botted at 8k :-(

guitars by @fish_narc, @blackwinterwells and me
produced, backing vocals, mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by oldsmobile1994: https://www.instagram.com/oldsmobile1994

holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
pls dont look at me im sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as u dont know that

u dont really ask how i am so its easy
i dont really care if u dont want to see me
honestly im finding my face hard to look at
i dont wanna try cause im tired of the pushback

things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can't move, i'm so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don't have any friends from when i was a kid and i'm so glad

i haven't seen anybody i've known for a long time
in a long time, in a long time

i'll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much

southview  +fish narc (blackwinterwells)

shapeless

smb2l

haunt

honestly i like this version of the song better

Open Your Mind

It’s the way that you hate me…
(It’s the way that you hate me)

You said you’re running away.. 
(You said you’re running away)

Is it the way that you hate me 
The silence is breaking me 
You say you running away 
(You said you’re running away)

Caught up in lies that I made 
I was too damn afraid 
Said that I’m the one running away
(I’m running away)

Yeah, I just run from my problems 
& Run from myself 
I was so hurt I needed you 
Not no one else 
(Not no one else)

And you saved me from misery
Alone in the cold 
I was down on my luck 
I was stuck all alone 
(stuck all alone)

Wait, and I’ll come back for you 
Because I never got enough 
(Never had enough)

All the lies that you told me
Never got you that far 
Run away to forget me 
And everything I was 
You did this to me 
now you say you want to run 
And yes I still love you 
Were the last words I said 
I know that you hate me 
Know you like that instead 

And yes I still love you 
Were the last words I said 
I know you still hate me 
Know you like that instead 

I know you like that instead

I know you like that instead

I know you like that instead

(Prod. Dead Spyro)

Running Away HALO MIXXX

100 gecs - hand crushed by a mallet [shini dnb mix]

S/O https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke 4 the beat
S/O https://soundcloud.com/demxntia 4 mixing 
S/O my bf 4 helpin wit da cover txt :,)
LOVE YALL THX SOOO MUCH 4 LISTENING!!!
LYRICS:
Tension! Tension! Is building in my heart again
Chemical inside my brain are constantly calling it off
Feelings get a hold of me and I say things that I don't mean but hey
There's no such thing as perfect in reality
~I don't wanna go back so baby let me take my time
I don't wanna see your face or hear your voice don't hit my line
And ima do what i wanna do from now on
Sit back in my car with the music up loud
And i don't care if you're proud of me or watching me
~Cuz i've been up all night startin fights with my thoughts again
Tell me where it ends, oh my god, Here I go again

Tension's all that i've known and I won't let go
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Tension's all that i've got so I just can't stop
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Darlin' why am I fallin for you again?
Found you deep in my heart, where you've always been
Even if i'm cryin I can keep on dancin to the beat of my heart
With the tension in my head

Tension! Tension! Is building in my heart again,
I think I should let you go cuz maybe it's just for the best
But you go and pull me right back
I don't wanna have to fight this again
I'm stuck cuz I can't go without a happy ending
~I am better off on my own, but I don't wanna live without your soul

And ima do what i wanna do from now on
Sit back in my car with the music up loud
And i don't care if you're proud of me or watching me
~Cuz i've been up all night startin fights with my thoughts again
Tell me where it ends, oh my god, Here I go again

Tension's all that i've known and I won't let go
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Tension's all that i've got so I just can't stop
Cuz i'm alive, All day and night
Darlin' why am I fallin for you again?
Found you deep in my heart, where you've always been
Even if i'm cryin I can keep on dancin to the beat of my heart
With the tension in my head x2

SPOTIFY

TENSION! (PROD. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

ppgcasper x daine - crash in the lake (prod eera)

my way out

@hammy

art made in collaboration w IG: @lxxvx.9x

wstd:
i know she dont see me 4 who i am
expensive clothes from japan
with the faeries, peter pan
fuck it im spendin some bands
i feel like a material girl in a material land
if im dunkin its a slam 
YKK zip up my pants
shawty waiting 4 my text, reload reload reload
princes bubblegum gettin mad
shit i never called her back 
fuck ur tree that shit is tax
ive been buried in the ash
soon this moment will b gone
snap it with ur kodak

voices in my head talking down, i know that they don't mean shit
flawless, im the most legit
stomping round in nike kicks
couple roaches gettin flicked
this shit feel like its a flick
6am in the mist, counting mantras on my wrist
wtaps, its like pvp!!!
sippin bluephoria, im like fuck a cavity
SF shit i'm posted at the academy
i live in their heads that shits my municipality

hammy:
don’t feel awake or asleep 
im always stuck in a dream 
i’m always stuck in between 
i dream bout you imma fiend 
your eyes take me off my feet
but i got nothing u need 
i’m in the rain 
smoking weed 
sirens pass 
in the street 
im on the creep 
stay discrete 
to be like me it’s not cheap 
but the pains always free 
feels like the games playing me 
i’m sinking in way to deep 
it’s getting harder to breathe 
but imma keep my head down 
staying low to the ground 
i’m with my dogs in the pound
don’t want no drama around 

they hate i can’t hear a sound 
im who they wanna be now 
hope i get out of this town 
don’t think i can make it out

wstd:
i know she dont see me 4 who i am
expensive clothes from japan
with the fairies, peter pan
fuck it im spendin some bands
i feel like a material girl in a material land
if im dunkin its a slam 
YKK zip up my pants

my way out

daine

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