Prod by @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
whyd you say that you would stay, when youd just leave anyway
im not fuckin with the way, that you always run away
you been gone since last May, and i miss you every day
swear to god im not okay, put my feelings on display

i got a hole up in my chest
i turn down everything suggest
i turn em down upon request
no you dont feel what i expressed

now youre gone, im alone, i get drunk, on my own
call me psycho, post malone, im too sad, to get stoned
got these pictures on my phone, memories that ive outgrown
im so lost, in the cold, and my heart dont got a home

i dont even got no rhymes
i just keep it to myself all the time
and if i die before i wake then baby dont cry
know you wouldnt even notice im wasting time

i just tell myself that i dont even really care
suffocating i cant catch a breath of fucking air
always said that youre around if i need you there
you could watch me self destructing but youre unaware

what a joke, what a joke, what a joke
never here, nevermore, hit your phone

Nevermore

nevermore (prod. Gaia)

Lyrics:
im so fucking
hungry
i could eat a field of daisies
im so fucking
tired
i should get some sleep but maybe
its better if i

just stare at the walls
and stare at the ceiling
cause its better this way 
than to say how im feeling
probably wouldnt understand
i know thats why youre leaving
but thanks for taking time
pretending like you really believe me

you
gotta survive so i dont blame you for going

im
skin and bones, so maybe i can die soon
ill stay alone, didnt say where i can find you
im on my own, know you didnt wanna ride too
im running low, but ill save you from my life too

Hungry

HUNGRY

i can't pinpoint what this song is about, but it means a lot to me.
i love each n every 1 of you so much w all my heart
hope you enjoy. 🍂
prod. @wisssery & @pekarot_161

~~lyrics~~
now get the fuck out 
this ain’t even a house 
and i’m not proud 
but my head is getting loud
soul is screaming to get down
i’m not as greedy as i sound
not as greedy as i sound 
don’t turn around

clogs in my brain cause i’m selfish 
and if there’s a blade in my vein
never felt it
guess i'm forced to play 
till i cave from exhaustion
i'm already dazed
get away; you’re obnoxious

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

i’ve been up all week
won’t sleep tight
i can’t brush my teeth
nor eat right
way too many dreams
seem to terrorize
every single sheep 
when i shut-eye 

let’s drift down the creek, till i notice
it’s my time to leave, hope you know this
isn’t about me; my emotions 
tend to dive too deep into motion 

ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(save me)
ice thin; drowning on the daily 
would you care to stop by?
quick someone save me
(i’m gonna drown)

how the fuck am i alive?
tell me what am i
in the pond i spot a lotus
coloring me blind
fuck a nine to five 
i wanna live a life
i wonder if i’ll flourish or 
lie among the vines 

dad is in the yard smoking packs
till he’s greener
momma wears a mask 
so her past looks cleaner
fully out of grasp 
with my siblings’ demeanors
mind is running laps, i collapse
in the bleachers

tell me what the fuck i gotta say
just for you to stay
i’ll pray upon the stars
but they all seem to fade
i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar 

fuck around, now i’m throwing up
stay away, imma fall in love
too late, maybe i’ll be fine
lead me to a better life

broken but i’m holding on
to the universe i’m below a pawn 
any given moment i could lose it all
the sound of silence is a subtle call

𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩?.. 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘩! 𝘪 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶.
𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘯𝘢 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺.
𝘤𝘩𝘳𝘪𝘴?! 𝘺𝘰𝘶’𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦?!
𝘪 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪’𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶! :(

i tell me i don’t really know any better
sell me; just another scar for the beggar

color me blind [prod. wisssery x pekarot]

1st song is for the lovers
2nd is for the broken hearted

postcard ft sewerperson (prod Mantra)

Got to see what this prevails
Sure I'm gonna talk about it even if I fail
Pour my fucking heart in this shit
I don't follow trails
Never gonna walk without this crutch until I'm pale
Deep inside the forest, take a tour
I'll see you there
Empty bottle snoring, rain be pouring
You'll forget that
Only course of action is to step beyond the tree lines
These pines hold
The might to unmold

You're just a fraction of perception
Everything you know deception
Ego craving that intention
Overthinking that inflection
Loving every each obsession
But it's all in your mind
Nothing really fucking matters
I'm not lagging behind
Spending every waking second
Ask me how could I pass judgement on another
If I stare up in the mirror
Scared. Don't suffer
Crazy but it's all in your head
Project your fucking consciousness to where you will head

Stay afloat
Thoughts flow down stream quick
Choosing what you focus on
Let decay the other songs
Too much get you sea sick
Throwing up Hennessy; quick
Tomorrow got work at three; quit
Learning nothing with my time
I'm tired of trying to fit in line
Scared of not succeeding
Must learn to walk all on my own
Fear sets I faulter
Mask my tone
We all living on this planet till we're cold like stone
Better learn to love yourself
Conscious melts off the cone
Everything is fake, there's no meaning to it
You're your own god, best believe it
Cause we look back to the past

Try to grasp, running fast
You are leaving from the place you once knew
Now the sky isn't blue
And you cry every night wishing that you had knew
Things forever changing
Always temporary
Look past all the pain
It's only memory

The Forest (bonus track)

produced by lostcage
featuring @flesh

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
my heart hurts when i see you
but i guess that it's all my fault
oh if only she knew
i'm a mess without her to call
[x2]

[@flesh]
if only you knew
what you meant to me
then hopefully you wouldn't assume
that something went wrong
but my perspective is i left to improve
let's figure this out
just one kiss i knew
we'd be entangled
it takes two to tango
wondered if you'd ever take my hand
i still remember the first day
to me you're an angel
if only you meant that
all of this could be heaven
the least you could do is try
willing to put in my all
is it too much to give up?
i got some habits i know
i just stress about it way too much,
don't wanna lose you
i don't know what i'd do
not a fan of myself but i love you

[@lottaheart]
my heart hurts when i see you
but i guess that it's all my fault
oh if only she knew
i'm a mess without her to call
[x2]

my heart hurts when i see you
baby i need you
you don't need me at all
[x2]

if only [lostcage]

False heros (prod. dash)

Thanks for mixing @lilsadeyes :)
@qawikamri

Lyrics: 
Short Blonde hair Mrs.
I want your red lip kisses 
To resew all of my stitches
All this hurt and you can fix it 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

You can give me a new start 
And play a big part 
I'll call you my sweetheart 
We both need that restart 
Help each other not to fall apart

Short blonde hair Mrs.
I want your red lip kisses 
To resew all of my stitches 
All this hurt and you can fix it 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

Baby I feel like fate lead us here 
All the stars aligned, I see nothing I can fear 
All the problems in my mind they just disappeared
You can call me anytime you know that i'm here 

Short blonde hair Mrs.
I really want your kisses 
Burned all of my bridges 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

I remember we cuddled up that day 
Heart beat calm and all my problems washed away
Watch the sun rise up to a new day 
I think i'm gonna enjoy my stay 

You know i'm crazy for you 
I see perfectly through my eyes that are blue 
It's true that you're my 
Short blonde hair 
Short blonde hair Mrs.

Short Blonde Mrs. (Prod. TundraBeats)

cet album est pour toi

i'm a punk rock boy, baby girl don't get it twisted
i can't waste my time i know you fine but you won't listen
everything's better when you stay up out my business
but its hard, real hard when you're spyin from the kitchen, look

every girl i meet is fuckin trife, like what is life?
i been grippin at the knife, i need a light
please don't ask me if i'm fine, i'm not alright
i don't really wanna end, but i'll take my life

if you tell me that i'm wrong, you might be a song
it might truly hurt to hear a thousand people sing along
you could tell me that i'm fake, that i'm not the same
it won't change the way you acted, you're the one i've got to blame so...

(be yourself, ty for listening <3)

a message

a message (epilogue)(p. joemay)

i know it's been a minute..

producer links:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC04zau-oEQwOaG3y2xz9fQw

https://soundcloud.com/8rokeboy

Daylight Dreamer [prod. 8ROKEBOY]

Lyrics:
i had too many things to say
i write the same shit every day
im scared while i be on my way
too anxious to know that im gonna be okay

cuz you know im a bad dream
i get lost i dont 'member me
then you call on a memory
but you know it aint meant to be

i just cant breathe you already know
panic inside i pick up my phone
try to type a message cuz im never alone
i dont want them hearing what goes on in my dome

on repeat on the daily now
tryna stay sane but im crazy now
yeah i wish that i was faded now
so i dont have to think of how i hate it now

its late at night and i can not sleep
trapped inside this anxiety
been distressed just to say the least
i still aint know the fuck wrong with me

i just gotta take a breathe and calm down
need sedation and i need it all now
i been clean the plug im bouta call now
this so fucking hard im bouta fall now

i had to many things to say
i write the same shit every day
im scared while i be on my way
too anxious to know that im gonna be okay

cuz you know im a bad dream
i get lost i dont 'member me
then you call on a memory
but you know it aint meant to be

memory (prod vader)

✿ ·.△☾·⊹ ✿

－ ｆａｍ －

@acidcastle
@guardinmusic
@qawikamri
@itsyungvan
@kvnny

Daylight Dreamer [prod. 8ROKEBOY]

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