Pretend (ft. Jades)

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ZENTHEGHOUL - ADDICTIVE ALLURE ( PROD . SEREN EMYR )

produced by okayjml

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i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

turn the tv off
i dont wanna see my mangled body on the screen no more
fuck the alcohol
I can give all this venting a try, but after that i wont fight
(no more)

ive been leaving my camera on me while i prepare
watch me drive into insanity and pure despair
I been wasting my energy watch me peel and tear
i couldn't ever drive through my roots, now I'm thinking life isn't fair

I've been seeing all these ghosts inside my room
I never knew where to go until i found you
im gonna break soon
watching you leave my body behind made me look like a damn fool

Again, I see why
I couldn't ever end it on bad terms
we straight like a bad perm
but you never answer
you phone i guess
that's signal
or you're ignoring all my missed calls

i just watch
the leaves fall
and everyone crowding round my body after i freefall
I don't want to be the only person you gon grieve for
i can't really make you the blame because it seems all

life has been given a chance
I really wanted to go talk to you all in advance
because it seems that I fucked it up all over again
i just been jaded in my room, I want to fucking ascend
i know that this is the end

hvk.

jaded

[Lyrics]
I miss you when you gone away
’Cause there’s a time and a place
Popping up, feeling strange, strange!
Makes it hard to look overhead
Can’t look over
All I can say
Is who taught you to treat your lovers this way?
(Don’t you act this way)
Pollute my heart with angst, angst!
I can’t make sense of it all

Now I’m getting fly to please other bitches
In the same fit, I’m way too committed
My friends all act just like, who ya foolin’?
I’ma maintain
I can’t rock they wave
Get it out straight
Got something to say?
Then say it
C’mon, say it
Say it, say it

I see a cue and I’m KO’d
I hear your name and it’s fatal
Looking like a sign from an angel
I could never erase it, it’s too much
‘Cause girl, I’d fight for it
Long as it’s enough

Girl, what’s the right time?
Let me know the right time
I don’t get involved, I wouldn’t call in my right mind

Pretty bae
I can see behind the shades
See my claim or not, I see the plot, I see all kinda things
I go underneath your sinuses and pick apart your brain
I see what you're tryna say
When you stay
But you don’t gotta wait for me
Don’t wait for nothing
Putting faith in you gets tragical
I’m stuck up in my ways only to know what’s coming
But the thought appears all magical
I miss you when you gone

Away
’Cause there’s a time and a place
Popping up, feeling strange, strange!
Makes it hard to look overhead
Can’t look over
All I can say
Is who taught you to treat your lovers this way?
(Don’t you act this way)

With the power to stop time for a minute
I’d make the clock rewind plenty digits
I could see everything that led to today

Who told you to act this way, way, way?
This- this- this- this- this- this way, oh

Time+place

villain (lucille)

PRODUCED/Composed by @LYFELXSS + @horizon-409682975 + williamvinci

MIXED AND MAASTERED BY @LYFELXSS

LYRICS:
back then, thought my feelings wouldn't change
And the thought course in my brain
Every moment's not the same
The same, I know

hate the thought of losing control
And all the shit I had to do, on my own
go

I'm not sorry
The way you left me by myself at this party

Felt a connection for a sec only hardly
In the end, I'm still alone
Don't have a place where I could go
And I'm stuck here like a ghost

back then, thought my feelings wouldn't change
And the thought course in my brain
Every moment's not the same
The same, I know

Just losing control
And all the shit I had to do, on my own 
go

GHOST 幽霊

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/15hcQbbOO5uCDKBzT8ev36?si=4b5015d4202b44cb
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[Lyrics]
It’s not revenge
I promise
I don’t put my all in for your sins
On my soul
I caught up rid of grudges I hold
’Cause my heart bleeds and falls alone

Honestly,
I only found my way around when I lost everything
Girl, I love how you’re moving
Don’t stop, oh never, no
’Cause when it’s pressure, say go, go, go

And you don’t even know what you started
She got me singing oh my gosh, put the record on pause
I felt this way once way before
So am I ready or what?
What? What?
Fuck it, I guess I’ll give all I got

Back of my brain I stay prepared for war, uh
Not ’cause it’s right; ’cause I've been there before
This girl said, you ready or not to be saved?
Just look at my face

Fuck!

Stop all that talk
Stop all that talk
'Til you walk
I don’t buy shit