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i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated 

i get angry i get mad over heated
had to turn to drugs cause i was seeing demons
pressure in my heart yeah i keep on bleeding 
still waiting for you to come home again
to complete my healing 
times going fast haven't seen you for seasons
didn't take any pictures cause i didn't think i'll need them
can't look through my memories cause i burnt them for treason 

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated x2

what could of been?  
you kept me the dark like an eyesore 
you hid me away from reality
got me thinking why your still fucking mad at me 

why your still fucking mad at me?
i tried my best yeah i tried fucking everything 
you don't know me
you don't know me
you don't know me
part of me feels like I'm just a phoney

animated (jolst)

@dancinginrainfall 

i said goooo
apply that pressure cause im bleeding
tongue tied tongue tied to me to me
i know everything girl i just wanna do sum

i told that bitch i study darkness
flying black flags make him walk it🏴‍☠️🏴‍☠️
imma shoot his ass cause im heartless
havent felt a damn thing since i started this
unchain my fucking heart break the silence
this rig going down im the pilot
i cant feel a thing bitch i need it
every single fucking day bitch im feenin
yeah, mantis blades in my arms
a tee is what we put him on
you wont catch me im insane bitch
he still practicing my aim bitch
dont gaf bout fame bitch
yeah my name that shit haunted
two cloaks in make his house haunted

@awkwasoxks

we be hittin juggs
run down wit dat blick
catch me wit yo bitch
ima plead da fith 
damn 
run up get u get fff man
leanin like a kickstand
juggn fo dem quick bands

i cant eva stop
bih i beat da block
workin round da clock
we gon up dat glokk

said she want me back 
i cant eva go out bad
she gon make me sad
scars on my heart i got scabs
come round u get tagged
we gon get u tapped 
trade u fo dat bag
off dat pack i lag
yo bih she a nag
eat my dick she gaggin
spark up we be gassin
ima turn u into past tense
bitch we toatin poles im never lackin
haha to the bank im laffin

netrunner - pathogen w/ aqua

i could make u so perfect let me give it a go
let me show u that u worth it let me into ur soul
everyday i get these feelings that i cannot control
i guess im tired of this shit i dont wanna grow old
i keep tryn in this bitch i swear i cannot fold
i cant see it tempting, anymore
tempting
its so tempting

im so secret service put that stick on him
slide into her cervix i got visuals
deadshot to his dome i got visual
sick n tired of the ritual
im losing blood its a ritual
dont fw me, its reciprocal
i dont need oxygen to breath im not not physical
if u talking bout stagnancy u could win it all

i could make u so perfect let me give it a go
let me show u that u worth it let me into ur soul
everyday i get these feelings that i cannot control
i guess im tired of this shit i dont wanna grow old
i keep tryn in this bitch i swear i cannot fold
i cant see it tempting, anymore
tempting
its so tempting

promise i dont wake up promise i wont wakeup
promise i dont wake up promise i wont wakeup

i could put ur heart where i want to
i swear im not mean i said wipe ur maybelline
ur not for the team no u not for the team 
shoot dat bitch wit ease

for u entranced in
girl 
need u adjacent to me im complacent
entangled in my agony i gotta face it
tango down when im in that bitch im erasin

did this too many times had to make it right
sometimes all i do is lie i just cant comply
i just wanna fucking die i cant do things right
is it too much that i try i just wanna make things right

pessimism prod me

and ik that boy sassy like his mother
he gon feel my upbringing steal his junya

and im still in this bitch, i cant feel a thing
max payne dual wield hit dat fucking stain
i been better since the start we been knew u lame
all black look cinna from the hunger games
bullets hit his fucking back my waist balmain 
pass that bitch again
dont want one 1 just bring yo friend hoe
avexa till my end
my vision clearer then my skin
my bodys made for sin
my mind too fucking perplexing

ion even got friends ion want another
netrunning in dat bitch make him take cover
shoutout to my kin thats my fucking brother
bullets make him blend u cant touch another
kang tao bringin bins suit up, put em under

rocking 06 undercover
peelin off my scabs till im bleeding thats my blunder
fill em up wit wisdom regretful his younger
ammunition singing like the thunder
and ik that boy sassy like his mother
he gon feel my upbringing steal his junya
hyien seo on me bitch im seeing numbers
ripperdoc replacin all my body i feel under
cybernetic parts im enhancing 
grab my hand in the rain bitch we dancing

she so dead to me 
always enamored n dread n envy

i am not your enemy

iedama (netrunner)

dont care bout any1 but myself
dont ask me if i ever need help
im moving at fast speeds straight to hell
corny ass bitch needa kill herself
solitude bitch im all by myself
walk n dat bitch like im mf kell
prison of elders lil bitch das my realm

my emotions been gone since then
muerte is my mf best friend
u cant pass me issa dead end
turn his blood into dressing
flyin black flags at my wedding
she js want the dick im js guessin
need all of the money im stressin
baby come to me if u stressin

i cannot ever trust that bitch
walk in dat hoe wit my stick
dissect that mf like a pig
lacerate up in dat bitch
just woke up still punchin in
dont gaf what nobody think
im on the brink
just be yoself u dont gotta think

dont care bout any1 but myself
dont ask me if i ever need help
im moving at fast speeds straight to hell
corny ass bitch needa kill herself
solitude bitch im all by myself
walk n dat bitch like im mf kell
prison of elders lil bitch das my realm
they call me witch queen im not mean
hop out dat bih w my mf steam
hop out dat bih w my mf beam
cayde 6 w the pistol bitch imma fein
up like a missile bitch i am seam-less
might have to confess i see u as less
stab that lil bitch in her mf breast
she write on her skin like she takin a test
they hatin on me but they know im the best
runnin in dat bitch ion need rest

pale (netrunner)

lifes a fucking bummer
if he ever talk he gon end up 6 feet under
lifeless fucking summer
hanging from the trees like
cant find thoughts to fathom
i fucking hate this autumn
restless bitch im fallen

hate my skin im mauling
tell that bitch im all in

i cant feel the things i should
if u talking bands i would

never, never
hate my life bitch i hate me
bitch i feel shit onna daily

no no no no

bitch u breaking my heart wit ur alchemy
bitch u breaking my heart when u talk to me
no no no, wit ur anatomy, song
wit ur anatomy, girl

neural alchemy (netrunner)

I.   total cell death
II.  pure amphetamine 
III. brain loop
IV. benzofuran aftertaste

netrunner gabber mix / mutilation [III.]

all encompassing, unrelenting, undiminishing

netrunner -  synapse fatigue / colloquy prism [ -1. 225.335 g·mol ]

ANTINEWGEN BOOTLEG //w stakillaz

"there was no fear anymore after I took captagon"

netrunner - restless pandemonium

29 nov 2024 - ib trbld boy, gin$eng, fifty grand

sample & image source:
foie gras - venus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OSAyPRYom-A

venus

netrunner - swollen | infamous [ desire ]

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regenz (2021)

NIGHTMARE

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