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Indie   - 2

recovering heart  - 2

BOUZY SELECTS

sorrow

outlaw

Depresión Sonora - Ya No Hay Verano (Astrophysics Remake)

@deethew

lyrics:
[nico]
u need to take a step back
on sum fake shit, ya u kno im not like that
keep ur eyes on the track
got her in the whip, n we fuckn in the back
yuh, i prefer to be alone
hard for me to trust anyone, im on my own
yuh, acting like u always kno
we can see right thru ur stunt, like r u dumb?

[deet]
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Treat me like a bad guy
No u got it backwards
Try to get in my head
U ain’t got the password
All u do is call me ignorant
When I get my money fuck sharing it

I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor
I don’t wanna try no more
Giving up now, yuh I’m rolling on the floor

Yuh it’s me and shawty In the 2 door
Yk that its moving to the dance floor
Driving so fast now we got 5 stars
Im so done think I might restart

stepback w/ deet

keeping secrets

STARVIN

back in business

produced by elavy

lyrics: 

tell me what you think about when you're laying in bed
tell me all the things you ever wish you could've said
tell me everything you'd like to do before you're dead
tell me that instead
tell me your regrets

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me what you want
what would you do for it?
something that you lost but now you're used to it
no matter the cost
just tell me what it is
get anything you want, if you got life to give
I'm stuck and I can't get out
can't remember my way in now
the ceilings caving down
can't remember when I last heard a sound
too late for saving now but I'd rather swim than drown
my heart is pacing now
be quick cuz I'm fading out

tell me would you self yourself for some cash flow
a little dinero, you don't gotta say no
you want it, just say so
no need to aim low
don't worry bout a halo baby
you're not an angel

tell me your regrets
don't hold 'em back
tell me what you wish you said
no strings attached
searching for something you need, something you lack
I think I understand why you still can't relax

tell me what's on your mind
tell me your biggest fears
tell me what you think of when no one else is here
tell me what you would say if no one else could hear
there's not a single soul besides us my dear
x2

tell me your regrets

Come To Daddy

Flim

SUNDAYS SONG

FEELS LIKE FOREVER

CROOKED LIPS

IDC! (unmixed + unsped up) (prod. ayowitty)

Now I know, what you wanted from me, now, no its never been so clear. 
I was blinded by my love, now, reality made me  shed a tear.
All I wanted was to feel, your love, my vision was smeared.
When I came to, I realized, I was alone, you were never here.
It feels so cold, I feel so alone, wanna tear my heart, out, with the way that I feel (x2)
I had so much hope, that we would work out
and I tried my best, to, make sure there was no doubt 
you didnt feel the same, But I tried to ignore, the fact,
that youre already gone, and I was alone again.
It feels so cold, I feel so alone, wanna tear my heart, out, with the way that I feel (x4)

Alone

Stephanie

stephanie

vocalized by @rimerensu
produced, mix & mastered by @rumae

Can you stop what you saying?,
You don’t see I can tell you playing,
Wrong time I display it,
Need you here because I think I’m decaying,

I know nothing was staying,
And you had to turn your back your betraying,
In the dark I was waiting for you, 
You can’t repay it,

Keep thinking what you heard,
And I tell you but you never learn,
Wanna talk, lemme say a word, 
Need you yeah it’s getting blurred,

Don’t care yeah my head is turned,
But I keep giving in again,
I can see that you’re not concerned,
Maybe this is all up in my head,

rimeren - dark, moon (rumae)

SCRAPYARD I

A LA CARTE

produced by malcriado 

lyrics:

oh to feel your hands run through my hair again 
to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?


I can’t forget 
you know that it’s killing me inside
cuz it should’ve been me instead that night
wonder if they’ll remember me when I die
but we’ll never know 

to hear you call my name id do it all again
to feel your warmth and body on my skin
to have someone around to call a friend
is that too much to ask for? shall I beg?

skin

produced by grayskies

lyrics:

it takes time to materialize your fantasies
in due time i'll find myself a remedy
or write songs, obsessing bout the melody
i'm headstrong but it's bout time that it gets to me

i shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

they don't even try to see where i'm coming from
cuz when i needed it more, i had no one
but i don't even blame em for it
yeah, i would never shame em for it
i'd hate but i can't afford it

i'm way too focused on me
i'm giving into my hopes and greed
but they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
and they wonder why i'm tearing at the seams
i try to bear it til i

shut down and shut my mouth
tryna save some face
a clenched jaw and a sweat drop

bout a second fore i break
if it all falls down
just know i gave it my all
til there was not more i could take
i don't call
and now they're saying that i changed up
it fucks my brain up
(x2)

break

prod me everything me

don’t know what to say no more

I stay up thinking bout the things that you’ve said before

My mind is runnin keep on coming up w things all the more

It never stops I cant change it’s almost like I’m at war

But it keeps coming back now

Always feeling bad

Never wanna make you sad

But I mess it all up now, keep on taking such a toll

Say you love me without money almost like I’m on parole

All the things I wanna say

It’s messing up my brain

I’m gonna rot away

Please don’t ever walk away

promised that you love me do you even wanna stay 

Felt it in my mind like do you even know the way

The way I love you now

It’s almost funny when we fight how fast that things go south 

But you know that I’m not leaving you don’t ever doubt

I wish that I could feel the same, how you feeling now?

Almost feeling like a side quest

Always feeling unrest

Got this empty feeling and it’s creeping up in my chest

When you talk about me is it when I’m feeling my best

Yeah I’m feeling lonely but I’ll never say I’m depressed 

don’t know what to say no more

I stay up thinking bout the things that you’ve said before

My mind is runnin keep on coming up w things all the more

It never stops I cant change it’s almost like I’m at war

But it keeps coming back now

Always feeling bad

Never wanna make you sad

But I mess it all up now, keep on taking such a toll

Say you love me without money almost like I’m on parole

All the things I wanna say

It’s messing up my brain

I’m gonna rot away

Please don’t ever walk away

promised that you love me do you even wanna stay 

Felt it in my mind like do you even know the way

The way I love you now

It’s almost funny when we fight how fast that things go south 

But you know that I’m not leaving you don’t ever doubt

I wish that I could feel the same, how you feeling now?

mess it all up

riovaz - eternal sunshine (skip to 1:00)

excuse my absence, i went on a side mission
produced by c m b


lyrics:

yea
gotta keep it grounded
grateful I’m not in an office
dropped out without a plan
sold a fuckin grant
I ain’t want an option
momma said put that brain to use
momma I ain’t got a brain to lose
not even a single tightened screw 
promise I can make a way for you
a way for us
a way for me
a way for them
never betray a single friend
a proper way to make a cent 
refrain from losing all ur sense

they’re tempting waving around 
dollar signs and big amounts
a lot shit I’ve dreamt about
I’d take the bait but I’m too proud
I’m ego driven, egotistic 
treat me like I’m someone gifted
like a finger of mine was never lifted
I put in my hours, you never listen
I don’t really do shit
I wake up and make a lil music
I got up and got me some muscle
don’t matter if I cannot use it
my body still weak as hell
my mind is weak as ever
knowing that I’m weak as fuck 
and beaten up
I got what I wanted, it ain’t enough
I’m-

thinking bout it
thinking bout it all


gotta keep it grounded
grateful I’m not in an office
dropped out without a plan
sold a fuckin grant
I ain’t want an option
what if I put my brain to use
what if I was too scared to lose
luckily I’m delusional 
and promised I could make a way for you
a way for us
a way for me
a way for them
never betray a single friend
a proper way to make a cent 
refrain from losing all ur sense

I remember as a little kid
I wanted to be famous or something
obviously that never happened

word vomit

CLOUDS VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qn2L9M7kfHE

https://pastelghost.bandcamp.com
http://pastelghost.com

CLOUDS

enjoy the funky little intermission. 
take a break, dance a little, breathe.
back to work i go but we'll be back soon,
all love always.

produced by yogic


lyrics:

baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice


they gonna tell you what you want
but I’ll tell you what you need
everything is said and done
gotta know when you should leave
but the feeling’s so addicting 
can’t let it go
all you gotta do is listen to me
be one and sink into me
I crave your intimacy 
love it when you’re in sync with me
I love the way you smile
love the way you walk around
every breath and every sound
the way my name comes out your mouth


baby listen to my voice
cuz I can teach you everything
you just gotta make a choice
don’t gotta give up anything
just the thing that brings you joy
can you hear me through 
the songs you sing
when you’re trying to avoid

baby listen to my voice 
ignoring all your issues
won’t get you out that void
keep on coping and telling yourself 
that you’re doing what you enjoy 
can you hear me through the songs you song
baby listen to my voice

listen

prod. grayskies

lyrics:
get me out of here
get me out of here
get me out of
get me out of

hair is getting too long
killed your cigarette on guitar string
keys gone, new dawn
don't care what they all think
nails red and my nose too
talkin' 'bout my attitude
never keep on being you you you

wasted
i took too much
i'm fucking faded
get me out of here
huh huh
huh huh

tonight wave the flag
a knife to my back
all innocence slain
by lips devil red
just one year apart
think twice, flag's white
hate to see this
but my old self died

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
smiling in disdain
and you said what you got
what you got
red dot
seventeen shots
i can see how i
rot rot

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
searching my escape
and you said what you got
what you got
seventeen shots
don't mean that i
love love

and i hate to be the one
behind the barrel of the god damn
haha
and i hate to be the one
behind the barrel of the god damn
gun

someone at the door
someone in my walls
rotten apple dead
you don't wanna call

left you on the corner
wait just a minute
love like crack
and my head keeps on spinning

tonight wave the flag
a knife to my back
all innocence slain
by lips devil red
just one year apart
think twice, flag's white
hate to see this
but my old self died

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
smiling in disdain
and you said what you got
what you got
red dot
seventeen shots
i can see how i
rot rot

victim to my brain
everyone the same
flashlight through the night
searching my escape
and you said what you got
what you got
seventeen shots
don't mean that i
love love
love love

VICTIM TO MY BRAIN

[Lyrics]
I miss you when you gone away
’Cause there’s a time and a place
Popping up, feeling strange, strange!
Makes it hard to look overhead
Can’t look over
All I can say
Is who taught you to treat your lovers this way?
(Don’t you act this way)
Pollute my heart with angst, angst!
I can’t make sense of it all

Now I’m getting fly to please other bitches
In the same fit, I’m way too committed
My friends all act just like, who ya foolin’?
I’ma maintain
I can’t rock they wave
Get it out straight
Got something to say?
Then say it
C’mon, say it
Say it, say it

I see a cue and I’m KO’d
I hear your name and it’s fatal
Looking like a sign from an angel
I could never erase it, it’s too much
‘Cause girl, I’d fight for it
Long as it’s enough

Girl, what’s the right time?
Let me know the right time
I don’t get involved, I wouldn’t call in my right mind

Pretty bae
I can see behind the shades
See my claim or not, I see the plot, I see all kinda things
I go underneath your sinuses and pick apart your brain
I see what you're tryna say
When you stay
But you don’t gotta wait for me
Don’t wait for nothing
Putting faith in you gets tragical
I’m stuck up in my ways only to know what’s coming
But the thought appears all magical
I miss you when you gone

Away
’Cause there’s a time and a place
Popping up, feeling strange, strange!
Makes it hard to look overhead
Can’t look over
All I can say
Is who taught you to treat your lovers this way?
(Don’t you act this way)

With the power to stop time for a minute
I’d make the clock rewind plenty digits
I could see everything that led to today

Who told you to act this way, way, way?
This- this- this- this- this- this way, oh

Time+place

point blank range

$NOT - DRESScode

🖤✨ "The Edge of the Light" by The Miracle Syndicate

We walked through fire and through grace
Hand in hand, no need to speak
Now the road is fading out
The hills fall into sleep

There’s a hush beneath the trees
Something pulling at the seams

Are we closer to the silence
Or just drifting off the map?
If this is where it ends
I’m not afraid of that
Just stay with me
‘til the light turns black

Two birds rise into the dusk
Tracing what we used to dream
You lean in, your breath says nothing
Still, I know what you mean

There’s a warmth behind the ache
A stillness I can’t fake

Are we closer to the silence
Or just drifting off the map?
If this is where it ends
I’m not afraid of that
Just stay with me
‘til the light turns black

Let the wind decide the ending
Let the stars go out in peace
We’ve seen enough to stop pretending
And nothing here will cease

We are tired from the wandering…
So tired from the wandering…
Is this… is this…
…death?

Special Thanks:
To the ravens who guided our melodies, the universe for its endless inspiration, and to everyone who has been part of this journey. This music collection is dedicated to those who dream with their eyes open.

In Loving Memory:
To Rio, who always listened.

Credits:
Written and performed by Elena Morgenstern, Nayeli Astra Xóchitl, and Brad Astra
Produced by The Miracle Syndicate
Mixed and mastered by Brad Astra at Nude Studio · Calgary · Canada
Label: Painful Records © 2025

The Edge of the Light

First song on our new double "Slow Blink" 

Slow Blink

SLUDGE!

BRUISED

Never for Ever

Army Dreamers

The Money Store

Get Got

Speak for Yourself

Headlock

Just for Now

Grimes - Genesis

Porter Robinson's most recent offering, “Language”, is a soaring demonstration of his work. Like a novel, the numerous twists and turns spur movement in rapidly changing sonic directions, grabbing a trance structure by the wrist and whisking it away to the big room. Vocal contributor Heather Bright embraces the tracks subtleties, caressing the mood without stealing the show.

Beatport exclusive starting April 10 from Big Beat Records
Joint release to all digital retailers worldwide on May 8 in cooperation with Ministry of Sound



Porter Robinson - Language

Lullabies

Cool With You (Her's Cover)

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RIP Act

Lyrics:

I don’t fuck around, 
Believe me when i say, I’m trying to get away
From my inclinations, words lost in translation
Cuz I been here before 
I try and I try to break away but
I’m reminiscing back to yesterday

I been here before
Can’t stand it anymore
I’m losing all of my voices  
To feed your attention
She keeps begging me for more 
She won’t take no for an answer 
It hurts but i’ll write you a stanza

You kiss me slowly
Inside of my dreams
(It’s never ending)
Cuz you  
You kiss me slowly
Like I’m your only

Breaking down these habits I been used to
Recently i’m static need a rescue
Feeding off the feeling that I miss you 
Knowing that you’re hurt is not my issue
(No, not my problem)
I don’t fuck with you have you forgotten
Looking pretty but nothing to offer
The emptiness pursued
Time is stolen too 
I’m searching for some new
Opportunities without the passion to ensue
Should I make you mine
With poetry and lines
Wish I didn’t care but
You’re my only mind’s design, cuz

You kiss me slowly
Inside of my dreams
(It’s never ending)
Cuz you  
You kiss me slowly
Like I’m your only

Time+place

Cyrus Nyx