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julia alexa complete

Sad N

toothbrushing music 11

Overthinking to much a playlist

Global

Sad lofi hip hop & slow beats with emotional vocals | <a href="https://open.spotify.com/playlist/71019EDcRamfMmOEEoTdEu?si=1ec25f545d764d3d">Sleepy Lofi</a> | <a href="https://open.spotify.com/playlist/2YHJ9HYj50h5eEmSKAySCw?si=d0581b98c902426d">Chill Bea

the bootleg boy

𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠 𝙡𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙡𝙮, 𝙞 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙭 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩...

please check out her youtube and tiktok she’s an amazing artist!!!!

as the world caves in sarah cothran

Thank you to everyone on the support of my debut song One More I Love You, Ive had this song written since I was 15 years old and I'm so happy I can share a part of my life with you guys. This song has made me so happy, sad, and anxious and I hope it helps you cope with whatever life has brought you the way it did for me.

One More I Love You

https://soundcloud.com/heroesings

Stream on Spotify - https://sptfy.com/myheartisbleeding

Lyrics:
Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop
That's all I ask

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have, you're all I have

Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop
That's all I ask

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have

Wait wait, please don't leave, 
wait wait, please don't leave wait wait
you're all I have, you're all I have

Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop
That's all I ask
Forgive me
My heart is bleeding
Please make it stop

Spotify ❤️

Heroe & the bootleg boy - my heart is bleeding

please hold me

You look lonely x Drowning by Vague003

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

Losing track of who i’m supposed to be
It’s hard to feel free
When you’re stuck in the in between
And all you want is someone to take you far
Away from where you are
A place to find your heart, again

Oh i’m not ready to give you up just yet
But right now it’s tough cause you can’t see the end

Nothing seem matter anymore
Why am i here, i feel so alone
It’s like i got a dagger in my chest
All i wanna do is stay in bed
Think i got lost in the darkness
Trying to find my way back home
Why am i here, i feel so alone
I don’t wanna die, but i think i’m gone

why am i here, i feel so alone

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me

(self harming i'm addicted to pain
blood flowing down the drain 
u fucked up my whole brain 
cause i still want u to have my last name)~

(skele)
what does it feel like to wake up with closure
drinking alone i've been drunk since october
hoping for change told my mom i'd get sober
blood from my veins ill bleed till it's over
and im so scared that i cant fix the breaks u made
and it's not fair cause i'd be fine if u just stayed
sometimes i wish u were just so i could get sum fucking sleep
sometimes i wish u were baby you are everything i need

(casperrr)
look at the place im in 
notice the pain i feel 
sometimes i wish u were here
so i could have u close 2 me 

look at the way i live
notice the way i bleed
i hide my scars under   sleeves
but i always have blades close 2 me (2x)

look at the place i'm in w/skele (pekarot)

The Papercut Chronicles

Cupid's Chokehold / Breakfast in America

so low

Chill lofi rap song that touches on the bad and good sides of love whilst learning to love god and family for life

KAY9INE -NO LOVE LEFT

You Broke My Heart Again

🎶 Stream Everywhere
→ https://too.fm/zzkrom4

Tracklist:
1. Emperor Yu
2. Listen to the Wind; it Guides Us
3. For A Dream, You Do Anything
4. Family
5. Memory Of The Dragon Dance

https://soundcloud.com/kainbeats

Spotify

kainbeats - Heritage

hold me like this one will be the last time 

prod: michael harrison and gavin hadley 
master: @onlyfriendyeah

i took a trip out to vegas 
and you had lost your wallet 
i think we both tried to save it 
i think i knew i can't stop it 
cause baby we were breaking 
so many cracks spread without 
and by the time that it had split 
we had planned out a house 

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

i'd give up everything i have to fix the things ruined
but i just can't make myself put my heart through it 

i don't want it to stop 
i can't feel it all 
i don't want you gone 
i ran right through the wall

tell me everything
you want it too
i can't be your rendezvous
even if i tried 
i couldn't even if i wanted to
i always lose 
it's the truth 

i don't think that we can try again
now there's no me without you 
and baby i know that you lied again 
cause that's just what we do 
tell me that everything will be alright 
hold me like this one will be the last time 
kiss me so softly, i'll cry the whole night
grab on my body and look in my eyes 
look in my eyes

i can't love you enough 
i'll try my best till it's done 
(did i say too much, did i say too much?)
baby you're all that i want 
i wish you'd tell me that once

icantloveyouenough

🎶 Stream Everywhere
→ https://spoti.fi/44ydcBu

Tracklist:
1. Floating City
2. Long Grass
3. Slow Flowing River
4. Fluffy Clouds
5. Towering Pines

https://soundcloud.com/booneislonely

boone - Deep In The Woods

bathroom floor

@rxseboy - TALKING TO MYSELF (prod. ttthou)

side effects

@rxseboy - DO YOU MISS ME YET? (prod. autrioly)

LYRICS:
I try my best but it’s never enough
I parallel peers and stare in disgust
And over these years I hate who I was
I look in the mirror who have I become
I tailor my image to someone I lust
I burry my pride in someone I trust
Just look in these eyes and tell me I'm loved
Cause I can feel I never hear it enough
Tear myself down every moment I'm given
Would anyone notice if I turned up missing?
I fell off the face of the earth, would legacy burn?
Would anybody care to listen?
I need a mission, I need a purpose
I need the drive to tell me I'm worth it
I need a person to stand in my corner to work with
I don't need to be perfect

I’ll just stay in my loneliness
In my bed you see only lonely things

I never want to be famous
And I hate the pictures I painted
I drew in the lines and I made it
Strip all of my numbers I'm naked
I bottle my image in wine till I bleed through the page that I'm dying inside
If I pen all my problems in nursery rhymes I can leave you a legacy after I die
Did I try, or never enough?
I wear a disguise and call it a bluff
At the end of my life will I lay in a tub
With a pool full of blood and a half-empty cup
And were you surprised or wishing me luck?
I bleed for reach it's out of touch
I spent all this time and never arrived
If I were to die would you give a-

never enough [The Bootleg boy X po9t]

produced by Jacob Vallen & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-
on these warm September nights
fireflies dance in your eyes
we can take out time
I don't wanna grow up, we got the rest of our lives
time stood still when you kissed my cheek
when I close my eyes I see us in dreams
try to soak up this moment and make it last
when we're old and grey, hope we look back on

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Neverland don't seem so far away
when I'm by your side, I know I'll be okay
I know you know
soon we'll find us a home
hold tight, we're almost there
I'll hold your hand and push back your hair
look me in the eye when you say that you want this 
forever and ever and ever and ever and ever

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

past lives, we were seventeen
I'll write songs for you and me
stay here, we can make-believe
stand strong, baby we're evergreen

please stay
take it day by day
and I don't wanna know a life without you
tell me what's it gonna take?
please stay

Seventeen Evergreen

rather be lonely

open heart surgery

Pink Skies

bandaids

half alive

I Love You So F***ing Much

Wonderful Nothing

Living in Color

Living in Color (feat. Jeoff Harris)

VANITY

I'd Rather Pretend

Overthinking pt 4

time flies

the way you really feel

Her Little Dance w/Svar & Promoting Sounds

Apple Music - music.apple.com/us/artist/ollie/1325387508

Produced by RRAREBEAR
Additional Guitar by Chris Godfrey
Violin by Nelson Moneo
Mix & Master by Jay Kurzweil

- Ollie -
open.spotify.com/artist/5OyoCvyau6TiGqcCKnDBCR
@olly-raps
twitter.com/OllieRaps
www.instagram.com/ollie_raps/
www.facebook.com/OllieRaps/

Blue Nights

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Ollie - Blue Nights

Empty home...

Discover Thomas Reid:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0dcxj82ddksd6tDDcJgbqo?si=-O1Ii6RgTaKCD8_BdvoQvQ&dl_branch=1
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/thomasreidmusic
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thomasreidmusic/

Discover Foster:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/6vCIRD06VaQwwaZS0TqiCz?si=PWnmWz7fR46aOA-QUCXOKA
Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/foster615
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/foster615

Discover the bootleg boy:
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2i17uDAKnwPO7PlDT4nLaz
Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thebootlegboy/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@thebootlegboy

Lyrics:
Is it my fault
That I'm
All on my own
I sure hope
That you'll call

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Yeah
I’ve been rotting away in these sheets
Wondering if you’re in somebody else’s
It’s been a month, every week it only gets harder
Ain’t felt this broken and empty
Yeah I know it’s probably my fault you don’t have to convince me
You really fixed me
But now that you’re not here to hold me together I’m falling apart
Yeah
Numb to the core
Cold to the touch
Without you it’s dark
Can’t see myself in the mirror cause I don’t exist if I’m not in your heart
And you’ve made it clear you’ve moved on
I hate it here
My moods gone to a new low
Don’t know how to let you go
So…

I’ve been
Holding my breath
No reason to breath out
I’m turning blue
You’re pulling my lungs out

Comparing my life to everybody else’s
Without you here, this living feels selfish

Running away
I think of you everyday
I’ll throw myself in traffic
Just to see something change
Or to see if you care

I can’t take blank stares
Baby smother me with pillows
Till we float in the air

Is it my fault
Everyone I know's gone
It's so cold
empty home

Thomas Reid x Foster x the bootleg boy - Is it My Fault?

One 2012 Best Hits

Little Talks

Andromeda (feat. D.R.A.M.)

Andromeda (feat. DRAM)

check our youtube for more lofi mixes 
www.youtube.com/thebootlegboy

Track List:
0:00 luv.ly - in luv
1:49 Alembic - I fall in love, too easily
4:17 corya - easylike
5:49 Nymano - lost & different
7:38 driver - the eye of truth
10:19 Caleb Belkin - Water
12:16 idealism - Lonely
14:08 Caleb Belkin - for her.
15:54 hisohkah - school rooftop

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TRA$H - WORRY

dreams of you

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/track/0f0gfm6wHjhqrBMHBn9Ajr?si=YAZdXbsdSkysNqsOJWi7CQ

dl: https://www.dropbox.com/s/3ymcdxsntjajpfp/I%20Don%27t%20Sleep.mp3?dl=0

Also available on apple music and itunes

Sarcastic Sounds - I Don't Sleep

not mine not mine NOT MINE NOTMINENOTMINEESJKFKU
I JUST NEEDED A WAY TO LISTEN TO THIS AMAZINGNESS ON LOOP IM TOO BROKE FOR UTUBE RED

ABBEY IS AMAZING SO FUCKING CUTE AND HAVE YOU HEARD HER BREEZEBLOCKS COVER???icryiswaer

FOR ACTUAL ARTIST, CHECK THIS BEAUTY OUT!!!
>>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oyW0CSAiufc <<<<

Hardest Part - Abbey Glover

If I Had An Airplane (Ft. Emily James)

@sadboyprolific 
@pauli-niemi

just another sad song...

Lyrics:
V1
I’m sick of loving 
Every time it’s just a misconception
I find a girl 
and she lead me into a new dimension
Thinking bout the future
Counting out all of our blessings
And then I find out it’s all fake
And she leaves me guessing
I guess I learned my lesson
I guess we’re better ended
I wish I never gave my heart out
Dummy should’ve kept it
Just like a piece of paper
She ripped my heart in half
I guess this kind of thing is something I won’t ever have
But it’s fine
Soon I’ll just get used to it
To keep my mind off of love
I’ll just do stupid shit
I fell asleep
Questioning is anyone for me
Laying on my back using 
Music as a remedy
Listening and writing
All these sad songs
Happy for a bit
But doesn’t last long
I’m Trynna find the joy
In all this chaos
Keep on praying
for my future hope it pays off

Hook
Broke my heart I
U tore it in two
So why am I
Still thinking of u

V2
Lately it’s fuck emotions
Grab the dope and then I roll it
I’ve been tripping off the potent
Honestly I’m omnipotent 
Used to think about r memories
I cleared em like my history 
Wrote this in a grave 
To set the scene
Cuz love is dead to me
R love was one sided
I know u ain’t felt the same
I bet u relish the fact
That I fucking felt this pain
U gave me comfort
U were like my shelter from the rain
Gripping the razor blade I swear I’d never love again
I’ll keep that promise
Trust me I won’t break it
I’ll rip my heart out of my chest
And chain it in the basement
Knocking bottles til I’m wasted
Clear to see I’m changing
Rather stick to blazing
Then the dreams that I’ve been chasing

V3
I know hearts don’t physically break 
but my chest hurts
I can still smell her perfume
On my sweatshirt 
They say that time can heal
Soon I’ll feel better
But all that can heal this
Is if I never met her
Story never ends 
If the story never starts
Take these sad feelings
Trynna turn them into art
Paintbrush light stroke 
Out all of my feelings
Spitting shit typing quick
Keep writing lyrics
Take the wheel I can’t see
But keep steering
Moving on kicking out 
My past demons
And I’m not walking I’ll be running 
From this torture
I see the light
Do my best to move forwards

scars on my heart | Feat. SadBoyProlific (Prod. Slipfunc)

The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus- Your Guardian Angel

state lines, novo amor but it's slowed and you're napping on a rainy evening

sometimes a label, sometimes a producer.

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