maya (ryo + st jimmy)

sanction (icetrouble)

art by phixel

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

i am such an asshole yea thats what u told me
fade into the background rip 2 the old me
now im in the foreground, lights flashing on me
love me for a night, get an uber in the morning
i cant move i dont wanna keep living
only way 2 go is drugged up, wrist dripping
 and i wanna call u back but my phone keeps tripping
hope she not mad when she find me in the kitchen

find me in the kitchen and i'm doing something bad 
hope they leave me here cause i don’t wanna make nobody mad
really can’t control things im doing when im sad
they don’t know the whole story, how you stabbed me in the back
its such a hassle
try to crawl out, but i think i'm trapped though 
wake up early, fix my problems with a capsule 
medication turning me into an asshole 
build walls but i'm still not fortified 
smoke all day can't even enjoy the high
these withdrawals and the pain has got mortified 
your absence made itself immortalized 
hate looking through these tired eyes 
cant keep up this disguise 
took too long to realize 
it's no one's fault but mine

i am such an asshole
all alone in the middle of a castle
trying hard to redirect my mental
i am just an asshole yea

asshole w/ dylan longworth (anem0s)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xqwwyq2pxFX40kWoqahfy?si=271c8486768a4197
prettiest girl at the party ft @imohwell
prod @revivedghost
mix master me

lyrics:
She gon take my heart certainly
If she wanted she could murder me
If she wanted she could take my heart apart cause she meant more to me
This an open house burglary 
Ur killing me third degree
If she wanted she could take my heart apart without the surgery

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

She's got dark long hair
And the prettiest eyes
I know we messed up once
This time we’ll make it right

I’ve tried
To be a better person now
Don't think that it's been working out

And she’ll be the death of me
I need u bad I been feeling empty
I take u out if u even let me
Could you be the one who mends me?

They told me don't meet ur heroes
But I look back at the time and I know I needed you
Come to find out that she knows
That I feel the same way
I don't know what to say
but I guess I’ll continue

And I know
And I know
You’ll go wasting all my time
Just trying to make you mine yeah

She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear
She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

shoutout twizzy cocoa

prettiest girl at the party

prettiest girl at the party ft oh well. (revivedghost)

Produced by Blossom & Ioney
W/ @1darza & @ninewaters
Mixed and mastered by @Landonvoncube

Lonely, I can fix that
I love you blossom

Yeah babygirl I don't wanna do this again
I been prayin to god to forgive all my sins
You cant tell me what to do, yeah bitch
Broken hearts on the iphone
Yeah chrome hearts on the jacket
Girl I left you what happen

Fell in love with a bad bitch
Giselle, I need you right now
Always wearin black fits
They say I look lit with the lights out
Spray this bitch yeah shoot it out
Number 9 with the robin jeans
Got the stick its a robbery
Just like a clue yeah these hoes follow me

Aye yuh, these hoes follow me
I don't give no fucks, bitch i'm on that oxy
I'm rollin off molly, yo bitch tryna get on top of me
Haters keep on talkin, but there no way ain't no stoppin me

Yuh I keep goin up, I keep pourin up
Why you tryna flex, your already poor enough
Fuckin on my ex, I swear to god that she a slut
Talkin all that shit, than ima pop up out the cut
Like grahh grahh grahh

I ain't never scared, I ain't never cared
I get high as fuck, wait now I'm not there
Rollin up a blunt, then I put it in the air
I don't fuck with no one, cause life's not fair
Had to learn the hard way
Everybody acting fake, like they be on broadway
Drugs to the face, I know that I went the wrong way
I ain't have no birth, I just randomly spawned in

Yeah babygirl I don't wanna do this again
I been prayin to god to forgive all my sins
You cant tell me what to do, yeah bitch
Broken hearts on the iphone
Yeah chrome hearts on the jacket
Girl I left you what happen

Fell in love with a bad bitch
Giselle, I need you right now
Always wearin black fits
They say I look lit with the lights out
Spray this bitch yeah shoot it out
Number 9 with the robin jeans
Got the stick it's a robbery
Just like a clue yeah these hoes follow me

Yo love forever in my locket
I don't give a fuck what happens
This shit ain't sweet girl, this shit get violent
Our love stories so tragic
Yeah my bitch, I love you
Girl I wish I could hug you
Bitch I miss you I miss you I miss you

Yuh yuh, she tryna play me atari
Auf wiedersehen, running away in a rari
She try to keep me on leash, im tellin her by like felicia
Yuh, I just be smokin on gas
Grind this shit up like barista
Leavin yo ass in the past, no longer my seniorita

I can't do this shit again, put a bullet in my brain
You tryna hate on me, you are just a fuckin lame
Money slow, get it movin like a train
I'm not fuckin with these whores
I know you feel the same

Gotta message me girl give me a sign
Show me that you love me
I love you, I messaged you, you ain't message back

Leavin my brotha without a brotha
Leavin my mom without a son
Xans will pick me up, then put me down
They tell me i'm the one
Talkin that shit what huh
Talking that shit meet this wooooo
Girl I love you, girl I miss you, you my x o
I just fuck on these hoes, now i'm onto next hoes
Missin you bad, answer my text, cmo'n baby lets go
Sorry I got bad pill habits, had to let go

Gotta message me girl give me a sign
Show me that you love me
I love you, I messaged you, you aint message back
Leavin my brotha without a brotha
Leavin my mom without a son
Xans will pick me up, then put me down
They tell me i'm the one
Block you girl, I could unblock but I know I shouldn't
But I should, off the pill off the xan yeah
I'm on the pill, im on the moon
Aye aye, give me yo shield, give me yo shit
Put in yo drawls, aye what
Yeah aye, ion give a fuck
Aye got that stick tuck
Yuh yuh got that stick tuck bitch

Had to learn the hard way
Everybody acting fake, like they be on broadway
Drugs to the face, I know that I went the wrong way
I ain't have no birth, I just randomly spawned in

@rocstarpatty - Fordone (w/ Darza & Ninewaters) [p. Blossom1 & ioney]

anger issues

prod xtasane + ocurie

lyrics:
then i find myself crying again
i got problems
im wanting to die once again
i cant solve em
not surprised you lied once again
out of luck
i dont even wanna try once again, yeah
(x2)

you got me fucked up
like why am i stressin over a bitch?
i needa get funds up
yeah, and i ain't expect this in the slightest
now i feel numb
yeah, you had me crying over bullshit
and it's so dumb

yeah i think i'm stuck
i'm outta luck
does it get better?
i can't tell what's up
think i'm stuck
think i'm outta luck
does it get better?
i can't tell what's up

then i find myself crying again
i got problems
im wanting to die once again
i cant solve em
not surprised you lied once again
out of luck
i dont even wanna try once again, yeah
(x2)

#OnceAgain prod xtasane & ocurie

doin it right bitch im nvr so far
why u tear me down why u breakin my heart</3
its the same bullshit thats tearin me apart
doin it right bitch im nvr so far
im so scared just to fall off
standing on the top im gonna jump off
open my armsz ur back in my life
why do i feel a knife?

killin the vibe watch the sun go down
whippin a benz betcha ya coming around
fuck on ya ex and i hate ya now and i hate ya now
hate u to fuck that bitch
shes so evil like a witch
pretty ass hoes they always bitch,they always bitch

fuck on my girl il try and press u
hittin his ass w a pistol .22
u aint gonna makin it out of here alive
fillin my heart up w them liez:/
said i look like hunchback of notre dame
why am i sittin here to get played
its just so hard to fuck w you
i hate that bitch she got me in a bad mood

doin it right bitch im nvr so far
why u tear me down why u breakin my heart</3
its the same bullshit thats tearin me apart
doin it right bitch im nvr so far
im so scared just to fall off
standing on the top im gonna jump off
open my armsz ur back in my life
why do i feel a knife?(x2)

Spotify

HATEUNOW!!(temcandoanything)

(prod. Koda x ChrisMarek)
feat @sharkuh
(fx by sleeplyET and redVelvee and me )

What's In His Hand :p

Didn't Know Me (Prod by. Shintaro Yasuda)

:+)

album art by Madeline Crisman 
ig - https://www.instagram.com/madcrispp/

guitar by lil boost

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C Roy