i swear tho

target practice
im not good at this
need ur damn love
hate my damn mind
i cant mind a damn thing
same pill in my system
enamored in my head
nothing ever works
time moves 
i look higher
but its getting worse
no more, cant feel this one
but i need some
i cant feel

ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread
ur absence girl i dread


damn thought in my head
standing here without a damn
tongue tied
so tired, so tired of everything

something about you
isolate ur solitude 

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
time will start to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
girl u make me feel better
geeked up i cant function, my body dont feel
girl i miss when i looked into your eyes
im so entranced
love blind
your face is so perfect
whats ever n ur hands
how you dont understand
I keep you in my head
i need u in my bed
i just need u ur the only one that fill my head

misery i dread
hate my skin since my birth
im just feeling worse

someone like me
cant seem to feel good
i cant seem to find
girl i need u closer
bitch im losing time
wrapped, embezzled in my mind
intoxicating eyes
i cant get enough girl let me in ur mind
evanescence all black
lay down girl we not in a rush
let me eat that pussy let me get a taste
so obsessed wrapped around your finger
too much thought to linger
girl i need u by my side
i cant live without you girl
you got me mesmerized
cut into me girl let me feel
doxy in my system bitch cant even feel
geeked up my body dont feel it

netrunner - your lovely skin / dont leave

genjiroh #avexacortexa

dysautonomia

merged 2 unfinished tracks from a while ago

https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/ripperdoc/s-0mzvgThsW4H
https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/despondent/s-AlK21syb7CO

yeah
slit right through my fingers
ill end this bitch why linger
feel weaker, always thinner
i said someone said

i cant feel this earth
cant make it all on myself
youll tap out when im in
i cannot feel this shit
so much on my head
bitch im feeling dead

feel so tense bitch im tongue tied
i cannot talk to anyone about you

suicide, heresy
bitch i dont feel good anyday
misery wont cease till i lay
wish i had u 2 talk to n my head

talk once imma spaz
slide once imma spaz
intuitive to my head
intuitive to my head

netrunner - despondent | amygdala

Wisdom Research Evolution @avexacortexa 
1:1 like no other 

@searingthrume
@yuracual

I. bare skin 
| https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/skin |
II. cant understand / difebarbamate
III. no personnel / indapyrophenidone
IV. 1-(1-Ethynylcyclohexyl)piperidine [YNCP]
V. dexoxadrol | delucemine
VI. your lovely skin 
| https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/enamored |
VII. pyeazolam | clobromazolam
VIII. DSP-0038 [ https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/DSP-0038 ]
IX. HOCPCA | 39x Affinty
X. barbara i gongini | entangled with dread
XI. ICI-190,622
XII. dalmane / doriden [ gluthimide | flurazepam ]
| https://soundcloud.com/dancinginrainfall/oblivion |
XIII. calcium ion channel blockade
XVI. IHCH - 711 / GYKI - 52466 [ high bioavalibility | lipophilicity ]
XVII. α-pyrro​lidino​pentio​thiophenone
XVIII. epidermis piercer | pierce through me
XIX. [x] GABAA-rho w/ @lesioncovered
XX. Superagonist | Tetratonic Rippler Mk. 5
XXI. somnolence | α6β2γ2
XXII. [x] neurogenesis w/ @yuracual

netrunner research release: high affinity neuron depolarization | pharmacodynamics #avexacortexa

| https://pubs.acs.org/doi/10.1021/jm9905561/
| https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/10737754/

netrunner - MDPiHP | DMNPC intoxication [ g/mol. 283.37 | cas 265112-64-9 ] s/stere

netrunner - swollen | infamous [ desire ]

2 much carbon bionic goddamn whip
bitch i doubt i will i feel again
got 2 geeked up bitch ill never feel again
every week is the goddamn same
not even finna trip
in that shit like cateleya
nightingale my face 
shoutout my bro veja
u a  corporate not no major
this bitch im in love with damn anesthesia
so enamored with the rain
bring me to fantasia
never gave a shit
walk up in this bitch geek tf up
got this k on me, im talking 3 Oxo PCE
bring me to goddamn fantasia

flying in this bitch going mach speeds into the unknown
rolling hard as fuck bitch im fully off my dome
eat this this .76 we dont see eye 2 eye
no no u cant follow where my go
i cant understand what u saying
i cant even see u
i just wanna see u
hollowpoint bullets make his ass see through
fly innat bitch in that fucking rain
dipyanone in my goddamn system
too much drugs i need 
too much in my lungs
never coming down no no

fantasia | galliano | dipyanone  ( miseryprism )

https://aviant.bandcamp.com/album/heal-my <- Download

@aviants x @holygen collab EP

01. FLU𝑒NCY ¥ HOLYGEN
02. BELOW ¥ AVI77 x HOLYGEN
03. HEAL M Y ¥ AVI77
04. NEED A MOMENT ¥ AVI77 x HOLYGEN
05. EMBRYO ¥ HOLYGEN
06. VACANT DYSTOPIA ¥ AVI77 x HOLYGEN
07. AN𝑒MIC ¥ AVI77

HEAL MY (EP) ¥ AVI77 x HOLYGEN

1 saddest
2 never cry + @broketeen
3 marys letter
4 sickness
5 calcium + @brokenarmor

sickness (+ broketeen, brokenarmor)

@inverseinterpolate
no samples

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ALKALINE CONNECT

Avexa Cortexa Pharmeceutical & Biotech Research Facility

Wisdom Research Evolution

|  @avexacortexa
|  @traumacatalyst

1:1

 [  https://miseryprism.bandcamp.com/   ]