chopped: https://soundcloud.com/damnchr_stian/martyr-chopped

lyrics:

do this shit often
lay awake imagine my coffin
ion like oxygen, breathe neurotoxin
paralyzed, petrified walkin
chill the fuck out, I'm so sorry, that's jus not an option
I don't feel nothin
live my whole life in a state of exhaustion
I don't know why the fuck I get so nauseous 
ion wanna know you, this life got me cautious

already know I'm standoffish
tryna get paid I need mufuckin commas
speed the fuck off I'ma head to the comets
spaceman, gettin tha cheese like I'm Wallace
disintegrate any bitch
talkin some real fuckin dangerous shit 
head pointed down at the pavement and shit
feel like caving, isolated as shit

I got problems, you not safe in this bitch
keep my head fuckin down through this wasteland and shit 
I got silver revolver on my waistband and shit
call me Roland mufuckin Deschain in this bitch

will you stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you ain't really wanna fuckin stay for me

I'm feeling so damn heartless
everyone mufuckin garbage
not tryna be fuckin artist
jus tryna make me some hard shit
mind just as blank as my heart is
jus put a stain in your mufuckin carpet
rippin my goddamn garments
put me underground and wait for harvest
you can jus go on without me I'm not that mufuckin important
I'm always keeping shit dormant
so if you meet me then that shit's a performance 

think I'm finna freeze with this drip on me
inner fuckin demons keep grip on me
keep a pistol distant from me
grippin on your neck til you sing for me 
tryna go down in fuckin infamy
baby you don't wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me
you don't really wanna fuckin stay for me

MARTYR

know won.