Part of the problem is I don't see problems as part of me
You've become part of me, pardon my bargaining
Part of my youth since the days they were carding me
Guarding the truth for the sake of the arguing

Life is a lottery. Why keep on harming me
Riding the pharmacy. Finding the harmony
Tried to be part of me, life then discarded me
Fighting the knife, took it right to my arteries

Down on my luck and I'm empty as fuck as I'm sitting alone
Think as I drift in and out of this mood of the emptiest thoughts as I bitch and I moan
I switch to a groan, then flick through the phone
Pictures and messages hit me at home

Picture the room. Attempting a tomb
A victor declares if the victim was you
Skip To My Lou. Trip through the fumes
Plenty of others, but none of them you

I tried to refute, lies to recuse
Myself from the system, it benefits you
But nothing can help, I'm running my mouth
I talked for so long, now the clock's running out

But. What's the point of it
Been living everyday so annoyed of it

// Hook (Notebook)
I could listen and try to fix it. Advice is gettin' annoying
Riding through some environments that are nice, but still I hear noise 
Why is that I still let vices kill all my joy
Nihilism
I guess it's Nihilism

About Twenty-nine and I feel left out
But I can still make it if I will myself
Head underwater but I still won't drown
And it keeps getting harder as the pills go down

But I'm empty. These thoughts consume my vibes
It's tempting to tempt me, but still I try
You won't get me to rest then, unless you pry
So forget me or best me I've made my mind

But I'm done with it, fuck it I'm over it
Sobering up from the world I was born within
Never been happy, and somehow I'm bored of it
Trying to change, but I can't. It's unfortunate

Torturing. I don't believe that you are who you swore to be
Straight to my face you had lied when you cornered me
Spit on my grave with the smirk you were born to make
Hand you the knife cause my life, you were born to take

What the fuck is the point
Trying to change? What the fuck is the point
Try to behave? What the fuck is the point
Go and lie to my face, what the fuck is the point

Cause I'm bored of this shit
But I'm bored of my wrists
Just a borderline kid, way to old for this
And I'm empty
But you never cared, right
Tempt me. Tempting

// Hook (Notebook)
I could listen and try to fix it. Advice is gettin' annoying
Riding through some environments that are nice, but still I hear noise 
Why is that I still let vices kill all my joy
Nihilism
I guess it's Nihilism

Danny Void & Notebook. - The Point

mixed by @johnkwondll

lyrics

Baby I can tell you’re into me, you’re into me
And if you’re down baby keep that same energy
Keep you around till you tell me you aint feeling me
Remember days when you said you was my enemy
Them my brothers, pussy nigga you aint kin to me
We gon touch down with my niggas in the phillipines
Keep it real I cant fake the peace
So nigga watch just what you say to me
She heard my new song screaming “ryen it’s the shade for me”
Baby please stop playing with me

Its gonna take two if we’re gonna make this right
Poison in my cup and its got me feeling right
I’ll tell you when I touch down when I get up off this flight 
Tell me when you touch down and I’ll on your stripes
Yeah you tell me that I’m fine when I know you’re not alright
She only wants to see me trash, she dont wanna see me fly
I dont wanna have to give it up-
Cuz I know that you never wanted to give a fuck
So don’t you call me crazy

Trying to get my life together, I’ve been acting crazy
Everybody outside of my circle trying to save me
And it gets hard for people like me
You dont know the patience it takes to like me
Doing what it take for the peace to find me
Anxiety from all the things you used to tell me
I still hate the way you are and I still hate the way I am
I think I took it too far
I dont wanna do this shit again
And its been exactly one month since I’ve been off the grid
I’ve been tryna save myself but I dont know what safety is
I dont do this for myself, I do this for the others kids
And dont you ever lie to me, I’d rather you tell me how it is, love

N 2 ME (p. typhoon)

SCARECROW

Demo of the song “DIRTY MONEY” from my EP ”MY FAVORITE NIGHTMARES”

DIRTY MONEY DEMO.wav

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[prod. @swaggaholix]
feat. @kashanilmao
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WATCH THE AMV - youtube.com/watch?v=9z6LQej-TQ0

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/30XXQTnR4JJQAUtvs68Xn7?si=c3dd7dfbbb744bc0
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:o

spotify (◣_◢)

nightmre (feat. kashani) (p. swaggaholix)

Self Prod

Lyrics:
Just threw in the towel at the day job
I’m not the one you should wait on
If she doesn’t care, you should say some’
I might be something to play on

Forget me,
I just spill all my guts ‘till I’m empty
And if you’re out of love won’t you tell me
Cause I’ll fill you up,
You could leave like I’m nothing,
But promise, girl, you won’t forget me
How could you forget me?

stitched into your head
and I might die if we were separate
blood under her fingernails
i think her venom’s deadly
she might be a contortionist
i think that it’s romantic
I can’t keep up
another lie I start to panic

But I can’t forget it
Wipe my eyes and I’m sweating
She knows right where to get me
I’m fed up,
I might crush a bone to get better
I thought that she left
Made mimosas for breakfast

But you won’t forget me
I just spill all my guts ‘till I’m empty
And if you’re out of love won’t you tell me
Cause I’ll fill you up,
You could leave like I’m nothing,
But promise, girl, you won’t forget me
How could you forget me?

forget me

Time That I wasted

Time That I Wasted

Time That I Wasted (feat. Charlie Blaze)

prod. ilytwelve

you say i sound like him oh well 
i’m just doing what i love 
tryna make it my living 
i don’t wanna be no scrub 
and i don’t wanna be no one but me 
i don’t wanna be no one 
this when shit get ugly 
singing shit through my lungs 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-

don’t know what to feel 
been so caught up in your lies 
don’t even know what’s real 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
don’t wanna work a 9 to 5 
that ain’t how i wanna live 
stop 
show what you’re made of
don’t want the fake shit 
baby i want the real love but 
can’t ever get it 
i never know your intentions 
picked up my heart 
and you left me with these incisions 
i just 
wanna be me don’t wanna be no one else 
but how can i fucking do that 
i don’t even know myself 
trade a penny for a dime 
and my time for some help 
cause i don’t need to know nobody 
i just wanna know myself yeah 
( fuck ) 

ain’t nothing copacetic keep it real 
i never come in second first or fail 
now everybody hmu sayin i’m gon hit a mil 
but where were y’all at when i fell? 
( gone ) 
yeah, where were y’all at when i fell? 
yeah, where were y’all at when i-
fell.
( gone )

epiphany

produced by Boyfifty, Pizzle, & Lxst Boy

-lyrics-

(lxst boy)
second time around 
and nothings changing
see right through your face
you’re ghosting, im breaking
picking fights
will leave you on the pavement 
girl you ain’t quirky
wow, you’re just brain dead 
this ain’t the first instance 
where you been sneaking out
window cracked open
just hoping i wouldn’t find out
wouldn’t it be worth it
to end it with me and see him? 
(answer me)
i guess you like it
when dudes fight for your attention 
non-confrontation
you hit me with a side eye
no provocation 
but now i’m just the side guy
play me like nintendo 
cause only for tonight im
getting stepped on till i pop 
like i’m shy guy
woah
yeah that last line kinda hit hard
you’re the only reason 
i got good at making sad songs
when the time flies 
you’ll realize you miss me
think about that
when you roll down his street

ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if im still alive
(wait a minute)

(soku)
tell me why you think
that you could get back with me
been having long thoughts in drives
as you roll down his street?
i swear that time could never change the way
i perceive your image
i swear that i just really hate the way
you tell me you miss me
i got a couple bags
off a song that i wrote
but you ain't getting nothing
cause you left me here all alone
you liked the secret meetings
at his place while we dated
but baby that just wasn't secret
cause you know that i hated
yeah
every second
of your little endeavors
but now you messed up so bad
that i won't bother with letters
won't get a Christmas card or nothing
girl you messed up so bad
i hope the time you took away from me
will get you right back
i hope that one day
your console runs out of battery
and you can stop playing games
with guys that don't have control
i hope that one day
that you just run out of flattery
and you can find a better path
and offer Jesus your soul

(lxst boy)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
i don’t really know if i’m alive 
caught between the good times, thinking about the bad nights
i don’t wanna know if you’re gone this time 
maybe i’ll stay outside
tell me did i mess it up this time (this time)
ghost girl i don’t feel your presence 
wishing i could take us back in time 
oh back in time

back in time 
thoughts of you make me nauseous 
dropping you 
fixed a magic hole in my pocket
call me ten times
i’m ignoring your nonsense 
there’s hate in my heart but it’s a part of the process