Performed by Jadedloner, Guti, Procaine, S.G.
Produced Cadense
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Close to The Edge (cadence) [lost lane]

ill never be ok :(  (prod.smokerose)

produced by @jolst and @irby314

LYRICS:
 I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

get home and stare at the ceiling 
maybe if I close my eyes, this time 
my soul will rise above the rooftops 
and I'll slip away 

'cause I'm so tired of feeling like I'm doing something wrong 
27 years and I'm bled down to the bone 
and after all this time I still have nothing to call my own 

'cause back when you were sixteen 
with the world stretched out at your feet
you had all these ideas 
and all the plans for where you would go 

I'm sorry I failed you
I swear I didn't mean to 
it's just time goes by so fast
and these paths are harder than you'd expect 

so next time around
I hope that you get the chance 
to live before you're dead. 

I can't believe it's come to this 
I'm wasting my life away 
spending every day just to exist with a minimum amount of pain 

and I can't go on feeling this way 
so I stare at the ceiling and dream of escape 
maybe when I open my eyes 
I'll find a place without any pain.

Exist (p. Jolst x Irby)

just one more night 
before i close my eyes
i cannot find
a reason not to hide
so hold me tight
i dont wanna drift away
cuz ill forget everything
that you said to me despite
all our differences that I
thought we couldn't set aside
I cry I cry again
and sometimes I know I'm a dick
Please forgive me and my sins
I hope you're fucking listening
It wasnt easy to write this 
all my thoughts are racing
I can barely get them down
on this paper that i found
on the floor next to the couch
we'd sit instead of going out
fuck the life i used to live
without your presence i feel sick
i been sleeping in the wind
just to feel something again
when the cold touches my skin
it reminds me of your hands 
in the winter when its brisk
I cant forget anything
just one more night 
before i close my eyes
i cannot find
a reason not to hide

living on broken glass [prod. acey]

prodhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

its getting bad again (prod. IOF)

Lyrics:

i got four eyes
don't you too?
wait i swear that i'm human too
i got 3 eyes
for seeing you
and the other one is waiting for the knife to protrude
i got four eyes
don't you too?
not talking glasses 
but wear those i do
if i'm too fried
then what are you?
is this the right size (I DON'T MEAN DICK SIZE LOL FUCK U GUYS)
you said that we're through
wait you said that we're through?

you texting me beside him saying shit like love you too
i wrote like 30 songs but none them surfaced through the queue
my friends just hyped me up just mixed a song and it's brand new
you'd be surprised how much that simply doesn't make it through
does it scare you near enough you might never see the day
the neurons in your brain could just die while you're awake
all your memories and friendships they would end up in the drain
that shit is fucking coming but i'll wreck the crisis train


i got four eyes
don't you too?
wait i swear that i'm human too
i got 3 eyes
for seeing you
and the other one is waiting for the knife to protrude
i got four eyes
don't you too?
not talking glasses 
but wear those i do
if i'm too fried
then what are you?
is this the right size
you said that we're through
wait you said that we're through?

foureyes (soloft)

New Single "Star-Crossed " 
I wrote this song about how some people take astrology so serious they won't be with you cause this month their sign says no, its p dumb :P

(Lyrics)

She said our signs don’t fit
This month she’s feeling like a bitch 
I don’t even really get it 
Where’d you even find this shit

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries 

All this stuff telling you how to feel
Do you even know what’s real 
You’re a Aries I’m a Leo
The fuck does that even mean though 
Like what does it say about me
Does it tell you everybody leaves
Are you following their lead 
Could you just tell me 

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries

mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

Stream on Spotify!

Star-crossed (prod. Yungspoiler)

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

Without you a day feels like a week 
I hope that sometimes you think about me
And fuck I barely wanna eat
I swear I barely wanna do shit 

I don't wanna spam u 
It's just that i miss u
I'm just a lil sad
Why is it that bad ?

Inside i feel like you're getting bored of me 
And  it's okay if u do like everybody
I could be thinking bout a false scenario
Or maybe you will leave me on my own

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

How many lines will I have to write to feel better ?
I think that maybe I'll just need to talk to you later

En elle j'peux lire les espoirs, les peurs
J'ai qu'une seule vie j'peux pas me louper
J'vais vite j'ai pas le temps pour douter
Et cette souffrance elle commence à dater

J'sais même plus où j'aimerais aller
Sur la route du bonheur j'ai calé
J'peux dévier mais j'peux pas reculer
J'ai failli lâcher, putain j'ai collé

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained

its getting bad again (prod. IOF)

Cypression