundcloud.com/coldhart - Pretty Girls [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

4. https://soundcloud.com/saphir1996 - Shaye Saint John [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

5. https://soundcloud.com/wiccaphasespringseternal - Secret Boy [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

SMRTDEATH - Everything [SOWET UNPLUGGED]

or nah the weeknd remix (slowed and reverb)

Instagram
Scythe
https://www.instagram.com/yungscythe/
https://twitter.com/YungScythe
Sadaboytripp
https://www.instagram.com/sadboytripp/
Curtains
https://www.instagram.com/moonnstones/
Song on spotify
https://open.spotify.com/track/41RrvafYl1yGC8XgF7XVsX
iTunes
https://music.apple.com/us/album/wanna-leave-me-feat-sadboytripp/1494618251?i=1494618253

Wanna Leave me Ft. Sadboytripp (prod. Curtains x 5head)

Jay Vee feat. 93feetofsmoke, fats'e, & cøzybøy - bleed for no reason (remix by nevermisscent.)

ＩＮＳＴＡＧＲＡＭ : https://instagram.com/mccn_alreadydead
ＴＷＩＴＴＥＲ: Twitter.com/sadmccn
ＳＰＯＴＩＦＹ : https://open.spotify.com/artist/3M0DzI1hDGhWXaCgWhnhev
-Prod. Balloon 
-Artwork done by Presto - https://rb.gy/viedwq

ℑ 𝔰𝔬𝔩𝔡 𝔪𝔶 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔩
𝔧𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔰𝔬𝔪𝔢 𝔥𝔬𝔭𝔢
𝔦𝔪 𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢

they say move on
well maybe i dont want to
caught up on your eyes
and kissin all your tattoos
a thousand times
how dare you cross my mind
caught up on the answers
that i'm never gonna find
caught up on a white lie
white line

Cause she wont look at me like that
She wont talk to me like that
we were moving way too fast
now we're strangers in neverland

So take my soul
Take my heart
Take my money and 
Take my car
Take my hand
I'll take you far
Take your pain 
I'll take your scars

When you call
When you need me
I'm right here

My eyes only been on you
Since you were 18
Now we're 20 something and
I'm soaking in this kerosene

I wish you were feeling this
and I wish you were hearing this
there's only one thing that i miss

So take my soul
Take my heart
Take my money and
Take my car
Take my hand
I'll take you far
Take your pain
I'll Take your scars

When you call
When you need me
I'm right here


They say move on
well maybe i don't want to
a thousand times
how dare you cross my mind
Caught up on your eyes
and kissing all your tattoos
I wish you were feeling this
there's only one thing that i miss

So take my soul
Take my heart
Take my money and
Take my car
Take my hand
I'll take you far
Take your pain
I'll Take your scars

When you call
When you need me
I'm right here


Cause she wont look at me like that
She wont talk to me like that
we were moving way too fast
now we're strangers in neverland

If you need me
i'm right here



Released 8/21/20

neverland.

EVERYDAYS A DAY (PROD NIT HOTI, YEEZO, YAWNS)

w h y d o i t r y ! ?

LYRICS:

Why do I Try?

Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune
You probably heard a million times before
Yes I repeat myself, I'm quite a bore
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do not understand my own assuming nature
Fuck it up once again unwanted hooligan
I do no understand me

When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare
When I die as if I would ever make it to heaven
I don't know if I deserve to be there
When I die as if I would ever be meant to be something
Even when I grow my ego is still bare

Why do I try?
I don't see why

Naïve:
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
I wouldn't of come if I knew I had to talk to everyone
I don't care what you're doing lately
Know inside that you still hate me
Going through with a new
Outlook of my surroundings
Because of you, and only you
Is why my head is pounding

issa me again:
Why do I try?
I don't see why
Oh yea, cus I have to
And if I didn't I'd lose my life to this deep root
Deep down I'm a lost dude, yea
Why am I talking to you?
Heard it before it's the same tune

WDIT

Naïve

WDIT Feat. Naïve (Prod. Lil Biscuit)

Cover art - dietpercs 
IG ; dietpercs

IG; Pinkcig 
Twitter; pinkcig 

IG; emofruits
Twitter; emofruitz 

IG; prodby2k6
Twitter; ProdBy2k6

roses w/ pink cig & emo fruits (prod. 2k6 x jtpark)

Dying

Dying (prod. Young Taylor x Polar)

Lyrics:
shawty on the down low, tryna get that good snow
hangin round the crib, she could puff and watch that cloud go
sayin that she bad tho, know the truth it's all show
hand up on my chest, feel my heart, but its ice cold

you could see the bank roll, know it take a big toll
got me feelin down low, i could feel it in my soul
got my heart that you stole, i already knew though
keep it to myself, cause you know i got a new goal

keep my pride, when a bitch want ride
only be my side, cause my main gon cry
had to coast the tide, when my heart denied
why got three hoes, cause im dead inside

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
she could tie my hands keep me lock while we chillin
i could flip it turn around and she wait till i drill it
got a stone cold knife in my back i can feel it

pitch black heart you could call me a villain
but i been down low feelin dead but im livin
she could take my soul but it been unforgiven
uh, bitch what's new been like this since the beginning

Villain

villain

prod. @kingtheta

lyrics:
don't hit me up for affection
any sense of warmness that was once in me died a long time ago
cool like the back of the freezer
blue like the album by weezer
my whole body's numb and my heart's icy cold
and sometimes it makes me shiver
drink alcohol, forsake my liver
embrace the spins and sway my head to and fro
I've become frigid like a fridge is
more stiff and rigid than a bridge is
I didn't think the temperature could get this low
no love for anything anymore
colder than I've ever been before
nowadays I sport my north face indoors
in a place where all warmth goes to die 
and temperatures will never rise
as cold as glaciers
I wear my north face inside
I wish I believed in magic
cause this life is really tragic
like the plight of the titanic
striking ice in the atlantic
and sometimes it makes me frantic 
like a bipolar when manic
then I cry and get dramatic
in a crisis, stressed and panicked 
no love for anything anymore
colder than I've ever been before
nowadays I sport my north face indoors
in a place where all warmth goes to die 
and temperatures will never rise
as cold as glaciers
I wear my north face inside
and it gets colder with time
just darkness, no more sunshine
there's no warm place to hide
I wear my north face inside