lyrics:

Silence breaks clouds part for the symphony
Ya I never needed plause or your sympathy
Now im lying on the floor Where im supposed to be
I can finally rest my eyes sleep eternally
Fate Fell through
When you cut me loose
I’ve been Hanging by a thread but now im sprawled
Out On the pavement
So ill Take these words that you spoke to me
And ill place them all inside of my eulogy

Lacking a Purpose
Nothings for certain
Everything’s flawed
Broken and fraud
Counting down to the moment
On when ill be chosen
I'm through being a burden

You’ll be aright
That’s what they always be telling me
Look at the sky
Ya these angels been calling me
Like honestly you say im the one but I disagree
Won’t be saying that shit When im underneath
Swear they’ll all be Stuck In disbelief

eulogy (prod. 2001)

It's your soft skin catch you bleeding out
you're safe here pick you out of the crowd
(and it's) your hands your touch it left me shaking
I feel sickness in the night when I awaken
my heart n my soul is for the taking
I'll fall asleep up in the snow and just wait here
(pre chorus)
I burn money in the wind you see me waste it all 
how much of it does it take for you to take it off
my claws in your chest will leave you hallowed
I'm like a shadow in the night that just follows
that just follows

smrtdeath:
This tastes like I bit it off more than I can chew
I can't see str8 rn so color me confused
but i can't change this time
If I find it soul less man I had to run away
our past battle has changed
you left in a moment without any notice
so I can't change this time
your back your on my mind
and that's okay I'm fine
rn I'm good on my own

(I can't just make the pain go away
get away)

I burn money in the wind you see me waste it all 
how much of it does it take for you to take it off
my claws in your chest will leave you hallowed
I'm like a shadow in the night that just follows
that just follows

ghost murmurs ft Smrtdeath

prod. h8me

I’m tired
I don’t wanna keep going anymore
Just let me go

Everyday I wake up it’s a fucking struggle 
Question my existence walking through the puddle
Embedded can’t get out with all this rubble
Lately I’ve been feeling suicidal
I’m so numb I can’t even cry 
So numb I’m not scared to die 
No I Don’t wanna try I just wanna take my fucking life
I hope you see my dear 
That I’m not meant to be here
It’s my time I gotta go 
I’ll feel okay all alone 
I don’t wanna do this anymore 
Hate my life that I can’t ignore
I’ll take all my pain away 
In the end I’ll be okay
I don’t wanna do this anymore 
Hate my life that I can’t ignore
I’ll take all my pain away 
In the end I’ll be okay

idontwannadothisanymore (h8me)

produced, written, sang, mixed and mastered by me
lyrics- 
There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain

So misunderstood, I burn holes in my eyes
Far from being saved, really wanna make things right
My brain is spilling out
Vibrations so high
I know that they all saw through my shielded lies
Face to face with myself, I see it in my eyes
I see the anger, I feel it burn inside
Replicating memories over in my mind
Rep - rep - rep - replicating memories over in my mind

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

Always chasing me, I read in between the lines
Keep myself busy, to distract me from the time
Rock tied to my feet, can’t be dragged towards the tide
Hands are so bloody, cause I’ve been thinking all night

Out by 6, I slam the door I bite my wrist
Bleeding face, I pick apart what they have made
I don’t like who’s looking back at me
Smashed the mirrors in my room cause they made me feel crazy
Please just calm down
I can’t stand this noise this music is too fucking loud
Visions getting hazy think I’m bout to break down

There’s no need to worry cause the future’s out of hand
I take all this medicine cause I keep writing plans
Need to stop looking at things this way
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain
Thinking over and over (over and over)
About how I’m getting older (I’m getting older)
Need to stop looking at things this way (this way)
Because it’s slowly destroying my brain (destroying my brain)

out of hand

nothing, nowhere [23071801.02] live stream

Lyrics: 

how do i know im alive
how do i trust in a lie
patience and virtues all cast aside
i still struggle to look into your eyes

im all alone this time
i know that i'll be fine
(oh im sure that i'll be fine)
ohhhh cause i've got scar tissue on my chest
and i've had wood chips in my neck 
so as long my heart still pumps blood
i'll have no fear for your god
stick me with the terminals
i was slavin to the circles
hunched over tossin blood straight out my esophagus

you can try to find me if you think that i'll be found
but i cant make that promise baby that i'll still be around
cause im stuck in this silence
you cant see my side, this 
might not last long but baby i promise im not hidin

i dont wanna be alone but i still wanna die now
hold me close so i can see your eyes when the light's out 
fate's not a fair life
shit still fades to the skyline
cause leads to effect on every path of our timeline
oh and i know that love fades now
but hearts aren't a playground
i need a little more than you just sayin it to my face now
and as i lay here and tell you how i feel
oh i pray to whats left that you've got love for me still

cause i can make a change for you
i could be what you want me to
but i need you to understand
i wouldn't be trapped in this state if there was something i could do

fate faith + fading

prod. zeromandia x kumoBD

i would hate to see you go
i know you love it when it snows
sometimes i dont see the road
ill do like, whatever
i dont wanna mind the weather
my mind would say ill never know
cause even if i do
ill still just ask you 
i hate my point of view
ill put my trust in truth
ill never need me
i guess things have to be this way
please dont ever question that
i know that i was bad

just ike she did

The Hurt That Healed Us

🔥 (Dark Version) 🔥

This track dives deep into the raw edges of the mind—where silence turns heavy, scars speak louder than words, and breaking free feels like survival. It’s a confession, a rebellion, and a resurrection all in one.

🖤 For anyone who’s ever been trapped in their own head, this song is about bleeding the poison out, burning down the lies, and rising stronger from the fire.

⚡ Dark. Intense. Unapologetic.

Turn it up loud. Let it rip through the chains.
Because sometimes the only way out is to figure it out.

#darkwave #rock #alt #postgrunge #emotional

#DarkVersion #FigureItOut #NewMusic #AltRock #DarkWave #PostGrunge #AlternativeMusic #EmotionalRock #RockVibes #DarkRock #RockBallad

© Martha Poupaki 2025. All rights reserved.
Unauthorized use, reproduction, or distribution of this track is prohibited.

“Figure It Out”

♥ ft. @lilsadeyes & @icytearsbwoi ♥
♥ mixed & mastered by @lilsadeyes ♥

lyrics
sadeyes:
(chorus)
she took my heart like a bandit,
ain't no way i can stand this
fucking pain i can't manage
no i, oh no i

tell me you hate me
tell me you love me
tell me you're over me girl
tell me something else

i'm sorry i can't help myself
(not right now)

icy tears:
(verse)
you've been on my mind since 17 and i can't manage
to be the one thing that you need because my hearts been damaged
and fuck the kids that say we'll never be
bleeding love is all i need
i hope that you remember me
your kisses helped me breathe

idontwannadothisanymore (h8me)

cyzun