Amen (IT IS FINISHED)

Reboot (Remix)

exchange system

prod : https://soundcloud.com/blackdeku
mixed by : https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi

Lyrics

And his lifes in a loop and he fucking hates it
Everyday he wants to wakes to he wants change it
Stuck in the same everything everyday
He looks in the mirror and sees only pain
His wrists and bleeding his face drained
His lifes been feeling like someones games
He feels abused and he feels used
And now theres bloodstains on the couch stains
His eyes are full of rain
I’m going to die today
He whispers then croaks then gargles the rest
Everything slowly turns a shade of red
He feels at peace then his mind goes blank
But then we wakes up, another day of the damned

misery (prod. blackdeku)

blessed with stress, am I’m doing fine,
won’t you say that  your here for me
won’t you say you'll always be mine

thinking you will leave me this time
it’s not that I just don’t trust you
it’s more that I have my own issues to

obsessed with not coping, 
cus I feel like I’m just hoping
that you will message me again
say that we’re all fine in the end

but you won’t, cus I’m drowning on every word that I’ve tried to say
pushing them back and forth, everything is making my brain go insane
shaking on the daily, breaking down everything's just changing
don’t feel much lately anymore because  you have my fucking soul

and I’m  sick of this, constant back and forth between this
emotion that ins my chest, it’s hardening, I feel like I’m just crumbling
but I don’t feel like I have a choice, 
cus I’m justing fading in the background everything around me is making to much noise

I just need to to find some space,  
I just need to change the pace
of everything
cus its moves to fast 

at this point, I don’t ill ever grow up,
I think I’ve passed the point of no return
waking up everything hurts

so ill just stay alone again in my room
cus I don’t feel like I need to leave, I don’t think I should talk to you

23;anxiety

DANI ESCO - I DON'T WANNA KNOW (Prod. Platou & Dani Esco)

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame

I Know I Got Things To Improve On
And I Hope You Remember That Love Song We Played

Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

White Lights Looking Over The Seas
We're In A Dark Place Do You Still Think Of Me
I Know We're Broken Both You And I
We'll Be Fine Come With Me Madame
Easier Times That's For Sure
But That Was Last Year Now I Love You More
Take Away My Things I Don't Need Them
But I Need You , You're My Horseshoe

My Spotify

Madame (Prod.Smokerose)

didn’t mean for it to be this way,
you walked out shut the door right on my face

it’s like I never existed, I’m a ghost
I know you couldn’t stand to watch me deteriorate
I always thought that you would stay 
but you had too much on your plate

I guess we’re afraid of what we could say to each other
then something that was never said
cus we call these moments everything
you always loved my hollow cheeks

cus I’m dancing with forever,
knowing that it would turn back and never work out
so we push and pull each other
watch the skin tear and I rebound back

you medicate with things that made me worse
strapped to the bed, it’s not fair that it hurts
the guilt came like wolves to my skin
how they wait at my home for me to return

didn’t mean for it to be this way,
you walked out shut the door right on my face
you hate how I lose my days to sleep
I lost count of many it's been

cus you left flowers on my desk
yeah, maybe I was always gone
you left wounds they always seem to return
pulling out stitches, god it hurts

but   dear you know I have to open the door
taking the first steps, I hate how you mourn
concrete veins, blind tounges, heavy eyes
I don’t get how your heart still lies

I was fearless way back before I was cursed with you
how words cant be put to paper of how much you helped me through 
it took me years for me to brave myself on my feet 
but now you’re gone its as if it was all for nothing

we try to stretch our skin between the gap of our love
how miserable we fail, falter, become so weak
becoming frail, we always seem to break
we let go and never talk of this again

NEVER SAID

BLEACHED EP 

Featuring:
@officialecstasy

1 Mixing Vodka With The Holy Water feat. Ecstasy (prod. Vermouth Noir)

2 Meet Me In The Graveyard At 3am feat. Ecstasy (prod. L U N A)
@prodlxna

3 I Spent The Night In A Motel Alone feat. Ecstasy (prod. Vermouth Noir)

Mixing Vodka With The Holy Water feat. Ecstasy (prod. Vermouth Noir)

take me, take me apart
im not wanted yeah its clear, you want me to disappear
our love is so bizarre
strung up on the bedroom floor, you want me to lose it all
take me, take me apart
facing demons underground your the one who breaks my crown
not wanted so you discard
paint my picture on the wall, once u say it, yeah im gone

you look at me like you want this
so strung out, so messed up on the floor
my hearts broken, its heart to stay
so fatigued, so left out all again

so dip your brush into my mind 
and paint me picture-perfect I won’t come out alive
you watch the best of me die
im sinking further down

into the abyss where I couldn’t make amends with myself
im facing my demons 1 on 1 I know that I cant parry this
im fighting the old iron king throat filled with blood but I still sing
im gutts in this hellish world where im facing this on my own

took one to many of pills watching this depression kill
my best friends and myself when we face these suicidal thoughts each day
we thought we would just change, no we’re left writhing in pain
no, but these memories still haunt me, yeah they haunt me so won’t you stay

Take me apart

BURNING BLADES (Prod. remghost)

All other streaming platforms: https://fanlink.to/drifting-away

DANI ESCO - I DON'T WANNA KNOW (Prod. Platou & Dani Esco)

DANI ESCO ⚡