botted at 8k :-(

guitars by @fish_narc, @blackwinterwells and me
produced, backing vocals, mixed and mastered by @blackwinterwells
art by oldsmobile1994: https://www.instagram.com/oldsmobile1994

holes in my walls from pulling out thumbtacks
i hate everything i loved six months back
pls dont look at me im sick and so sad
i can breathe as long as u dont know that

u dont really ask how i am so its easy
i dont really care if u dont want to see me
honestly im finding my face hard to look at
i dont wanna try cause im tired of the pushback

things can feel exactly right and go bad
i need to remember, need to know that
i can't move, i'm so scared to be shown it
again and again
i don't have any friends from when i was a kid and i'm so glad

i haven't seen anybody i've known for a long time
in a long time, in a long time

i'll never see me through your eyes again, it hurts too much

southview  +fish narc (blackwinterwells)

boys wanna txt (feat. ericdoa)

boys wanna txt / dainecore

dying

mv:) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5MQB2lyrSY8
prod. cqsleeps
mix /master by cody, luvange1 & dxsh

[dxsh]
& bring me up x8
I can't wait forever 
burn me down into the dust
I sold my dreams just for the rush
so take me down another notch
& bring me up x6
maybe next time it will be better for me
could u pour chlorine all on my body cuz I wanna be clean
& bring me up x4

[luvange1]
Its like a scorpion 
Please don’t get too close to it
Toxic hits I let it in
Feeling like its heroin
I think I need a friend
Love me tell me when it ends
Don’t think it was all pretend
Loving u until the end
I need sum oxygen
Breath the air I hold it in 
Girl I need u tell me when
Everything will heal again
I think I need u now
Baby please don’t let me down
Feel the water let me drown
I hope u can get me out

scorpion

with @pincode8485 on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on and

ON&ON ft. 8485

shapeless

smb2l

haunt

last night, awoke from my sleep
feeling like i couldn’t breathe
you comfort me then turn over
bury yourself underneath
i felt an ache in my teeth
i guess i grind in my sleep
from stress that lives somewhere deep
for what i sow, i must reap

every locked door needs a key
but there’s no reason i’d flee
got everything that i need
cause you got my soul to keep
i took an arrow to the knee
i know for you i’d take three
pain to the highest degree
i know you won’t disagree

i left la now every day is so oh so cold
i understand that’s what it takes to change your postal code
felt a change inside my soul, not like i lost it on the road
it’s buried in a closet or the basement, i don’t know

too many possessions
i got too many possessions
a lot was for an impression
i guess that is my confession
i would do anything for you i know i’d stop the procession
i still came out the wreckage but they’re not getting the message

they’re still not getting the message
i don’t know how long it’s been
so i’ll go back to the pen
instead of wondering when
i'm crawling back into bed
thinking that i’ll try again

then i awoke from my sleep
i couldn’t breathe
you comfort me then turn over
bury yourself underneath
i felt an ache in my teeth
i guess i grind in my sleep
from stress that lives somewhere deep
for what i sow, i must reap

every locked door needs a key
but there’s no reason i’d flee
got everything that i need
cause you got my soul to keep
i took an arrow to the knee
i know for you i’d take three
pain to the highest degree
i know you won’t disagree

i left la now every day is so oh so cold
i understand that’s what it takes to change your postal code
change inside my soul, not like i lost it on the road
it’s buried in a closet or the basement, i don’t know

panic

betrayed

produced by: death do us apart

lyrics:
she wears a halo made of broken glass
the windshield starts to crack
and i crack too
my bones werent made for this
they werent made for this

you looked thru me like u could just pass thru
but are you just broken, bleeding too?

i never wanted it to be this way

all this medication
no cause for celebration 
ill never be, ill never be the same
what you took from me
things ill never get back
watch me thru the looking glass

youre in my arteries
clotting up my blood
you make it hard for me
hard for me just to move on

bury me with my eyes wide open
(are you as lost as i am?)

bury me with my eyes wide open
(and are you struggling to find where you stand?)

smb2l

daine

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