overrated feelings got me nauseous 
often I been feeling temped getting lost in

honest I don’t wanna tell you what I’m off of
scared of everything that you had ever wanted 

promise you don’t wanna promise me anything 
if your locked in Why you been out lookin for a locksmith
toxic you don’t make me feel like I got options
over with I don’t need nobody come and offer it 
all of it
i need all of it

talking to myself everynight I’m getting sick of it
i promise you my life I’ll make it right I’ll make it infinity 
jus look up in the sky and tell me why you always missin it

cuz I miss every thing that we had been thru
glue in the cracks will not fix you

try to stich it up but this a bigger issue

honesty it’s getting hard to say that ima miss you

but ima miss you
until the day that I come home and ima kiss you
wipe my tears away I will not need a tissue
i got you ease my pain and ima lift you 
ima push you in the way that I need to
promise you that there’s a place for the two of us
and I said that i would never ever leave you
i see it as an opportunity to gain trust

i wish I was the only one to please you 
but you look in my eyes and I see you still see disgust

i always really wanted to believe you
but you tore all the peices apart like it was fun

Infinite (cxrter & cl6udy)

featuring safeatlast -https://soundcloud.com/safeatlast
produced by Ciche&Jarn - https://www.youtube.com/@cichejarn


there's blood on my hands oh christ
can't deal with myself all the time
won't open my eyes

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose

without overdose
baby I might go comatose
xannies in my coat
put another paycheck in my nose

not addicted but I don't know how I could recover
if I was would you still be there for me not another

teenage suicide another stat another number
for the masses

back in school I almost o-d'd on a fuckin Xanax

I would show up off the wall like vans to all my classes

I can't see the future maybe I just need my glasses

fucked it up now i don't even wanna go home
i got problems with myself 
don't leave me alone
wanna melt my brain 
thoughts lead to overload
i cant see a future without overdose
x2

overdose (ft. safeatlast) (Ciche&Jarn)

linktr.ee/lottaheart

-wish carried-

@lottaheart
yeah its been along day, i don't wanna go out
when i go home i'mma stay in my house
knew me all wrong, you don't know what i'm bout
never even listened to a word out my mouth
[x2]

@whywewish
its been a, long day
thats why im takin these pills to my, long face 
i cant climb up these hills, ill say 
im okay, but that isnt whats real 
they say these drugs are the devil, well fuck it i made a deal wit em 
ugh, havent slept in 3 nights 
mixin triss up in my liquor, idc if i die 
n you say that ur alright, but its lies, baby i can see it all in ur eyes 

yeah, n mama tell me that my heart gold 
but honestly mama lately i think my hearts cold 
the labels hit me? honestly, ill get my soul sold 
she say she love me, baby that statement is so bold 
s.a.d, doctors say im hatin me 
they gave me new medication said "fuck that, i aint takin these" 
i been fightin my demons, n its just me vs me 
n when i look in the mirror, you dont wanna know what i see

@lottaheart
yeah its been along day, i don't wanna go out
when i go home i'mma stay in my house
knew me all wrong, you don't know what i'm bout
never even listened to a word out my mouth
[x2]

recluse w/ whywewish [metlast x 5head]

prod. acey心 x kill breanna
i really just appreciate yall still supporting me after so long and after so many stabs in the dark with music cus for the longest time i havent even known what ive wanted to do and i dont think i could ever say i truly know who i wanna be or what i wanna make in music but i love you guys so fuckin much and ive never enjoyed music more and its cus u guys make me realize i can be whatever i want in the end anyway. <3

im just tryna learn
what comes first in worth
no way, no way, ill get the time to see what you do
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

no-o-oh way, that i could ever be exact.
mmh..mmh..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency,
i guess im safe, i know my place..
i guess im safe, i know my place..

im just tryna learn,
what comes first in worth:(
no way, no way... no! 
i have to keep my eyes on the road,
i havent felt carefree in so long.

;(
so long
so long
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
huh.. oh..
mh..mh..
uh.. woah.. !
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
uh.. woah..
so-o-oh safe, and far away from decency..

carefree

catastrophe w/ Dear Me & Kellin Quinn

becoming what i lost w/ Fallen Oceans

Stream "Julia" on all platforms:
https://open.spotify.com/track/5DQhKI2XR8ezLYKSLBP15u?si=4c627046914441e3

Julia prod. tiedforsilver & EPHRAIM

Lyrics:

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

-

vivid teals on the leaves
got the air smelling sweet
under rain in my fleece
and the birds and the bees
plus the shark in the reeds
got nothing on all my faults
diving deep in the trees
curl the mulch in my feet
body, mind, soul are all soft
judging rights 
judging wrongs
my perception fallen off
i don't know what's the right call

in truth my face will melt
and my mind might eat itself
it's best to save yourself
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
yea
i couldn't accept that
couldn't accept that
i couldn't accept that

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face 

MAOW

we didn't talk 
all week 
i'm stressing out getting migraines
sweatpants
no jeans
tryna work your mind like a card game
think i miss your lips on my neck babe
think i miss your palms on my chest
don't talk
don't speak
just press your face onto my face

sweatpants (dash)

u know that one guy courage the cowardly dog?? yeah im like him fr

imthecoward (ft. popularreject)(p. wokedown)

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

wait outside for me and you'll be okay
clouds right above our residence have gone gray
time moves slow and steady but it lost the race
our planet as we know it will eventually just decay

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

everything that i've done has left me with the knowledge of the universe
I keep it tucked inside my mental 
everyone that i've hurt just know I did it to myself first
and it wasn't personal
everybody telling me that it'll be okay has never dealt
with the things i've seen
every time i open my eyes i see your face outside of my dreams 

my dreams start to rot away my brain cells
bloody scenes that i could never tell what entails
i'm incapable of breathing how'd i inhale?
all these toxins in my system I can't get well

well
are you okay without me?
if that's the case then i can turn around and just leave
insomniatic and i can't breathe
kick my thoughts unto the curb and let me rot please

let me rot into the soil
this life has nothing left but turmoil

i would rather wake up alone then i would ever see your face again
open up my skull to see its nothin but the sedatives
a hollow hearted individual i can never admit to my sins
a shell full of frangibles just shatter my weak skin

where do i think that im goin'?
walkin outside but its snowin'
couple blunts i rolled for us but then you tell me that ur leavin'?

baby i know that im broken
cant breathe at night think i'm chokin'
please wait up and just stay up for me you know i'm not hopeless..

personal (cxrter x woahsxda)

9 May 2024

This program is brought to you by the Texas Department of Public Safety. "Remember, obey the law, and stay safe out there!"

Special thanks to the Texas Penal Code, Dolph Briscoe Jr., the Texas Legislature, public records, Texas Department of Public Safety, Mike Judge, Thomas Welleson, ChatGPT.com, deepai.org/machine-learning-model/text2img, suno.com, Ample Guitar M Lite II, King Crimson, Robert Fripp, Guitar Craft, Guitar Circle, Greg Abbott, Ken Paxton, Jay "Andrew" Condie, and Merrick Garland.

Julia prod. tiedforsilver & EPHRAIM

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