2000년 하고도 십몇년째 되던 해
내마음 깨워줬던 어느날
투박한 화장과 어여쁘던 그모습
아직도 난 잊지 못해요

학창시절로 돌아가 추억에 걸터앉는다면
어리숙한 서툰 마음을 다시금 띄워 보낼게요

온 마음 다해 사랑하던 그 아픔 나는 떠올려봐요
온 마음 다해 사랑하던 그 마음 나는 떠올려봐요

당신과 거닐던 가로수밑 산책길
하루종일 생각이 나오
사무치게 그리운 그대 얼굴 그리며
오늘도 난 선잠을 자오

내눈앞에 아른거리는 그대의 수줍은 미소
소중했던 그때의 눈을 다시는 볼 수 없겠지만

온 마음 다해 사랑하던 그 아픔 나는 떠올려봐요
온 마음 다해 사랑하던 그 마음 나는 떠올려봐요


credit 

Compose & lyrics by 곽태풍
Arrange by Eyedot.
Bass by Eyedot.
Guitar by 곽태풍 , 김지원
Synth by Eyedot.
Drum by Eyedot.
Mix & Mastering by Eyedot.

후일담 (221119 음원 발매)

이해할 수 없는 것들을 이해해야 하는 이 세상에서

MV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sh2ufhM30TY

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서른살 놀이터 (Flashback)

단편영화 [자폭금지] OST '파랑새' 는 한 없이 결핍으로 가득 차 있지만 사랑 앞에서 아픔을 딛고 일어나 용기를 내는 주인공 유탄의 모습을 상상하며 음악을 써내려갔어요.
유탄이가 오래오래 행복했으면 좋겠습니다.
 
Composed by 곽태풍
Lyricsed by 곽태풍
Arranged by 곽태풍,이건희
Drum 이건희
Guitar 곽태풍
Synth & Keyboard 이건희
Bass 이건희

어느 날 나에게 찾아온 당신이 때론 심히 원망스러워요
얼었던 마음이 눈처럼 녹아서 이젠 그댈 바라만 보아요

아픈 상처가 아물지 않아도 나 가진 것을 모두 줄래요
세상이 우릴 갈라 놓을지라도 온 힘을 다해 달려갈래요

그대 나의 파랑새가 되어줘 나 그댈 보며 꿈을 꿀래요
그대 나의 밝은 태양 되어줘 나 그댈 보며 꽃을 필래요

사랑을 말하는게 서툴지라도 나 어설픈들 말을 할래요
서글픈 사랑 노래 들릴지라도 나 그댈 향해 달려 갈래요

그대 나의 파랑새가 되어줘 나 그댈 보며 꿈을 꿀래요
그대 나의 밝은 태양 되어줘 나 그댈 보며 꽃을 필래요

파랑새

ALEPH (알레프) - 사과향

🎬 SONG INSIGHT — “fade out…” by 4Me2BeFree

Music video  tinyurl.com/4ME2BEFREE-Fadeout

Some songs don’t scream — they bleed quietly until the truth floats to the surface.
“fade out…” is an intimate unraveling, a slow descent into memory and the kind of pain that lingers long after the moment has passed. It’s the sound of a heart cracking in real time: quiet, cinematic, and soul-heavy.
The track moves between soft confessions and emotional detonations, wrapped in alt-folk warmth and atmospheric indie-rock tension. Each breath feels like a step through a doorway you don’t want to open but can’t ignore. This isn’t escape — it’s recognition. A moment where the past refuses to stay dead, and the only way out is through.

📝 LYRICS — “fade out…”

Intro:
Static on the inside
shadows crawling through

Verse 1:
watch hope fade
my anger ignites
your fire I feed
I burn it up

A world wanted
never the same inside
taken in by lies you tried

Pre-Chorus:
Hands on the wall
’bout to fall— yeah, fall
it’s about to fall
it’s about to fall

[Chorus]
I fade out…
every truth I gave
I fade out… you’re the same
I keep waking in this yesterday
you’re the one to blame
for this life… goes insane

Interlude:

Verse 2:
the shell cracked
falling back
lied to my reflection
he's hiding out

Down in hell
held for a fight
forced my eyes
yeah, stealing my sight

Pre-Chorus:
Breathing what’s left
feed me memories— please
Breathing what’s left— make me alive

Chorus:
I fade out…
every truth I gave
I fade out… you’re the same
I keep waking in this yesterday
you’re the one to blame
for this life… goes insane

Bridge:
nothing left to save
I gave it all to you
I can’t bleed this pain—
it’s all I do

Outro:
I close my eyes, slip away
flying to the other side
I’m not gonna lie— it’s heaven tonight
I close my eyes
I see through you
it’s the other side
where I’m alive
I close my eyes

nothing left to save
I gave it all to you
it’s all I do
it’s all I do

💬 PERSONAL REFLECTION

This song came from a place where everything felt like it was sliding out from under me. It wasn’t anger — not really. More like exhaustion, the kind of emotional burnout where you stop trying to understand and just start admitting what’s been breaking you.
“fade out…” is the moment you realize you’re still carrying someone else’s damage, someone else’s lies, someone else’s weight. Writing this was me finally putting it down.

🔥 4Me2BeFree SIGNATURE

4Me2BeFree exists to turn real emotion into cinematic sound — raw, unfiltered, and unapologetically human. “fade out…” captures the heart of the project: storytelling that holds space for pain, identity, queerness, survival, and the strange beauty that comes from refusing to stay silent. Every track is a reminder that freedom isn’t clean — it’s earned, fought for, and sometimes whispered through broken chords.

🛡️ COPYRIGHT NOTICE

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fade out…

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