Saya_ᏇᏗᏖᏋᏒᏋᎴ ᎶᏗᏒᎴᏋᏁ ᎧᎦ ᏕᎧᏬᏝᏕ(prod sayako)

3 3 - Me Or Him, More Or Less  (club Twoloves Karaoke Night Exclusive)

(vol. #​‎3.5)「And This Always Happens」

https://open.spotify.com/track/1kym5flo1tktPLLBjLrYmZ?si=3a00d787be004119

i stared deep in her eyes
now i'm falling thru time
she's a witch in disguise
watch her die everytime
with a smile and a laugh
i got stuck in her plans
she wants me in her grasp
i'll keep fighting til i can't

be nice 2 me
u ruined everything !!!

i'm not ur frend
but not ur enemy !!!!!

i'll scream & shout 
i'll cry & pout !!!!!

i'll kill myself
if ur 2 mean 2 me !!!!!!

desmi

be nice 2 me!!! / higurashi 北条 沙都子

(Off-Screen)「Nothing Ever Happens Here Anways...」

https://open.spotify.com/track/6iYwx9CfyyrRMaVEa0GX68?si=d829574bf39a4242

school days, wrong story... ////rena/kotonoha?

lyrics:

(L: u took my luv, used that
R: ur pretty hair, all black
L: went2 ur house, sit back
R: i used2 feel attached)

my eyes on u, so sad
ur pretty hair, all black
we used to walk, hold hands

i used to feel - attached

u took my luv, used that
i took my knife, went back
to ur house, sit back

close the door - relax

when i'm done with u
i'm done with me

we weren't meant to be
i'm so sorry

i got pushed to shame
and now u bleed

this seems to be the end
of "love" stories

Can I ask you one thing?
I loved you....
But did you feel the same?
You hurt me...
I just wanted something-
Between us...
But all this hatred told me-
"It's worthless..."

end of love (and hate?) #whentheycry竜宮 レナ

mix & prod me @sanriosouls no sample #totono

"My battery is dying."
"Need to recharge."

"You & Me."

Spent like a hundred hours onto you
Blood seeps out my heart in a pool
How could things end so bad? I think it's cruel
I sacrificed myself, yeah like a fool

Wish you were honest, I didn't want this
Things could've played a whole lot diff'
Now I'm bleeding out, there's no one to help
The only thing you're saying is I did this to myself

Pawn in your game
I'm playing in your place
Manipulate me and I'll do as you say
Your heart is so cold
But there's light on your face
I know it's not my fault
But I'll take the blame

Spent like a hundred hours onto you
Blood seeps out my heart in a pool
How could things end so bad? I think it's cruel
I sacrificed myself, yeah like a fool

Empty, shallow
Everything feels awful
In your shadow
Always never thoughtful
Throwing words out
All of them hurtful
It's a disaster I cannot handle

Spent like a hundred hours onto you
Blood seeps out my heart in a pool
How could things end so bad? I think it's cruel
I sacrificed myself, yeah like a fool

"Recharging."
"Having sex."
"What?"
"Kissing triggers the event flag."
"Don't treat Shinichi like your plaything!"

"You & Me."

sacrifice #denpasong

( Return / vol . # ​‎4evr ?)

https://open.spotify.com/track/2cnMjAZ5Bvt5l96nXT2jUH?si=64e60677da56400a

Sorry for inactivity, I've been working on other projects cuz this one was kinda boring to me since i last posted. I plan on returning but I have to resituate myself with this kinda music cuz i've been disconnecting from it a bit lol

recorded this with my actual guitar and i might make more like this too if ppl like it, i got sum more with real guitar so i can probaly make a mix or something

lyrics:

stay inside ashamed
i didn't want this
bring me food
a note saying you love me
"leave me alone"
i say but i don't mean it
hide in the corner
covered by my blanket

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise

grab my chest, i feel my heart is pounding
sweat drips off, i'm nervous and i'm shaking
now you're mad, it seems you really hate me
i did wrong but can you really blame me?

"you don't seem the type who would do this..."
it was the situation i was put in
go to the store
repent for my actions
i'll make it up to you
that i promise...

everything can't always be so nice. [ Class B 一之瀬 帆波 ]

https://soundcloud.com/heartsayako
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https://soundcloud.com/heartsayako

ᏉᏋᏒᎴᏗᏁᏖ ᏒᎥᏉᏋᏒᏰᏗᏁᏦ, ᏕᏋᎮᏋᏒᏗᏖᏋ ᎮᏒᎧᏝᎧᎶᏬᏋ

$ister02ᵇᵉᶦⁿᵍ ᵘⁿᵖᵒᵖᵘˡᵃʳ ᴵˢ ᵃˡˢᵒ ᵃ ᵏᶦⁿᵈ ᵒᶠ ᵖᵒᵖᵘˡᵃʳᶦᵗʸ Prod sister02𝓼𝓮𝓷𝓼𝓮 Was it worth it ?(Talent show One take)

"OMG YURI !!! I'M SOOOO HAPPY UR BACK !!!"

my room's in need of decoration
a picture's more than words
but i couldn't save them </3
if memory serves right
it's not so bad at all
i'll draw us holding hands
and hang it on the wall

what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry
what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry

u don't have to hold my hand so hard
ur afraid of letting go
ur intentions don't have to be so dark
but i know, but i know
go out 2 the club, yeah it's on me
lately I've been feeling like a zombie
staring at the wall like can u call me?
cuz I've been feeling numb
i'm sobbing, withdrawing 

my room's in need of decoration
a picture's more than words
but i couldn't save them </3
if memory serves right
it's not so bad at all
i'll draw us holding hands
and hang it on the wall

what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry
what do u mean?
ur scared i'm leaving
it's not just "acting"
i love you, so please don't cry


what do you mean? ily <3 (prod. koretta)

featuring @nekomiii, prod @sanriosouls

"I never asked for any of this to happen, so I ran away and I'm never going back. If they catch me, they'll kill me. So I'm asking you.."

empty stares around
i can't figure out
what's bringing me down
my soul's on the ground
my minds in the clouds
my feelings don't feel cute
i don't know what to do :(
(what to do, what to do)
i'll follow after you, so go ahead
and there's something wrong
with that look on ur face
eyes tell me it all
i made a mistake
and i'd rather decease
than 2 be in your way
(in your way, in your way okay)

i saw this girl when i was searching the web
for a way to escape my reality
just hold me tight
say that ur mine
and maybe i'll be okay

and maybe i'll be okay
if you stick right with me

stars will pass
as our love lasts
no matter what, ur safe with me
so even when ur dying
i'm dying right beside you
let's hold our hands to sleep

a damaged heart
it makes the perfect start
to tear myself apart
to put me in the dark
now there's no spark of love
it got replaced and shoved
there's a lovely dove
but it has no one...

"Don't tell anyone else about me. It's the least you could do..."

everything can't always be so nice. [ Class B 一之瀬帆波 ]

desmi ꒰ა❤︎໒꒱

everything can't always be so nice. [ Class B 一之瀬 帆波 ]

desmi ꒰ა❤︎໒꒱

everything can't always be so nice. [ Class B 一之瀬帆波 ]