so cry every night, i cry in my grime
i wanna die on live, make sure that you're on time

baby you used to be that innocent i look for
I'm the veteran of knowing heart break I'm best friends with the floor
don't you wish that you stayed ? i'mma heartless fuck with pissed morals 
you could have died right now and i'd move on saying well that's that bitch fault 

i mean the ground where i drain at 
the first place i met you
where i drop their remains at
i feel like a creep when you say you don't miss that
still i cannot react cuz then i would kill you
fuck all your friends i get pissed when i see them

damn fuck i hate myself bitch why can't you breathe that?
I'm making you songs and you don't even see them
don't miss me a bit why the fuck would i be mad?
i'll be good when i od my morphia morphia morphia 
I'm taking all of my drugs my drugs my drugs
i don't wanna see the morning when i wake up
i just wanna pass in my sleep and finally shut the fuck up

MORPHIAA | Prod. SxulCry

Trendzz (2021)
Produced Mixed & Mastered by Pezzhead
Zz™
©Culture_Death
Scale Clarity Records

Special thanks to biv & Sleepisformortals for lending me their voices on this project, you are both huge inspirations to my music & it felt wrong not including you on a project so heavily inspired by both of your sounds. Thanks to my mum and stepdad for their continued support of this crazy journey I'm on, I don't know how you put up with my bullshit half the time but without you're constant guidance, this project wouldn't have been possible.

Finally a special thanks to myself for pulling through and finishing this fucking project, regardless of the constant setbacks, quarrels arguments you had to go through to make it out the other side with something worth while. You're the shit pezz & and never stop for no body Zz x

(Biv pissing in mi album)

joke of a song lmfao just needed to upload sumn

LYRICZ:

Voot me up
Fuckin voot me up Yuh
Had enough, I fuckin had enough, uh X2

Watch what happens when I drill this shit into your face,
Burns so cold and shit you're tired I could kill this place
Give the word associated with crime gangs and shit
If you got money anybody can get targeted

Don't got money
Gon go party
Make shit like I'm playboi carti
Thats retarded
Shit so hardened
If you want some i got parted
Feel the stick
In your shit
You scream like a bitch
Talk your shit
You a bitch
friends with mister 666

Everybody gonna go drop when the lights out uh
Think about a better time nite nite uh
Get a badder bitch get it rite like uh
And with all my homies keep it right tight uh x2

Voot me up
Fuckin voot me up Yuh
Had enough, I fuckin had enough, uh X2

You talkin shit, but
Where'd your fuckin daddy go?
Take you long enough to know
He's never coming home?
What you want from him?
Approval make me fuckin laugh
Look at this I got a chainsaw
Put it in your ass😈

Hell or never get there
Ima be there with your head
Heaven with a friend
Getting at it now
I can be too loud
Fuckin calm it down
I got nuff to say
Watch me break it down

Everybody gonna go drop when the lights out uh
Think about a better time nite nite uh
Get a badder bitch get it rite like uh
And with all my homies keep it right tight uh x2

Voot me up
Fuckin voot me up Yuh
Had enough, I fuckin had enough, uh X2

VOOT ME UP!

the rush of our disaster feeds my wrongs
my love
break my sanity while you watch
me run amok
i don't understand how we are the way we are 
if you can stop me while i lie in your arms
i break everything i ever loved because you won
baby girl you make me insecure about my mourning
i'm gone one day the next you're telling me i'm not your drug
no one burns with me as it comes
no one's burning with me as it comes
endless ties
i could give a damn bout what you think
and every time
you produce your lies i think i lost a bet
with my nine
i let her think i let her win
her love is everything but innocent so it's easy to get lost in your mind
games we stretch to play pretend
like burning up our fire
shits way harder than you'd wish
i switch my self like i'm a flip
already out grew your kicks and tricks
the new ain't you, i been known
my ribs been piercing skin like some ink
i bet you will fall and you'll wait
bust it open drown her clit
lil bitch i am what i said
i don't look around when i sink
i'm falling down where i sleep
still pray the morning keep on stunning
i've been damned by everything 
endless ties endless ties 
endless ties endless ties

loopy health

but i'm hollow

Goodbye is about leaving them

those people

this city

everything

Goodbye

TOGiVE

we're broken records baby
i might let you down 
noticed how we're changing lately
we're more lost than found
every time i think about you 
(every time i think about you)
every time i think about you i lose myself in it
you don't know the half of it and 
i won't know your half of shit
i hate all that's happening
i don't know how to help
pushed you to the edge with me
i know that shit ain't fair
far away from everything 
i'll think bout what you said to me
feel my skin i'll take you far
why i live is in your soul
kiss your neck, i'll pull you close
i killed your ex bitch pissed me off
on my skin your name two times
both for the hoes with and without two eyes
know i'll die eventually i don't mind
want you next me before it's happening
(your name two times)
(with and without two eyes)
(eventually i don't mind)
(before it's happening)
we're broken records baby
i might let you down 
noticed how we're changing lately
we're more lost than found
every time i think about you 
(every time i think about you)
every time i think about you i lose myself in it
you don't know the half of it and 
i won't know your half of shit
i hate all that's happening
i don't know how to help
pushed you to the edge with me
i know that shit ain't fair
far away from everything 
i'll think bout what you said to me

d i e  d o i n g  u

SHOW ME LOVE

I know that this is 25 minutes long, I don't care if you listen or not I'm mainly just talking random shit to myself like I do most nights to stop myself going insane

If you did have the patience to listen to me talking absolute nonsense for 25 minutes straight, thank you. I know it does not benefit either me or you in any way, but it makes me happy knowing that at least one person out there cares

I'm unsure if I'm ever going to post music again as music has become more of a chore to me than a hobby, I also understand that I didn't explain any reason as to why I left in the first place in any part of this recording. If I do explain it, it would bore you, especially when I can't even remember the rest of a damn sentence (as heard during the recording)

Maybe one day I'll get my motivation for music back, but as of right now this is the end. Only time will tell if this end is permanent or not, but being honest with myself, I don't think a lot of people would care, either way, I hope that one day I get to come back and bring light to people who suffer from dark backgrounds.

For now though, I hope everyone is well and safe, and I hope to share my experience with you all again some time.

Love

SC4Z

<3

A message

gun in my hand to feel alive
blunt my old friend ain’t gone suffice
picture us there just you and i
i don’t feel alive
when you not in my life
damn shorty up halo 
killing me to say so
i just hope you understand
all those stars we aim for 
looking for you right now
ain’t nothing that you can’t 
looking for your signal
wishing you was here but
i’m not big on romance
my body a rental
your body a temple
temptation up in my head
fucked up your chance 
to leave my mind
you gone be back in a matter of time
ain’t no more trying you define my type
i made up my mind 
you are my poltergeist 
i remember then
remember all
this ink on my skin can’t come off
everything i spent from the jump
all the effort then just to fall
fuck a middle man we the plug
no love no trust no cut
pull up on they ass if they want
buck for you baby it’s a war
i love a triple flex we do it best
said fuck a regular rise up
gotta leave the rest
said be my guest
how the fuck shit get so fucked up
gun in my hand to feel alive
blunt my old friend ain’t gone suffice
picture us there just you and i
i don’t feel alive
when you not in my life
life
feel alive life
i don’t feel alive life
feel alive life
i don’t feel alive life
feel alive life
i don’t feel alive life
feel alive life
i don’t feel alive
it’s been a long year
& it’s only gonna keep getting longer bro
we ain’t even at the start baby
just wanted to say i appreciate you for real
everything we been through it ain’t gone be for nothing
i promise we gone make it

SOULLESS

This One's For Me

Don't feel sorry for me now, you never did before