I Want To Kill Myself

lil rozey - Fred's Song

i hate
your eyes more than anything 
it’s how they seem
embedded in my memory
act like i don’t mind this 
just look through me in the driveway 
with a cigarette
in one hand the other in his

when i’m slammed to the ground
torn and broken and beat
will you watch as i bleed? 
please watch me

watch me

paint my nails and watch me bleed
I'll eat you out till i feel clean
i love the way that you make me feel like i don't deserve
i swear that i don't deserve you

(i don't deserve
i don't deserve what you've got)

bleed

i hope you're okay

KICKFLIP

Tell Me Tonight

bad girl haunt me always thinking
is it fleeting will you stay with
me if im me cant see through
anxiety you're blistering
i need you over cant get over
sadness isnt okay sober
good enough to wrap around you
never enough to surround two
bodies suspended in water
swallow freezing ocean water
smoke while we fuck we dont breathe it
why dont we talk about dreaming
she told me the walls were leaking
im not one for heavy breathing
hurt my tongue when you kiss me 
i bite my cheeks and hope i bleed

i bite my cheeks and hope i bleed

your bones brittle and
your skin covered in marks
control everything
cause i wanna take my time
you're my favorite
person to talk to when i wanna die
when im high with you
all i wanna do is kiss you
sober dreaming
isnt what im feeling now
now things are different
they're always changing when you get so bored
this is the last time
ill think of wanting to call you mine
ill wait for nothing
while you wait for me to come around
he'll change his mind
like every time he did before

pic by rob
http://oldcondom.tumblr.com/

u made me so tired

king of trees
burn these leaves
that swallow me
i cant see
and now the sky
is turned
to black
and white
i might
its fine if you feel
sick when im here
ill stay alone
hate you all
but u, boy unchained
swallow rain drown again
its your brain thats in the race
dont tell me this cannot erase

pic by rob

r u awake

dear valentine

i don't love you (my chemical romance cover)

seal girl cover

call me maybe (carly rae jepsen cover)

i don't know if i'll be back this time seawolf cover

my obsession 
with a face that doesn't notice me
 unknown to her name 
still keeping my distance 
wishlist for you and I
 make it out misfits
 slit wrist and suicide 
we stop continuing 
on and on
running off
and losing interest 
3AM 
booze and drugs
cloudy thoughts and escaping
pistol blow my brains in
stiff body and senseless
dead...


letsnotmeetagain

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call me maybe (carly rae jepsen cover)

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