original - https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt/seasonal-depression-prod-iof

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Skele x IOF - Seasonal Depression (branwen flip)

old song, made by me and @ er1ksn <3

winterhaven days
feels like yesterday
we kept our doors open
keys were tossed away
never shouldve stayed
fuck those winterdays

you called me up at night
to tell me i was dumb
i was so drunk one night
i called u up, it stung
in my heart for long
so thankful for the rum, now

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

summer at the place
we used to run away
u used to laugh when i
sung and acted lame
i hope u are ok
and that u are the same, as then

we played hide n seek
out there till the dawn
when i found u, u said
i took way too long
im thankful for those days
but they dont seem to fade, for me

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

a day to remember
then came november
u had to tell me
u were leaving

serenade to the girl who broke my heart in middle school

Lyrics:

at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run


-
at the helm of this
i'm suffering
this cargo ship push on
hearts hard to give
when i'm spilling my 
rose red guts
at the end of it
i'm checking in
did you have your fun
i felt nothin but
it's funny cuz
you suggested i run

stowaway (<3guts)

featuring https://soundcloud.com/lilcapi guitar by https://soundcloud.com/darrenkmusic
prod/mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!
music.anxietyattacksmusic.com/falling-down

LYRICS:
I'm so sick of falling down
I just need someone around
I've spent way too many nights getting faded at my house
I'm so sick of falling down
In the dirt, don't leave me now
I'm my worst, you're at your best
When you never come around

I'll listen to your favorite stations
I'll even drop you my location
I'll take you anywhere you wanna go
I'll tell you anything you wanna know
Wasting time again, staying up all night
I've been tryna make things right

I'm so sick of falling down
I just need someone around
I've spent way too many nights getting faded at my house
I'm so sick of falling down
In the dirt, don't leave me now
I'm my worst, you're at your best
When you never come around

Other Streaming <3

Falling Down (feat. Lil Capi)

ever the ghost - leaps and bounds (prod. ds2s1 + jusickbeats)

sober now
i'm off your love
and i've just begun
i'm not who i was 
when my anxiety
would leave me there
unconscious
burning piles of leaves
until i've got nothing
like i'm stuck in one place
don't want to die in this lake
suddenly rearranged
i think i'm starting to change
see i was already lost
i was already found
you can not kill me now
cause i'm already gone
you can not shut me out
you can not bring me down
i'm sorry i lost my way
i'm sorry i made this sound
a story as ancient as this one
is not to be undone
thinking about 
the cemetery too long
she said i resemble
when a storms gone

leaps and bounds

Lyrics 

Oh I miss you 
Oh I love you 
Oh I’m sorry 
Oh I want you here

So, I’m right here
Oh why don’t u care
No more like u used to
It’s no way near

030
Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

It’s, hard breathing
The tightness overwhelming 
See my life turning shit, silent screaming
No route reason but I still gotta push on so the guilt won’t build up and then crush on me

It’s, Hard feeling 
No hard feelings for the ones that I spend my energy on but I’m burden the worst kind where everything is uncertain
Words wind up getting lost in translation 
So we just touch the fucking surface

Times been hard been hard but I won't give up
No amount
Of hurt will get me changing thoughts 
I’m home bound
I’m home bound, im not getting lost

We spoke to oceans and trees 
And we took the world by storm on the seas
And I know that how I love isn’t me
Durable but in the end pressure makes sure to seize

Dusk Dreams, a lot of Dusk Dreams
A lot of things I work on to make all my worlds seen
No means, the end has no means 
But in these very moments I show what itmeans

Look at the past thru the rear view
Live in a lie, I don’t mean to
hurt but in the long run this gon 
Burn the both of us so let me take it out right now, I’ve got some tools but ima need u

I guess I was right that u fear truth 
But the same goes for me I just wear 2
layers of skin to protect myself 
When the air gets too thin

cats at sea

Cats at Sea (Sleepy fish)

(2x)
coffee and weed keep me up every day 
i took pill, so i am numb and i could say that i’m ok 
drink away all of my sorrows, cause i love the way it taste 
one day that’ll be the death of me in my grave i will lay 

1 v 1 my johnson, you know she just gon swallow it
lbx my shawty really gotta buncha battle tech
yu-gi-oh i’m showing off that i got the master deck 
some of these emos was talking had to keep ‘em in check 
aye, smokin on straight gas i can drive a whip with it 
aye, y’all moves look reflected, like a wobbuffet 
aye, copycat y’all really look like boba fett 
hey, my flow just too crazy like a maniac 

coffee and weed keep me up every day 
i took pill, so i am numb and i could say that i’m ok 
drink away all of my sorrows, cause i love the way it taste 
one day that’ll be the death of me in my grave i will lay

COFFEE N WEED (forgetaboutme)

He's Dead And Its My Fault

produced by pekarot
thank yall for the support n love recently eee.. n sorry for the random upload but I very much needed to post *this* song, right now- but yeaa >_< im the happiest i can be ily and album with @rejectcore soon sort of :p

i even tried to get the light right
the same color you made it at night
cus i remember that like i remember you and everything i know you werent
and i will always remember everything you, do...
and everything that makes you a little bit, you...
im sorry if i sound fucking stupid but i just fucking miss you...
i only can be there for me now
cause dear grace it hurts to be now
the suns down, and i dont think that its gone come out
this whole songs generic, i know
but what about christmas? 
and what about the bunny we built 
that i cant even have on my desk?
because it hurts my heart too much
because it hurts my heart too much
i wish i didnt fuck this up
i thought we worked easier

i even tried to get the light right
and it still sucks cause YOU didn't do it
the same color you made it at night
thats right now, thats right now......
cause i remember that.
i do, i do;
i remember you :(
all i wanted was to hold your hand
and make sure that we could rule the land
and plant our memories deep in the sand
for people in the future to understand
I HAD THE WORST PAIN IN MY LIFE FOR THE FIRST TIME
WHEN I HEARD THOSE MEOWS IN MY CAR FOR THE FIRST TIME
AND LOOK AT WHAT WE ARE NOW
dear grace im sorry for the bad minutes
and i guess for all the smiles given, if any.
this whole song is pointless
but what about christmas? 
what about your legos we aint get to build?
what about the handbrake i aint get you girl?
what about your pretty music video?
what about your...
FAVORITE NECKLACE, OH NO
did i fuck it up enough to go?
i know i did but i love you with my heart and more.

favorite necklace/i remember you

Photo Credit: https://vsco.co/minnimorgue
I did an acoustic cover of @yvngcrow - Wasting Time. This is still my favorite song anyone's ever done on one of my beats.

He's Dead And Its My Fault

Dahlia Oceania