always on my own

Broken Pieces (prod. sorrow bringer)




Fortunaaaa 
Can u grant me a little luck?
Fortunaaaa
Lookin at ya 
Ima little starstruck

They gonna do ya 
Make u feel regret for being yourself
Fortunaaaa 
Fortuna
Left me on the ground 
And now I’m in hell


One step
Bitches finna check themselves 
Heartbreak
Too late 
I’m feelin swell 

One mic 
One life
I’ll do it well

Two sights 
Tonight
I wanna tell 

Youuuuu 
Everything 
Thats on my fuckin mind

Trueeeee
When i singggg
My thoughts are going blind


 remember when you bid your farewells 

You were fuckin on my nuts 
Down by the stairwell

Oh how many years it took to see 
That u were never really in love with me 

Never in love with me 
Ruined hypothesis 

took my whole soul
Now I’m running psychopathy

Lost all the hope 
And Now I’m insane 

Fuck all your tropes
You never knew pain 

FORTUNA (prod. Flexus)

Cuttin it close 
I think I’ll run outta time 
Missed u the most
All the feelings contrived oh

I wanna say I’m gonna see u again
But I’m Trapped in my head 
All the feelings were unsaid


Oooooh
I hope I’ll see u again
Heart split in two
Just dont care if im dead ohhh


Oooooh
I wanted to wipe away your tears
Instead you just took away my years 




Some days i think im on a roll
Some days im just losing control
But i wont walk away 
Cuz i know of the pain
That is all in my brain
All the shame not contained oooh

All the shame not contained oh
I wanna blow out my brains oh
U say I’m actin so volatile 
I wanna go and just run 10 miles 


I wanna say I’m gonna see u again
But I’m Trapped in my head 
All the feelings were unsaid

Cuttin it close 
I think I’ll run outta time 
Missed u the most
All the feelings contrived oh

I wanna say I’m gonna see u again
But I’m Trapped in my head 
All the feelings were unsaid


Oooooh
I hope I’ll see u again
Heart split in two
Just dont care if im dead ohhh


Oooooh
I wanted to wipe away your tears
Instead you just took away my years


My Years (prod. NOYY x 5head)

Glass shards 
Floodin in the rain

U know me 
I wanna see some better days yuh

Hol up
I wanna check the phone and ring 

Wanna ring and ask 
If ur still down to stay yuh

if ur still down to stay yuh
If ur still down to stay yuh ohhh
If ur still down to stay
If ur still down to stay
Got these voices in my brain 

Cant erase 
I cant erase no

The worst mistakes 
The worst mistakes oh

I stay in place
U wanna play no

In dire straits 
Cus u forsake oh

U forsake me 
Now i cant breathe

U escape me 
Now i hate thee 

Wanna see myself all over the world 
Now im dying here sulking for some idiot girl nah

Why you gotta hate this
I gave you my all
Now u say I’m on some fake shit

I’m high up 
So high up I’m on a spaceship 

Now i see my bodying laying dead down on the pavement 



IF UR STILL DOWN TO STAY (prod. nxietymeds x sorrow bringer)

Gustav Ahr's Album

right here w/ horsehead (prod. nedarb)

Special thanks to https://www.instagram.com/fallingap.art/ for the artwork on this <3
https://twitter.com/sayygoodbyye
https://soundcloud.com/goodbyye

Lyrics:
Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

Writing this letter so I could say
Dearest friend I hope you'll be okay
Think about you each and every day
I'm still wishing that you could've stayed
Want you to know that I'm broken
Hear the words that were never spoken
I was fine until I was awoken
A heart is so fragile when it's stolen

Fuck you I'm just so mad
Got me feeling so sad
Think about the times we had
Why'd you have to leave like that
Left me all alone in fact
I been lonely holding back
Tears in my eyes looking past
Wishing that this could've last

So I'll write this note and then I'll burn it
Let the smoke carry up the words and turn it
To a message from below so you learn it
Thought I wanted death before but now I yearn it
I know you want to go
Please stay I'll be alone
If you leave from this home
Don't go out in the cold

Don't go out in the snow

Please don't leave me alone

I don't want you to go

Please don't leave me alone

why'd you have to go

[prod. a0rta]

its mixed like shit im aware feel free to roast me

I hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And fuck my imagery
I think my shit is all cliche
And fuck this industry
Im gonna take it all the way

И чтоб ты сгорела
Не разговаривай со мной
Ето не Моя дела
Не хочу знать как/что с тобой

И если ты поняла 
Тогда иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращайся
иди не Возвращай

I got depression like i got a mission to win
Labels came knockin, aint letting em in
I got the sound that they want
But they aint got half of the shit that i got in the bin

I go so hard that these metal, emo, pop punk, lames be saying that im copyin
But to my face actin like we friends, im already bigger than they’ve ever been

Or they’ll ever be
Now they wanna talk ends with me
Yall my mothafuckin enemies
Where was u when i was in the streets getting jumped and beat


Imma make billions
Playing shows try to save spirits
Im a villain but i hate the wicked 
Imma god fightin thru sickness
Yuh

I want a universal tour 
Every show a million people
Thats a hundred million souls
Thats a hundred million equals

Thats a hundred million fists
With a hundred million families
With a hundred million stories
I just hope i make them happy

 hurt myself again
I walk the line that’s on my wrist
The clock hits 5 am
Why do we have these arguments

My dad thinks im a joke
But someday ill convince him 
That i do it all for him : everything i ever did

Goes unappreciated
If i was gone dont think theyd care
Ill take my life forsake it
The seams of love begin to tear

And im not happy no
I think its time to let it go
I feel it slip away 
They’ll find me face down on the floor

IF UR STILL DOWN TO STAY (prod. nxietymeds x sorrow bringer)

Dank