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featuring @rivilin
produced by @madatracker
artwork by @slothboipapi

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BREATHLESS (FT. RIVILIN)

[lyrics]
how do i feel
how do i move on
how do i breathe
how do i let go

i feel empty
i feel so cold

can anyone 
help me

tired of always being wrong
and im tired of my heart always being so torn
im so tired of the pain from my wrists being sore
it's the only way i feel don't you judge me anymore

im so alone
can i get away
this is gettin old
i think im boutta break

i wanna go to bed
and hope i never wake
i wanna end it all
but i hesitate

how do i breathe
how do i live
how do i try
to forgive

was it my fault
do i even care 
do i let go 
or do i live in fear

why do i try
it's better gettin high
it's better stayin low
saying i wanna die

i'm on an empty drive
i don't know where to turn
wherever i end up
it's none of my concern

how do i move on
how do i breathe
how do i let go

i feel empty
i feel so cold

daedra - how do i feel, how do i move on [prod. heath stone]

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Go (Prod.Thislandis x Damonvitucci)

fake

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I’m so fucked up I don’t belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I’m doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another timeline

everything is all right, no more suicide, no
I don’t wanna see the death of my friends in this world again
cus it’s too much to take, it’s to my to fake
just put on another smile, ill wear that mask until my grave

waking in the break room, turn around to see you
but you're looking straight through me again
crippled by emotions, no notions of lust ahead
maybe this is love, but I’m frozen, eroding till I meet my end 

changing topics in my head, these thoughts they race I can’t pretend
that I’m okay, but I’m just fading in the background, it’s here ill stay
these walls, its were I just hide, listen to you, watch you cry
rush of emotions in my head, why did you choose them over me

looking at the good memories they don’t outweigh the bad ones
looking over corners, watching you sink in the shadows, tear me apart

changing paths, I’m losing my way, all inside my dreams again
I miss you baby girl so won’t you come and save my world
I’m sick to death of being alone, what did I do, I was wrong
my clouded thoughts don’t come to words, what’s the point now that your gone

sing about you in these songs, I'm so fucked up I don't belong here
anyway smoke another bowl ill just pass out.
waking up to sun fall, everything is all gone
I think I'm doing fine, maybe ill wake up in another time

Coming to terms with death was never my expertise
boarding up what i called home, body frail, im so weak
you've been dragging my casket on your back for so long,
I dont blame you for leaving, I just never thought you would.

Timeless

Produced by me and my homie g https://soundcloud.com/deademane

bottle hit the bone, glass stuck in my eyes
tryna wade out from emotion caught in my sight
but I don't feel like I'm gonna get back up again
taking another bar then my life will suspend
knife in my back from my best friend,
no, you can't comprehend the feeling of drowning, the feeling is gone
screaming out my throat till it bleeds,
you don't feel the chemicals between I just want to sink
down down down,
crowded hospitals where patients want to sing
beautiful songs of us dying until we don't want to speak
yeah, yeah, yeah
take it or leave me
nose white not breathing
Yeah, yeah
these addictions never were issues, till I met you, you caused a constriction in my mind
relapsing on the good times, not the best times, but I wouldn’t give it up if I had the chance
but you gave up on me in the best way, saying that I’m just gonna leave so you just flake
desperation in the worst way, what changed, manic again when you’re cutting me down from the inside
no insight, I was only seventeen man, falling in love with the drugs in a new way
falling in love with you was a mistake, have another dose of nicotine just to calm down
down, the comedowns so steep, teetering on just fine to manic depressed
gotta cope in a new way, cope with a few fakes, all I got is the crew and the music

Chemical Fiend (Co-prod deademane)

Prod. desmo

Lyrics:
Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water
And take a breath
Breath x3

I don't want to breathe another breath
With knowing all the secrets you kept
From me, I've been thinking
Maybe i'd be cheating 
If I knew what you'd be doing
In the back of a malibu

Yeah he coming onto you, yeah
Yeah you think you're in the mood, yeah
Yeah he saying everything, yeah
Everything you wanna do, yeah

Yeah, and it feels so right
That he made your night
'Till you see that I texted you
"When u coming home? I miss u"

Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water (yeah)
And take a breath
Breath x3

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
What you did, what you did

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
When you say, "Can I stay?"

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
What you did, what you did

I don't wanna hear about it
I don't wanna talk about it
When you say, "Can I stay?"

Sometimes I wanna soak my head in the water
And take a breath~

Scuba Dive

lyric video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g7LGr3Ky5Wc

available on sadchill: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E23xWD40hCQ

featuring @leoivmusic
produced by @fantommuzik

☆☆☆☆

[lyrics]
[skylarallen]
Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care 
It’s all the same to me 
I take one step forward and four steps back 
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere 
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care 
So leave me alone I can’t be close to what you need from me 
I can’t be myself 
Until you let me catch my breath and breathe
Times change people change yeah they walk away 
But I don’t ever really listen to em anyways
I know the difference when I see it look em in the face 
See their opinions never mattered to me either way 
You won’t save me 
I can’t save you 
Try to change me 
But you never do 
Some things never change
That’s the bitter truth 
But we try anyway 
Yeah we see it through 

Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care
It’s all the same to me
I take one step forward and four steps back
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care

[leo iv]
i know you want someone else 
BBsimon on my belt 
is it wrong that i cant tell 
how the fuck did i end up in hell 
another day where i stay awake 
i dont wanna go & take a break 
its breaking me when i see ya face  
tell me how do i leave this place oh  
diamond dancing yelling my name  
everyday im out of my mind 
or out of my brain 
nightmares talking yelling my name 

[skylarallen]
Woke up I was living in a nightmare 
Always knew that I would never feel right here 
Everybody acting different what do I care
It’s all the same to me
I take one step forward and four steps back
Feels I’m only ever going nowhere
And I don’t need your words inside my head
I need a way to get away I don’t care

nightmare (ft. leo iv)

Lil Agony - Heartbroken ( Remix)

Feat vocals from my homie:
: https://soundcloud.com/ripthepetals
Feat Guitar from my homie
https://www.instagram.com/oden_johansson/?hl=en
Art was done by my homie:
https://www.instagram.com/muskisdead/
Just stay just stay for awhile
vision blurring i fall back lose track of time
hands on ears yeah outside just gets so loud
scared to death of confrontation ill be back in awhile

no shame i just break, on knees i cant fake my composure
feel like im just used, between two people you tear me apart
cus i didnt understand it, im left repremanded by my friends and the ones that i love
try to gain composure we fall to exposure, i guess you couldnt take that you judge from above

look at the blood moon consume me
skin shakes to stone the dust that surrounds thee
shadows and footsteps fluttering all around me i thought this dim light would keep me safe
but who am i kidding this journeys so long but ill fight until my grave

-- ripthepetals

I can feel him grabbing at my leg, I think his dragging me to hell
I just took some valium, you know that I am crazy for the pill

Goth kid with the cut wrist
I say im fine but im suffering
Big riv got the ritalin
Laced what im sipping in
I dont really care, bitch give it here
We really living in a false hell
Little vemon when im spitting, im wishing the best worlds
We really going down again
Im wishing we were more then friends

BURN ME FT. RIPTHEPETALS & ODEN JOHANSSON

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