PURPLE sky

maybe some day
i’ll know it all then
i’ll start to feel the same 
on the inside
what’s breaking me down?
what am i shutting out?
what’s good in my life?
that i couldn’t live without?

i’d give it all away now for a moment
for a moment with you
i’ll wait my whole life
what will you do with my heart
now you hold it?
for a moment wth you
is worth my whole life
i don’t know how 
how to live without you now
because pieces of me left
whenever you did

when you said “i’m sorry”
it hit me like a headache 
85 now on the freeway 
dizzy in the backseat
well at least you said “i’m sorry”
but you don’t know what it felt like
it doesn’t matter what it felt like 
for me

i’d give it all away now for a moment
for a moment with you
i’ll wait my whole life
what will you do with my heart
now you hold it?
for a moment with you
is worth my whole life
and i don’t know how 
how to live without you now
because pieces of me left
whenever you did

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a moment with you

i want to see you
but it's not right
i want to talk to you
but when the time's right
because i'm still holding on
to all of the demons that i thought i let go of

i want to see you
but it's not right
i want to talk to you
but when the time's right
because i'm still holding on
to all of the demons that i thought i let go of

i want to be with you
but it's not right
i want to talk to you
but when the time's right
because i'm still holding on
to all of the demons that i thought i let go of
i'm still holding on because i don't know how to let go

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summer demons

lyrics
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it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
      
guess i lost her in the process but i've been killing time
flew out to seattle & kicked it with some guys
then we whipped it on some scooters & freed our fucking minds
steppin' up onto the stage is the only time i'm alive 
and i only panic sometimes but i've been feeling fine
friction caused an uproar in 1925
the president is calvin coolidge and whiskey's on the rise
i can tell when you are scared by the look inside your eyes
can you feel the floor it's melting dripping like a faucet 
i had all these plans but then i fucking lost it
you ever feel compared to your parents way too often
your friends are on the gram and you don't see em often

it's just me myself & i
trippin' in the sky
hopped up on spaceship and didn't say goodbye
clouded by my mentions & dms all the time
lost but imma face it i didn't fucking try
it's just me myself & i 
sorta fucking high
all this time i've wasted impatience has arrived
what the fuck it's always raining the sun don't ever shine
guess i'll step back in my house & i'll get up on my grind

gotta get up on my grind it's about time i realize
that i'm about to blow up and i ain't even twenty five
life is a road full of twists and i take every one of em
twist up the dank with my friends maybe some of em
relate to words that i say when i'm hummin' em
fixate their minds to erase when i'm done with em
or when they're just done with me
lost in my head again i cannot breathe
i'd say i'm sorry but i cannot speak
high as a kite and i'm reaching my peak

follow taylor morgan

me myself & i (prod. taylor morgan)

if only for tonight
i'll think that you're above
i don't know what to do
i want to believe that were true
but truly you feel too far away
like a dream i once had 
that i was never meant to chase

i know that you'll be in the rainclouds
always hovering above me
separating my head from my heart
let me restart

i know that i won't find bliss in misery
but all i want to do is crawl into the ground
i want to separate my head from my heart
let me restart

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bliss in misery

lyrics:

just say what you want to
while you know you still can
before you know you have to
just say what you want to
while you know you still can 
while you have the chance to

maybe if i knew that 
you would leave me in a few days
that i'd end up black & blue from
the moment you drove away

because the last thing
that i told you
was that i love you
but you had the door closed

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black & blue

Change Of Heart (Ft @999Tails)

IG @ sadgods

Today I turn 21, and, "Trigger Happy" is now out on all stores. I hope you guys like this one. It's a bit aggressive but I've got a bunch of chill stuff coming very soon.

@ryanoakesmusic
Alec Devine

Mixed by Alec Devine & sadgods
Prod @meproducerrrrr, Alec Devine, & sadgods

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Trigger Happy (feat. Ryan Oakes & Alec Devine)

You take for granted 
those things I haven't
I know love isn't real
just dream can't sleep
never coming back from this I can't breathe


guess I'm just a past time
fuck me then you leave me 
laying flat lined 
I been out my damn mind


once upon time you told me
that you would be mine
you broke me 
couldn't see the signs
you showed me 

I don't wanna know I don't wanna know no
who you loving no I can't take it no more

say it like you mean it girl I know that you won't
saying that you love me though I know that you don't


she don't play games no only with my body and mind 
and my soul

she done caught a body I'mma die all alone

watch my tears fall down they don't mean a thing 
right now

talking like it's my fault
put me in a friendzone
I think it's the other way
around never meant what you said
I'm the best you'll ever get 
you threw it out the window
looking so cynical and you acting
so typical I just did what I 
had to do it all again if I have to

shouldn't say those words if 
they're not true
truth is that I hate that 
I love you
truth is that I wish I could trust you
I know that's just something that I can't do

you do it like phases swearing that
I ain't shit you with someone
new on a day to day basis
but I'm the one who's crazy nah
babygirl you can't play me nah

too slick wit it you too quick wit it
to move on fuck someone 
who ain't gon put a ring on it. 
why you give yourself away what's
the price for the love you gon pay?

can't turn a hoe to a housewife
swore you were the one till
you stabbed twice once in the front
once in the back no heart baby
where'd you leave it all at?

I'mma leave it at that 
where'd you leave my heart at.

Ride For Me [Prod. Tsurreal X Luvcrtny]

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCGDePQVGIZccm9g0UwoNOgg
@metlast
lyrics:

[Chorus]
If you want you know
That together we shine
Is when I fall in love
That I feel like I'm blind
I feel like the time
Is going way too fast
I'm looking back
Regretting my whole past    
x2

[Verse]
And now that I'm crying
That I'm falling apart
U text me I miss u
But I know u're lying
Hurt me back
Scars on my neck
Scars on my wrists
Make me bleed again
Make me face the life
Show me what a bitch it is
Let me break your heart 
Then show me how it feels
Shout me how it feels
Kill me in my sleep
So that I wont need to see
Whats going on
Whats going wrong
In my life

[Chorus]
If you want you know
That together we shine
Is when I fall in love
That I feel like I'm blind
I feel like the time
Is going way too fast
I'm looking back
Regretting my whole past
x2

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Shine [prod. metlast]

Produced by 2001
Lyrics and Vocals by Lucky G
Featuring Vocals from Robstar
https://soundcloud.com/robstar100

For her.

mad anxiety feat. robstar (prod. by 2001)

the amazing and talented producers:
https://soundcloud.com/bvg_productions
https://soundcloud.com/ayhokay

lyrics:
dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more(x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see

i can't make them stay
always watch them walk away
why do they always have to go (x2)

do i have a chance to be 
someone who's better than me
before you learn that im nothing and that's all you see (x2)

dear stranger
heal my soul
they dont love me 
when they know me more (x4)

dear stranger (prod. BVG & Ayh Okay)

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

self doubt again
cant get the fuck out my head
this might be the end
i think this might be the end

i cant trust this bitch i know she digging for gold
i dont know if i could ever trust a soul
got my hand on the blade if u want smoke we could go
i been screaming at the sky cus i been searching for some hope tonight

missed your text now im stuck in the middle
cant remember the last time tht i didnt feel this
hole inside my heart and soul
i never thought that life would turn me this cold

nicotine help me tolerate another day
thc makes my sanity just slip away
3 more shots til im back into my happy place
drank too much now im crying in the back again

go fuck yourself i
dont care what you say
hope this storm will pass
drowning in my pain

nicotine [prod. 93feetofsmoke]

lil heartthrob + kaden gray - yeah x3 (prod. lil heartthrob)

Mix & Master by Brody
Written by OSCA, @lil-boso & @prodbybrody
Please check out @prodbybrody <3

Lyrics:

I saw you in my dream again last night
I held you and we watched as the sun rised
But when I tried to look into your eyes
I saw nothing
I saw nothing at all

You left me here to die in the cold
Now I'm crying in my room all alone and I'm cold
And honestly i want us to last
I don't want to be a memory you left in the past
I watched it all it happened so fast
And everything we had i want it back
You said this is my fault, you might be right
If you leave me here tonight I'm gonna die

I saw you in my dream again last night
I held you and we watched as the sun rised
But when I tried to look into your eyes
I saw nothing
I saw nothing at all

I saw nothing at all
I saw nothing at all
I wanna die on the floor
Because it's always too late
Because it's always too late

I saw you in my dream again last night
I held you and we watched as the sun rised
But when I tried to look into your eyes
I saw nothing
I saw nothing at all

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Left in the Past (feat. brody)

lil red miata (feat Okaybeinglost)

mixed and mastered by http://soundcloud.com/yungphenex

make this last forever (prod. madatracker)**apple music, spotify**

lyrics
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i don't think i've
ever been this fucking stressed in my life
creature part two isn't finished i lied
just to get them off my back though i tried
i can't create when i'm dying inside
moving this weekend i wish i could fly
don't have my car but i still gotta drive
pack up the uhaul and tell my mom bye
hop on i-86 thinkin' bout why

am i like this
i don't like this
all my friends are enemies behind my eyelids
losing sleep i drive all week and raise my mileage
guardin cut his fucking hair now i don't like him
depression take me by 25
fuck going out i'll just stay inside
this isn't you i say to myself every night lately i contemplate suicide
oh but you're famous online so your life must be great they say but that's a fucking lie
crawl into bed around seven a.m. and the headaches come full force i wanna die

hey holywood would your people ever like me?
misunderstood is all i ever might be

all i ever might be

w/ @demxntia

produced and mastered by demxntia

manga: flowers of evil

lyrics

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something i don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because 

frozen winds always break me down but I break down shards like a glass wall
stuck in rooms indecisive 
stabbing backs I'm rising tryna figure it out 
but everything a bleed out and I need out everybody keep out 
I don't wanna be the best I just wanna be enough for you
all along the paths in this road
darkness follows me where I go
and I'm waiting
and you know that 
I'm just waiting for a chance 
bleed out
now I'm knocked out
I just wanna be the best for you

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

[demxntia]
wanna go back
back to the place i once knew
back wen i was still w/ u
feelings so cold got nothing to lose nah
follow the tracks
words that i couldn't retract
everything i coulda had
but nothing ever last
something is missing tonight
can't fill the void in my life
im at the end of the road
with nowhere left to go
and i can't see the light nah
drifts around my head

down fall 
crawling through the trenches better through
and I got you and I won't stop
always sitting on my mind and I won't stop
doing everything because you're worth it
but I'm burning
turn into something I don't wanna be but you're worth it and I'll do it all again because

downfall w/ demxntia

big time rush ft. lil skele (prod. northeast lights)

guitar by yours truly 

Lyrics:
It's getting worse
should i just close my eyes?
the drugs won't cure the pain this time
maybe i should die
but i can't fall asleep

I've been trying my best
to get this off my chest
just lay me here to rest
I'm someone you'll forget

i just need to lift this curse
cause I've been feeling worse
its killing me slowly day by day
and i just need to go
somewhere i feel at home 
maybe its somewhere six feet deep

you left me here in silence
where i dream of suicide and
you know I'm better off here all alone
i hurt the ones i cherish most
i don't know where to fucking go
guess ill just cry in my bedroom

guess ill cry in my bedroom

noah2000:
I'm so sick of suffocating
you're the pillow on my head
cigarettes & empty 40s
let me sleep when I'm in bed

I don't really wanna be this way
i dont wanna tell u how i feel
??? and causal melt downs 
let me know that I'm still real

take me back to when we were young and in love once again
lay you're hand on my head and begin to
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together
tell we will just ruin our lives but its fine cause we are together

PURPLE sky

Dark Daimos