Featuring @melmige
Produced by @splashgvng
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

LYRICS
Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be
Comfortable enough in my own skin
To let someone else in

Always been the loner type
But if you treat me right
I just might
Do something stupid like confess my love
I get what I want
Of course it's not enough

Relationships are hard for me
Can't relate to anything
Nothing makes me happy like it did when I was seventeen
Most days I just feel numb
Damaged from the past so I recoil at your touch

Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be complete

These days I don't feel much of anything
It's all the same on repeat
I appreciate the way you try to please me
When you show love
But I cant reciprocate it
'Cause I'm way too fucking jaded
I know you'll find another broken boy to play with

(melmige)
I can't change
And the fact that I still wear
The clothes that I wore in high school
Should tell you that

I'm a spark to a flame
I'm obsessed with this game
Who can outplay the other first
Fuck I thrive on the pain
And I'm not asking for forgiveness
Maybe understanding and solidarity
On the fact that we'll miss each other

But that doesn't matter now
Fall asleep to the rain
There's therapy in the sound
Of individual drops falling on to my window
It just hurts to think that one of these days
I might have to let you go

And it's not fair for those thoughts to invade my mind
Which is a liminal space
There's not comfort to leave behind
Just ambiguity and sadness in the form of a rhyme
Do I suppress or embrace
I'll forget it this time

Listen on Spotify!

Broken Boy w/ melmige (Prod. Splashgvng)

Performed by Jadedloner, Guti, Procaine, S.G.
Produced Cadense
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instagram.com/jadedloner
instagram.com/lostlanemusic

Close to The Edge (cadence) [lost lane]

just one more night 
before i close my eyes
i cannot find
a reason not to hide
so hold me tight
i dont wanna drift away
cuz ill forget everything
that you said to me despite
all our differences that I
thought we couldn't set aside
I cry I cry again
and sometimes I know I'm a dick
Please forgive me and my sins
I hope you're fucking listening
It wasnt easy to write this 
all my thoughts are racing
I can barely get them down
on this paper that i found
on the floor next to the couch
we'd sit instead of going out
fuck the life i used to live
without your presence i feel sick
i been sleeping in the wind
just to feel something again
when the cold touches my skin
it reminds me of your hands 
in the winter when its brisk
I cant forget anything
just one more night 
before i close my eyes
i cannot find
a reason not to hide

living on broken glass [prod. acey]

prodhttps://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

its getting bad again (prod. IOF)

New Single "Star-Crossed " 
I wrote this song about how some people take astrology so serious they won't be with you cause this month their sign says no, its p dumb :P

(Lyrics)

She said our signs don’t fit
This month she’s feeling like a bitch 
I don’t even really get it 
Where’d you even find this shit

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries 

All this stuff telling you how to feel
Do you even know what’s real 
You’re a Aries I’m a Leo
The fuck does that even mean though 
Like what does it say about me
Does it tell you everybody leaves
Are you following their lead 
Could you just tell me 

Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo guess that’s bad 
My love is all I have 
Who said our stars are crossed 
You don’t even know what I got 
I’m a Leo she’s a Aries

mix by Yago
Master by Kanashi
https://soundcloud.com/kanashisadface

Stream on Spotify!

Star-crossed (prod. Yungspoiler)

non-profit, shoutout idealism

this song helped start the process of closure for a lot of things for me, I hope you all enjoy it

thanks for listening <3

cacophony [prod. idealism]

prod. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC0jK0w2f_rlzx4IY8RoBMCw

im sorry :/

5521 (prod. nevrfall)

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

Without you a day feels like a week 
I hope that sometimes you think about me
And fuck I barely wanna eat
I swear I barely wanna do shit 

I don't wanna spam u 
It's just that i miss u
I'm just a lil sad
Why is it that bad ?

Inside i feel like you're getting bored of me 
And  it's okay if u do like everybody
I could be thinking bout a false scenario
Or maybe you will leave me on my own

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained 

How many lines will I have to write to feel better ?
I think that maybe I'll just need to talk to you later

En elle j'peux lire les espoirs, les peurs
J'ai qu'une seule vie j'peux pas me louper
J'vais vite j'ai pas le temps pour douter
Et cette souffrance elle commence à dater

J'sais même plus où j'aimerais aller
Sur la route du bonheur j'ai calé
J'peux dévier mais j'peux pas reculer
J'ai failli lâcher, putain j'ai collé

Usually I get you but now I don't understand u 
You could break me i would never hate u
Say it to me if u love me too
For u there's hella shit that i would do

You said I'm your main source of happiness
But we're not together so are you okay ?
I worry about you cuz i know your pain 
Baby , you know we're both feeling drained

are you okay ?

are you okay ? (noxiousnights)

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

1st @northshoremusic | 2nd @soulfadexo | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @emptychest | 5th @kuriositylol

its getting bad again (prod. IOF)

Cypression