The Water

produced by AUGUSTIN and me(:
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Emotionally Unavailable prod. AUGUSTIN

Contraband

lost in the dark

lost in the dark (feat. Tnvr)

I wrote this song for my wife over 20yrs ago before we reconnected. We were living states away from each other but spoke on the phone every night for months until I made the decision to finally move out to where she lived to start a new life together. The song describes the feelings I was going through during that time before reconnecting with her.

In My Mind

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Devil Baby

Escapando para desaparecer

Nobody Nobody

Phoebe

Someway Somehow

“CLUELESS CLOUDS” is my attempt to write from inside a drifting mind, where innocence and fracture coexist without explanation. I wrote it as a weather system of feelings: clouds that are gentle, curious, and unnamed, moving through light, memory, and sudden impacts. The voice is mine, but it keeps slipping—between joy and confusion, between touch and distance—because clarity never arrives all at once. Even beauty feels accidental here, like sunlight breaking through something already bruised.

The song leans heavily on images of the sky, water, and animals because they don’t ask for fixed identities. Clouds, angels, cats turning to wolves, rain that hurts but doesn’t kill—these are ways of describing emotional transformations that happen without permission. I was interested in how pain can feel light, how longing can glow, how love can appear as a figure that is close yet unreachable. Memory intrudes gently, especially the presence of my mother, not as a story but as a sensation that returns in dreams, colors, and sounds.

In the final movement, language itself begins to blur, crossing into Bangla as a way of coming home emotionally rather than geographically. The line “আমি এখানে” (“I am here”) is a quiet declaration of existence, while the distant, burning brightness of “you” remains terrifyingly beautiful. The song doesn’t resolve; it hovers. Like clouds, it refuses to explain itself fully, choosing instead to stay kind, clueless, and luminous—asking not to be understood, but to be felt!

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Danny Adventure