Ghxst Collective - September 2021

!R0ckST@R!

4 years to waste..

lyrics vvv

(wow! you're turning into a skeleton!)

yeah i feel so small
but my ego real tall
i - i - i
i been down on myself lately
and i dont know who to call
actually i do know
but i dont wanna pressure you
true, i dont wanna pressure you
but i just love you and you know its true
to my other one, im sorry..
tell the baby that im sorry, but im not coming home
woah, oh
cause i got bigger plans
than sitting around contemplating
if you really give a fuck about me, like-
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could
babe i love you, but i want outta my my my head....

yeah i feel so small
but my ego real tall
i - i - i
i been down on myself lately
and i dont know who to call
actually i do know
but i dont wanna pressure you
true, i dont wanna pressure you
but i just love you and you know its true
to my other one, im sorry..
tell the baby that im sorry, but im not coming home
woah, oh
cause i got bigger plans
than sitting around contemplating
if you really give a fuck about me, like-
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could
all you ever gave me was mixed signals
oh what did you expect
when i found someone who could
give me more than what you could

accepting my feelings, and moving on (skellington)

[+] A BURNOUT EXCLUSIVE

Support the creators:

Vocals by @salemavenue + @seejayxo
Cover Art by @seejayxo
Produced by @frevel + @pekarot

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"DIE ALONE" (FEAT. SALEM AVENUE + SEEJAYXO)

pour me up another shot 
of this liquor 
pour me up another shot 
cause I miss her
filling up my broken heart 
every fuckin night 
45 nights, fuck, I don’t think that I’ll be alright 

I don’t think that I’ll be alright 
drinking every night 
bloodshot in my eyes 
I do it every time 
mix it with the sprite 
drown in liquor 
got that shit on sight 
80 proof until I die 

I don’t know why I always think 
that if I drink that it’ll bring you back 
and now that you are gone and that you had to go 
and let me go I wish that I could let you know 
That I’m trying everything that I can so I can learn to grow 

facing my demons every night they’re always haunting me 
ran out of ways to run away 
Its fuckin killing me 
taking these shots to numb the pain 
Its so hard to believe
baby I miss you and I promise I’d do anything 

baby tell me that you love me
Tell me that you want me 
tell me that you never really wanted to ever leave me
baby I swear that I’m coming back 
I’ll do anything for you and you know that’s a fact 


I’ve been trying to keep it together 
in this lonely weather 
storming clouds up in my head 
won’t last forever 
I’ll take another shot to make this go away 
fuck it baby you know I’m gonna find a fucking way 

it doesn’t matter how much medicine that I have to take
it doesn’t matter how much therapy that I have to face 
it doesn’t matter how many songs that I have to make 
baby I promise that we’ll be together finally

Forty Five Nights (prod. Sogimura)

hiraeth. eight months in the making.
featuring: @onlyfriendyeah
produced by: @lindenblossom
cover art by: @ejcarrmusic
i hope you enjoy <3
thank you for everything.

lyrics:
it feels like im missing something
a portrait unfinished
my life has been next to nothing
a chord thats diminished

cuz i’ll wait for change
and better days
just to come home with nothin
or maybe i’ll
just stay the same
cuz im too good at suffering
and i could always
take the blame
for all of my shortcomings 

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(onlyfriend)
maybe it's all for nothing
all the choices i make lead me closer to the coffin
no i can't take the weight of the changes
and i don't rly know what i'm doing
just pretend that you can't see me fading
and shy away raising no alarms
like i'm safe from harm
when i'm too far gone
and i can't hear a word from you

hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

(both)
hiraeth
i'm feeling the silence now
i can’t return, i'm fallen
my fragile body’s calling
i'm violent
feel like i'm dying now
i'm breaking down, i'm fallen
maybe it’s all for nothin

hiraeth (feat. onlyfriend) [linden]

spotify!

Memories

Memories [ft. noxiousnights] [+ Metlast]

Beautiful instrumental from two amazing gents
https://soundcloud.com/lilsp00ky
https://soundcloud.com/salemavenue

Ricochet (P. Lilsp00k & Salem Ave)

i hope you feel that back

prod: @jolst @afterlife66

i'm in a house made of cards
and it's falling
n i just break down 
seeing stars when i'm off it
don't say you'll come back
it's all the same 
i don't want it
cause i'll just bleed out
leaving stains on the carpet

don't bother calling
too busy balling
don't say you need those things you said you never wanted
i'm tryna be someone
i'm making moves, i'm gone
i had to go out to la so i could play that part
i hope you're doing better without me 
i hope you're telling your friends i was never making you happy
i hope you wake up sad
i hope you break down bad 
cause in the end you never cared,
i hope you feel that back

n you know just what to do 
move on to something new
i know you're good at that 
don't feel a thing i'm glad
cause for a minute i was thinking you would come right back

but you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent,
you're so innocent

house of cards (prod. jolst & afterlife)

shoutout to @teddyboi and @Kisho they absolutely killed it <333

Done. + teddyboi + Kisho

s/o mental illness for letting me make this

surgeon feat Heylee Manzeron p malloy & daksk9

go show @emptychest some love! 🖤

lyrics:

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone
I’m all alone I'm on my own
Don’t have a place to call home
Wanna put a bullet through my dome
As my body lays stiff as a stone

(emptychest)
empty
(yeah, empty)
my name empty for a reason
always got internal treason
rather be dead for the season
living celebrity status but still got no will to fuckin live
try living my life for 2 seconds I bet you'd hate it i bet you will
as an empath, this shit is hell
feeling everything you feel and getting overwhelmed
getting high every other day just to get by
throat bone dry
and you don't know who you are no more
what's the point
doesn't really matter, just roll another joint
(roll a joint, roll a blunt)
hypocritical tendencies
this shit between you and me
(empty)
you don't got to be sorry babe
I been there before
passed out on the floor when you check your phone
(check your phone)
cause you just want some comfort, you wanna go back home
wanna put a bullet through my dome
as I lay as a stone

(cyzun)
I’m sorry it’s all my fault
Can I get one last call
I tried calling your phone
Can you just answer the phone

one last call w/ emptychest (sketchmyname)

goyard and heylee scam grandmas prod by crcl

she can't stand me

FIRST SINGLE FROM TMMTAPE.
MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1ZYoQqRQiwU
LINK TO ALL SERVICES: https://songwhip.com/tmm/cant-go-back
FEATURING @marcdoesmusic & @skrxwd
PRODUCED BY @iofmusic
ENGINEERED BY @marcdoesmusic
WRITTEN BY MARC ANTHONY OROZCO & MARC SORRENTINO

LYRICS
(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 1: MVØ)
Falling on the floor yeah
Said I was a misfit
Talking on the phone, aw
Baby yeah I miss it
Said a lot shit but I really didn't mean it
I would go back in a minute girl I mean it
And I ain't got shit to say
Wipe away the tears away from my face
Filling up my eyes I can't see straight
Gotta stop the car cuz I'm fading away

(Pre-Chorus: MVØ)
I felt this rush when you held me
Taking pain killers daily
Just to feel like I'm saving
Myself from the aching

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

(Verse 2: Skrwd)
I gave you my love
It was never enough 
Now I’m searching for an answer while I’m filling my cup 
Baby, take me back to a time when you really gave a fuck about me (about me)
I’ve been trying to act like it’s okay 
Still it’s eating at me like every day 
Every now and then I kinda wish that you stayed 
Still you blame it on me and that’s okay, I guess 
I don’t gotta stress, about the way you’re talking about me again 
Cause maybe it would matter if you said it with your chest 
You left without a word girl, you’re just like the rest 

(Pre-Chorus: Skrwd)
Well I just wanna feel something 
Other than like I’m nothing 
The weight of it crushing  
Please stop thinking of me 

(Chorus: MVØ)
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now
I still see you walking out now
Walking to the car and watch me black out
Falling to the floor I can't go back now
Can't go back now
It's all the past now

can't go back - single

can't go back

can't go back (feat. MVØ & Skrwd)[prod. iof]

prod: @jolst @irby314
master: https://soundcloud.com/caustyk

i wish that i wasn't wrong


i wish i never called back 
you said
you couldn't tell me that you loved me 
no stress
i hope he treats you better 
than i ever did 
i always break when it ends 
wish you weren't more than a friend
cause i tried so hard
for this
i never thought you'd be gone 
cause i saw stars when we kissed
and it hurt for so long 
again
i never thought you'd be gone
i wish that i wasn't wrong

n i tried too hard 
i guess
i just wanna feel wanted 
and end up hurt in the end
n i should know by now 
that i'm not worth that text
if i was better then maybe 
i'll say it's love when it's sex
n you can fuck me up n i'll stay 
i've learned it's better that way 
i can convince myself that you care when i break
and when your eyes turn to grey 
and all the lies sound the same
i'll know you're leaving for certain 
i've learned the signs of my burden

n i'll ignore it 
like windows down when it's pouring 
i must like hurting myself,
i always know where it's going
n i don't know why i do that 
i wanted love, 
i can say that

i wish that i wasn't wrong this time 
i wish you would've been here 
i wish that i could tell you
i quit smoking cigarettes 
i got stuck on the sentiment 
couldn't look at our necklace 
and i cried getting rid of it
i heard that song
i played it all
wanted to tell you it hurt 
when you missed those calls 
took that trip back home
wanted to see my mom 
n it's been cold in los angeles 
wish we made it to fall
i still give you the benefit 
n honest i'm sick of it
you're not the person that i knew 
i don't know what you did with them
cause you got cold 
n time moved slow 
you left in july 
but i swear there was snow

i wish i never called back (prod. jolst & irby)

amv:
https://youtu.be/EXp_f4BctHg

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/imgeist
https://soundcloud.com/anthonysidoti

producer:
https://soundcloud.com/tnvr555

lyrics:
// intro
welcome to another night of fucking torture
when I thought that it was over 
but she just wants to tease me
you told me all you saw was red
i think of all the blood you'd shed
if this keeps going on I think ill end up dead!

// verse 
ghosts chasing me, 
i swear to god I’ve been running my whole life :/ 
so karmas close i guess i’ll let her bite me, just one last time :p
oh now she’s speeding
hands around my neck, i’m screaming 
few more seconds I’ll stop breathing 
put her lips on mine and kiss me goodnight 
<3 

don’t stay close 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// anthony
will I die?
say my last goodbyes
rest in piece what's left of me 
so here we go another chapter laid to rest
took my heart from my own chest 
and now I’m your eternal guest 

put me out of my misery
lay me down let me rip 
i gave it all, to be deceived 
i took the fall just for relief 
you always loved me on my knee 
so go ahead and set me free
i know you wanted more than me 
so pull my soul right out tonight 
cant see the light 

// chorus 
cause I think that I’m hexed
she took the blood from my neck 
said i got what I deserved, ripped my heart 
snapped a nerve, it’s the end
losing myself
now a ghost cast to hell 
said I’m leaving this earth, that’s a gift
so goodbye my friends!!!!

// outro
so say goodbye my friends 
so say goodbye my friends
say goodbye my friends
i swear that this is the end

she cut my neck cast her hex
watch your back cause you’re next!!!!