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final 24 GYM

Related tracks: DO MY OWN THINKING

<3

lyrics:

(cyzun)
You broke me 
no point of return
 no coping
 put my body in a urn
 just smoke me
nobody was there to hold me 
but you were just there to fold me
I trusted everything you told me
wish that the voices in my head could stop talking
you left me in the cold with nothing

I’m so alone I guess it’s better
Don't call my phone I wish I never met her
She heart ripped out
blood on my neck 
I can’t get out 
the words in my chest 
I wanna shout
I wanna be dead 
I can’t figure out
What’s the reason
Fuck life cause nothing goes right 
Pissed of cause I wasted my time
All black fit at my funeral
that’s what I wear on the usual
black nail polish stuck in my cuticles 
don’t cry cause I feel better dead and cold

(unknxwn.)
Soul dead and cold, I been lost, where to go now?
My life getting old, what to do? I don't know now
I might lose it if I don't make music
If I ain't do this, I'd truly be clueless

All I got in life is me, that's all I need
Fuck her, ran away, went to hiding
Came back in my life just to hurt me
I don't know why, I think she really cursed me

Can't let go, don't want to
You're bad for me but I want you
I'm an addict for your love, I get so sick
When I cannot call you, I hope that you know it

Been so hard to make songs as of lately
I been praying to god to come take me
All this pain is a lot, why you hate me?
Gave you everything I got oh baby

dead and cold w/ unknxwn. (hxrxkiller)

LYRICS:

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

You don’t like me, that’s fine 
I should’ve known that you’d waste my time
I should’ve seen all the signs 
I can see the demon in your eyes
You were planning my demise
Won’t stop haunting my mind
Drugs they keep me alive
Drugs they keep me alive 
I don’t wanna be alive
I just wanna fucking die

I need silence 
Minds getting violent
Don’t try to fight it
You can only hide it
I just wanna put a bullet inside it
It’s the only way that I can stop my mind bitch

I hate my life 
What a waste of time 
I want to die
Please just let me die 
I need to let go 
I keep holding on 
I need another dose
I Got to many problems 
I don’tknow how to cope
I don’t know how to solve em
I’ll just overdose
Yeah

violent! (jolst)

Lucki Eck$ - Alternative Outro (prod. oddCouple)

mary - alex g (sped up + reverb)

sex, drugs, etc. ~ beach weather [sped up + reverb]

Angel Eyes (Ft. iLOSTMARI)

777 - ALLAH'S FAVOURITE

love you guys new instagram is @bunkvolution <3

@killbunk - blend (prod. @aidanhanbeats x @adg.wav x @perishbeats)

Produced by @skinnyatlas 
Mix & mastered by ig @heccctor & @skinny atlas 
Cover art by @supachefm

jomie & skinny atlas - lost my voice

sick with no cure..

prod. xenshel

lyrics:

How could you do this to me
It’s not fair
It’s getting harder to breathe 
Why do I still care
About you
You made me feel insecure
Without you
I’m feeling sick with no cure
With no cure 

How could you do me like that
Did you even care?
Cause you threw me like trash
Guess I was fool 
For thinking it’ll last
Every fucking day I’m reminiscing bout the past  
Ever since you left me I’ve been stepping on some glass 
Pushing through the pain but the feeling everlasts
I gotta go now
I guess I’ll leave you all alone now
If you care pick up the phone now 
Before my body still as stone now 
Wait before I go now 
Please just lmk now
I just wanna know

How could you do this to me
It’s not fair
It’s getting harder to breathe 
Why do I still care
About you
You made me feel insecure
Without you
I’m feeling sick with no cure
With no cure

no cure (xenshel)

prod. idly blare

lyrics 

Could you please go away
She sits around arm's length so she can twist the blade
Poppin' uppers cause it helps and it numbs the fuckin' pain
My friends are worried I say don't be I swear I'll be okay
Why do I walk the same path hoping shit will change
I need to cut out these fake ass people out the frame
I don't know who to trust all these bitches are the same
This isn't me it's cause of her, fuck, she's the one to blame
Could you please go away
She sits around arm's length so she can twist the blade
Poppin' uppers cause it helps and it numbs the fuckin' pain
My friends are worried I say don't be I swear I'll be okay

amphetamine (idly blare)

i know how it feels (p. niche)

hey there you ghost, say whats it like out there in jersey?
are you even still around? i just cant check but i still worry
how you are
these memories now feel so far
its so bizarre

i used to know you, but now i know close to nothing
i just close my eyes, and hope to God you're good
i swear im trusting things are fine
im sure they are, i knew youd shine
i really tried

i hope youre doing well
please god, be doing well

i feel like tom, while i sit down and write this song
about a girl who isnt mine, and even worse she moved along
but it makes sense
this borderline, i feel obsessed
don't take offence

im just like him, but hes a weirdo, cant let go
im just delusional, i love someone that i don't even know
it's so messed up
tried to find a pill, get me unfucked
i had no luck

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

a thousand miles was just too much
the way it was, we rarely touched
i know it fucking killed you every day

i know we tried to make it work
through flights, but fights just made it worse
i know that you would just hate me if you stayed

but maybe you already do
i wouldnt know, i dont blame you
and now ill never ever be the same
and thats okay

hey there you ghost, i wanted one last goodbye
and im so sorry i didn't say it, when it mattered
i dont know why, im fucking dumb

what can i do, whats done is done
and i hope youre living in the sun
but i wont check, i only run
it weighs a ton

i feel like im in hell
i feel like im in hell

Hey There, You Ghost

Lyrics:

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

i found a egg inside my body colored red covered in guts
she's spouting bout how that's not a fair and giving me a fuss
uh 
i'm sitting here like what the fuck
is that really your reaction to my stomach now expunged

my intestines aren't intact
and my liver's no better
you thought it was a laugh
but i'm dying in my sweater
took a blurry photograph
and i hit the ground forever
tried to put them back in
i was putting all my effort
yea
i was putting all my effort
sorry that i couldn't make it home was busy deader
promise that i'll try to make it home by supper
if they let me out this coffin maybe soon i'll be better

fuck fuck fuck fuck

we're all in this together
like captain could you share the map
we need it for the weather
your greed is immeasurable you fucking human trash
how i'm friends with you no wonder ended up a pile of ash

i'm not lost
you can find me in my mind
meet me up inside my noggin
where i am solitary confined
and 
i never wanted you to pry
all the reasons why i'm in the prison that i do reside
and i know that i rely
way too heavily on my intuition
not efficient
makes it easier to lie
self collision
my existence
need a different frame of mind
an artisan a
shit musician
is just how i am defined

how i am defined (prod. treetime)

Lyrics🌟⭐️💫


Stay hittin that double cup until i fall asleep
When I’m at my happiest, I don’t feel anything 
May not be who you want but I’m the one you need 
May not be who you want I gave you everything 
Now I’m having lucid dreams off that codeine
Say she hate me, but she fending for some more of me
Shotty craving my dick like a dope fiend
Left my heart in the cellar it’s molding
Extended clip, and it’s a long as a rope be
Broke the chains you could never control me
Pussy boy it ain’t never been no hoeing me
And I know they all love my music more than locally
Shout out Joe and Dom and jaded always road for me
Made Lost Lane game changed we where we supposed to be
Stars align bitch I’ve been fly they start noticing
Sick ass car I drive I was born to ride through the night sky
I feel so alive look into your eyes I don’t wanna die, baby girl forever you and I
Babies by our side thank you all for keeping me alive
And it’s fuck you and it stank you to the one who criticized
Still remember times that I
Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep Stay hittin that double cup until i fall asleep
When I’m at my happiest, I don’t feel anything 
May not be who you want but I’m the one you need 
May not be who you want I gave you everything 
Now I’m having lucid dreams off that codeine
Say she hate me, but she fending for some more of me
Shotty craving my dick like a dope fiend
Left my heart in the cellar it’s molding

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Stay hitting that double cup until I fall asleep

Double Cup (dope fiend) [ohmygon! X prod.sneezii]

3-track EP out now for you. Thank you for the love in Allentown <3

pedal2medal (prod. crrxzy)

DO MY OWN THINKING

@notcursed :D

it’s so cold, gotta grab my winter coat, 
I’m alone, it’s just me and the snow, 
I like it though, there’s trouble up in paradise,
it’s petty right, you live a life that’s full of lies

how hard I try, how hard I try I still gon die, 
it’s my now my time I vanish up into the sky, 
I lie right here, I lie right here waiting for you,
hold me tight, hold me tight before I die, 


you think there’s hope but the walls are just closing, 
don’t hold them open ur too weak it’ll crush u, 
and when it’s over I hope that you’ll know this, 
all that you wanted was a bit of closure 

before I die, I will write,
A letter to you, explaining everything that’s on my mind,
if you won’t read please keep it I know another time, 
all the love just dies, i dont know why i try

notcursed:

i wanted to help but i can’t get through
i’ll keep you warm, though you tell me not to
i like you though, i’ll keep you close, hold me here
hold back my tears, i feel too much and i adore
you
trust when i say i’m not gonna hurt you
turn to ice when you’re not there to turn to

keep the letter i can see the light
you’ll be alright, you’ll be alright, i’ll hold you tight

i know there’s hope
though the walls are still closing
just take me with you
your hand i’m still holding

don’t let go
now is not your time
i’m glued to you
we are intertwined 


winter coat w/ notcursed [irby]

Lyrics:

What say you - my only pride
You held me from my will
What say you - my nightmare
I loved you way too late

I don’t want this pain no more
And you don’t wanna feel it too
And no matter what I do
I’ll always fuck it up, I’ll always do
Take it up with the sky for me
Seeing if it wants to cry
But I don’t wanna die
I don’t wanna see the other side
Now my pulse is fading
Slowly my blood is slowly freezing
I don’t wanna close my eyes
Take me away from endless sleep
It’s way too late for me
I just want to fall asleep
And leave it all already
Take me back to my grave

What say you - my only pride
You held me from my will
What say you - my nightmare
I loved you way too late

[last post of 2024, happy new years!]

Music For Funerals

what say you [+ sogimura]

Released on August 7, 2015.

Digital: http://apple.co/1cKJkGJ
Physical: https://www.omnianmusicgroup.com/products/another-one

Another One

Mac Demarco // No Other Heart

fun song about complacency and aimlessness

lyrics:

cold war martyr know they pray over my grave 
if only i had ever learned how to behave
two steps farther than i should’ve took took up
betting cause i never learned that fate is something you cannot escape
i’m stubborn it’s relentless how i skipped when i should listen
since it’s recently been a little less than great
but it’s essential that I flip into the rhythm of Ascension
so i’m pitching the delusion that i’ve built up isn’t fake

okay i admit it
my obituary forged and i been living
on the fringe a mental monastery
high up in the mountains
and the altitude is secondary
only to the things that I’ve been feeling 
and now i wait 2/4 in my place
for a rush gust of wind to carry me far away
and I’m impatient but satiation the old way is ancient
is it really my fault if i’m now complacent 

i know im okay
but what i see and what they say isn’t matching 
just survive the day
then imma get it and get it and get it and go

talking the sound and the sight of it got me nauseous
it’s chronic been living with it in a catatonic
lethargic sense of stability if i’m lying and saying i’m fine
inside of my mind at what point do i start to believe it as well
been going through hell
all nine circles been circling round
under buzzards that hover and hope that a buzzer beater
isn’t near in my future
take time at the right time not to lose it

i’m Lazarus back track habits been adamant
i’ll bounce back but what’s passion in the face of lack of action
i’m attached to it
could never break free at all
fate set in stone pride cometh before the fall
but i’ve been falling for a minute 
what’s the difference 
if i feel the pull of gravity and say that i enjoy it
cause i feel it either way

but in the end will i be satisfied
in life will i react to what’ll happen around me
a specter in spectator mode
or take action a reclamation of control
a designation of the path of my soul
or rather auto-condemnation to the shackles and bolts
or rather some degeneration of my flesh and my bones
cause i rather would establish that i know what i know
and i know that i know nothing i got room i could grow
so imma take that

cold war martyr for the cause i think i hate that
old wars fought became a symbol for the movement
harder battles have been won but lost the ones i really shouldn’t
need to relax i need to kick back
i need that kick drum snare clap boom bap in my pulse 
i need that blood pump first jump off the ledge and im gone
i need to cross that threshold event horizon in sight
i need my turn to prove im gonna move at least im gonna fight
pull my shoulders back stand tall
hold my weight up
breaking out of stasis lately need a minute to wake up
shaking off the frost reintegrating the salient
space that i need to succeed can be seen
i just needed a second to breathe
cause the weeks of the season seem to be blending
acrylics i’m mixing to different hues of blue
till im in too deep