Id Rrather Be Dead Than Talk To U Again

went to ur house last week
u were in ur dress girl how sweet
didnt seem mad at me 
so whyd u make me gooo

rosy cheeks and brown hair 
nobody prettier out there 
i know ur unhappy 
with how i am but thats me 

i know that i 
call at bad times 
but i cannot 
get over u

cannot get over u

3. ruben ~ punishment

stupid boy

prod. wekkstar

you should cover your eyes
it’s not pretty at night
i feel pretty alright 
can you tell when i lie
i was stuck by your side
you know how to get right
you know how to get right
you make me feel alive

sitting alone
on a ferris wheel
i was taking some pills
didn’t know how to feel

so unfulfilled
what do i have to do
i come right back to you
but you won’t pull me through

put it alllllll behind my backkkk
scrape the bag till theres nothing left
i don’t care about much at alllll
up in the mall off 8 footballs

its all coming together now

jump out the window
or else you will be here all the same
spiralling forward
arms of the end is made
primeval goo
gushing through your veins


hail to the old one

bloom

curseaugust - 365 days and i still never forgot ur password

prod. shuno

i dont know what u think about me
do i make u feel good when im around
do you look in the mirror and hate what you see
do you know whats gonna happen to me
theres something reaching out to me
and i wanna go and let him in
why do you have to be so mean to me
i just wanted someone to lean on

mean

thank you for the rain

prod. dsktkg

lyrics:

i was sittin with colours in the back of my head
i was searching for a girl and at last i had
i was picking up a flower on the ground for you
i just wanna see you just to be all right, what happened to being alright with you 
oh god i love my life but im scissored right through, dont know what to do
why was i only happy when i was around you
dont know what to do, dont know what to do
im stuck all on you and i thought we were through
and i guess im still stuck on all of the things that we couldnt move on

i was wishing for awhile for someone like you and i got my chance and then i threw
whyd you get so stubborn, whyd you get so stubborn when i asked a question
was it really so hard to let me in, was it really so hard to keep me around
was it really so hard to do anything that would make me happier than ever
ill cherish you forever, ill love you until im dead on the floor, im bleedin out for you
so was the love really true, im sitting here in my room, episodes about you
the clowns just laugh at me, i nearly fell for you, i almost scraped my knee
youre drowning me in nothing but it feels like the sea, put my body in a bag and flee
im better off alone, im better off alone

hail to the old one

death