Ive been busy with school and shit BUT W DYLAN

Why he sound like he takin FILTHY backshots😭😭😭

@dylaanlotus 

*lyrics*

riptenshi: 

why do i even try? 
when no one gives a fuck bout my life 
so why do i even try? 
(why do i try shit?
when everything always goes unnoticed)

my heart, my heart is broken 
they tore, they cut me open 
no ur not the same, the same person 
idk why u've changed, im still uncertain 
drowned in misery and hella bourbon 
u won't even look at me, i hope it's worth it 

im soulless
my body is so vacant 
hold me if u mean it 
hold me if u mean it 
slam the gas forward 
im reaching for my passport 
don't think that i'll make it 
don't know if i'll make it

dylan lotus: 

why the fuck you switchin sides?
aint no point in lovin, i been broken out my mind
i swear i got way too much bullshit in my life
i swear i dont think ill make it out alive
im just hoping youll be hangin by my side

why the fuck you doing this you always grip my spine
and now i dont think ill make it out alive
now im holding the blade of the knife
felt this way for my whole fuckin life





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if u mean it w/ dylan lotus [+prod. pekarot x lavendertxwn]

I'm feeling happier alone than i did with you
Don't bother hitting my phone when you realize it was all true
You're turning into somebody that ill never like
Two wrongs don't make a right and thats the reason why you left i know

I'm at war myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare
While i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me ah
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss
Aimbot
Yeah you already know i don't miss
Back shots
Yeah i'm boutta fuck up her ribs
I don't even gotta say nun thats real rizz
Oh i'm tryna blow thru a hundred thats real shit
Who you know do it like this
You're not the one that i miss
Even if i did it wouldn't mean shit oh
Babygirl you're the meanest
Cant even give me a real reason oh
As to why you leaving baby please tell me why you leaving oh
I need closure i'm at war wit myself
Can you tell me whats wrong wit me i need some help

Self self self self
I'm at war wit myself self self self self
Throw a white flag in the air
I know that life isn't fair
Its getting harder to care when they all stop and stare while im at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh i'm at war with myself
Self self self self
Ooo i'm at war wit myself
Self self self self
Oh yeah i'm at war wit myself

Oh and i fell in love wit her body
Lately i don't trust nobody yeah
I know you're not down to ride for me oh
And its still as real is it gets
I break her back while she breaking my heart
Lipstick left on my cheek from her kiss

nowim@warwitmyself

spotify

nowim@warwitmyself [p.methboiswag]

it’s finally out <33

been holding onto this song in the vault for a while cuz it was meant to be a personal song, but you guys really seemed to want it so go crazy and show some luv ❤️

~lyrics~
please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

i been getting in my head too much
doing everything to make you blush
is it fine? imma let you judge
we can slow it baby we don’t gotta rush at all
i was bound just to fall apart
tearing my emotions like the fucking walls
praying every night for a fuckin call
why’d i tell it to myself that i’d never fold?

please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

please don’t let me go
can we look up at the stars?
please just let me know
if you feel it in your heart
please just hold me close
i just wanna see that face
can you tell me now?
how i made you feel that day

all plats

hold me close [prod. irby]

prod. lil biscuit
@safeatlast 🌊

i cant help it, ive been drownin'
help me out this town, and- <3
show me what life is about, YEAH!
its not about the shit they do, NO!
you could call me the dispo, the way i tote the pack!
yh, i always got ur back..
yh, i alwys got ur back, yh..

(safeatlast)

keep a toolie tucked
in my adidas
hittin uppercuts
we don’t front

we gon run it up
and boy u gon get jumped 
that’s on blood

swear i had enough
swear i had enough
wheres the plug

fill my double cup
purple til i-
keep a fuckin glock 

in the waistband
of my sweatpants
let it talk

fuck the fake friends
and the fake fans
fuck em all

see me racin 
heart is pacin
off the wall

like a skate brand
rockin suede vans 
til i drop🤍👽🌊

always got ur back w/ safeatlast

prod. @love_matt <33

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

nun to say
obv its better i go ghost 
danny phantom
mental ransom stuck in my home
got a bad one, fell in love n met from up above
u aint lil wayne, bitch stop tryna tell me how 2 love
come out gq and came up
its heat like 2g in tha blunt
its green like super saiyan legendary broly in tha cut
when me n brodies pullin up
on my bro you want no smoke
bullet blow inside a dome
like on god you do enuff
(pillies fuck me up, its a setback
but where the fuck is my ket at
1 thing you could never say is i switched up
but you a fake, gotta dead that)

pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that
pillies fuck me up, its a setback
like 1 day imma put the drip where my slits at
one way goin 90 in a maybach
fly by freeway in all grey ik they hate that

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maybach (love, matt)

resize frame - track 1

crowd vox ft. birdbay, sagebrsh, flesh golem, evan carr, matt kelly, & homesick

lyrics:
if what i said was a lie
could it amount to a half of it all?
it was never your mind
that was at fault for all the cracks in the wall
and as its starting to dry
the paint is peeling and i’m sick of it all
i’ll never get that goodbye
don’t color me blind
i struggle finding reasons why i’m taking the fall

i never lost my composure
feel like i’m the only one thats getting older
well if the silence passed,
then i may get mine back
run my mouth like a motor
never filter, only book it in a folder
if you could have my back
i prolly wouldn’t run so fast

four years gone, what can i say?
my life’s all broken and frayed
to find love i had to put on a face
now i regret it as im walking in place
eyes up, are you lacking in shame?
i knew once that i was finding my space
two ones like the eyes of a snake
i knew once that you loved me the same

if what i said was a lie
could it amount to a half of it all?
it was never your mind
that was at fault for all the cracks in the wall
and as its starting to dry
the paint is peeling and i’m sick of it all
i’ll never get that goodbye
don’t color me blind
i struggle finding reasons why i’m taking the fall

break it all down
i wanna know what you stand for

all the pain grows between the lines

i had to find out
why you lead with that candor

sever those binds to hang me dry

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crack in the wall [flesh]

spotify & apple !

prod. rav3n x kill breanna (808s)

everything will change and yes i will mind it
i stayed up with you every night hoping you would find the
happiness and brighter side of life to blind
everything we ever needed, didn't have, or why
its not..
fine
fine
fine
i lied
fine
fine
fine
i lied!!! :'(
i gave my all to you
no matter what i say 
ill always know i did my best
haunt me everyday
about me?
nothings changed about me.
im the same damn guy since ally
ion care about nothing around me  
what else am i supposed to do?
wheres my avenue?
what happened boo?
i dont have a clue, yeah
everything will change and yes i will mind it
i stayed up with you every night hoping you would find the
happiness and brighter side of life to blind
I'll always miss having you by my side🤍

everything will change

lyrics 

[maesk]
people like to talk
all that fake love
hopping out the car 
i only wanna see my day 1s

seeing new stuff 
theres no such thing as same fun
i swear no one rlly give a flying fuck

remeniscing bout the present
like its a star
the world is in my palm but i cant throw it farr

cant move
its like my body made of tar
its no use
im jus a puppet w a heart

they try spite me
but i won’t change for anyone

mayb im th one that u should keep ur heart w
or mayb im th one that need another heart stitch

cant move
its like my body made of tar
its no use
im jus a puppet w a heart

[shizukesa]
let me in
I prefer the words when they was cutting thru the skin
just tell me how to live
perforate my brain till my body lookin swiss
cuz i could never win
all I need is you

if you try to tell my vision lately youll be seeing blue
sippin baby I be sipping daily in my fuckin room
if she say she love me when she fuck know I feel it too

puppet w/a heart

puppet w/a heart ft shizukesa (flesh x taurs x rich James)

"voluntary fits of the truth, hope you read these lines in a clear view"

a part two to an old classic

lyrics:
i wish i could say to get me off this ride 
it’s the same old story
so the same old conflict is eating me alive 
i’m lying saying that i will get to choose 
a roller coaster in the winter just waiting to be used 
but who am i without you 
a wide eyed idiot chasing after something new 
like it’s something to prove 
like it’s something to prove

it’s coming up again 
and it’s forcing me to leave
all these recycled notions 
that stay in my head 
stereotypically kick me
til i’m showing red 
i don’t want it 
but i caused this 
stupid conflict 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 

the first one hit right with the moon 
then the guard fell down and it crept through
it’s a new message i’m feeling blue 
but i’m wondering if it paints you too
and i swore it’s what i wanted 
as soon as it was started 
but now it’s being flaunted 
and i keep feeling haunted 
by every mistake etched 
still don’t know what is best 

but who am i without this 
a blind eyed idiot, searching for the magic 
til i’m feelin sick 
so tell me if i should quit 

it’s coming up again 
and it’s forcing me to leave
all these recycled notions 
that stay in my head 
stereotypically kick me
til i’m showing red 
i don’t want it 
but i caused this 
stupid conflict 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 
we just don’t seem clear anymore 

so many times i felt it’s see through 
pull the mask off, show the real you 
voluntarily fits of the truth 
hope you read these lines in a clear view 
i don’t want this 
i don’t want this 

is there something in the silence
is there more to this decay 
can i really make the right choice 
when you’re asking me to stay

clear view pt. II [prod. elvien]

im sorry that its been a while
the time had made a heart to mend
find me in another life
i swear id try as hard again

a catalyst in heavy dark
your voice and how the bleeding stops
breath in a cold room to comfort
the surface im under for two years in sunder

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

i know its been a long time

silence feels like dying
i dont mind it
i cant find you in colours i had learned to know
olive skin in amber tones, cedarwood in maple grove
eyes low the night before i drove you home
said one day we could have our own
so why am i still here alone?

did you know then it was broken?
thought you cried in the car cause it still felt so far
but instead its just not what you want

fade out, start to forget me
soften the dead leaves of somebody else
brave now, but i know its early
and you couldn't hurt me but try to again

all that it brings
cold in the spring
whats the point of waking up
if not for you again?
i dont know me now
i dont know me now

Mount Hood

guitar by me

monsters
inside my walls
they like break me
down
until i crawl
save me
i think i lost
the war between
myself and i
leave me here to rot
i’ll take u back any day
with no second thought 
do u ever feel the same
would u kill for just a day
for us
to meet
once again

hold me close [prod. irby]

dylan lotus

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