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@resolve1k

i need a break sometimes
i can't cut our ties
i can't say goodbye
heaven knows i tried 
i will waste your time 
like you wasted mine 
why'd you ruin my mind
with the same old lies
i need a break sometimes

i see what you're trying to do and girl it will not work 
i know what you want, and thats to leave me in the dirt
so the next time, when i'm already hurt
i'll find the next one, and i'll treat her worse

cuz you know what you're doing 
you think that i am stupid 
i know i'm fucking useless
it's just too much can't do this 
you're in my way so move it 
why do you act like you're clueless
went behind my back i knew it 
don't think that i can do this

i need a break (inno)

"growing pains" mixtape: https://on.soundcloud.com/TqpYCaauaQgWLCvj9

produced by snork

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown (Snorkatje)

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

(Ah, ah, ha)
(Uh-uh)
(Ah-ah)
(Hmm)

If I tell a secret can you keep it by?
Oh god I've been geekin'
Got the butterflies

I don't like to write no love song
But tonight baby I want you here with me
Nah, nah

Keep that energy
Don't know a chorus from a verse
I lose my synergy
Uh-oh

Emotions are fickle
But I ain't no Rigoletto
I'll wait for petals to settle
Goodbye for never

And I get nervous when I see you (See you)
I'm pretty certain I just need you
'Cause you're that person that I see through
Yeah baby I know this is overdue

Always been me and you
And I don't care
And if you ever need me
I'll be right there

(Always there)
(Don't be scared)
(Don't be scared)
(I'm always there)

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

On tonight
I really can't deny
You really turn me upside down
Around you I can never frown

Deprecate me, please berate
You got me feeling irate
Not a single thing I hate
Oh la-la-la

growing pains

meadow (feat. web)

Spotify

meadow +web (snorkatje)

prod @neohnq feat @twintee & @yyuskee
mastered by @chriad
cover art by @srrygate
lyrics : 
(@whyhaze)
 i promise we gon b alright
theres no need to cry
can u look me in my eyes
and tell you'llb fine
theres no need to lie (i swear this happens everytime)
u got no reason why (i swear this happens everytime)

i swear that it never works out (never works out)
my heart screams so loud for u....it shouts
wish i could give it all to u ive been trying 2 rip it out
bloodstains.. feels like everything is crushing
b honest, is this what u wanted
my death been calling
i got percs in my stomach
i got racks in the bank bb grl iv been thumbing
couldve been us.. (oh what couldve been us)

(@twintee)
I gave you my heart, 
No matter how hard I try
I never seem to get it right
Can u look me in my eyes
And tell me you'll b fine
I been up all night, 
I can’t sleep right
My heart screams so loud for u
Screaming scratching down my walls
My death been calling
So I have to follow
But I guess that's how it goes
Fairytales, I'm not used to them at all

(@yyuskee)
all these wasted times that I cant get back
U know I cant lie, she like u alright ?
no I dont know why, you still in my life
yeah there's no way out, Im tryna escape your sight
yeah I been tryna wipe you off my fucking mind
im throwing up
heart stopping 
no vital signs

Listen on spotify :D

what you wanted w/ 2504 & yuske (neohn)

prod me 

@whyhaze

https://open.spotify.com/track/2pYP7KOcuzC6p1v8UMRDdh?si=1fcfc24f80754b74

/* lost what i haddd
+ i cant get it back 
i been in my baggg
but u cant get 2 that
n its not my fault
ppl idk
wanna take my soul
now my visions clouded ya
I Can't See At All.

we r who they wannabe
number n ine all on my tee
i get racks so easily zzZ
they mean more than wat u mean to me
cause i wont try to hide
ill stay where i am
tell me why tell me why
i lost myself again */

SPOTIFY

hide ft whyhaze

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

Prod. @fum1ko + @prod_permafrost

Lyrics:
--------------
Can you tell me everything
Was it worth it
I might get a diamond ring
Cuz she deserves it
Getting lost in the evergreen
Back when you were 19
I just wish we could go back
To all the times when we said fuck that
Leave all our problems at the door mat

Hang in there it’s not too late
Not too late to run back now
I think we’re in too deep now
Pack your bags we’re leaving town

Forced to bite your tongue
Now smoke fils your lungs
Asking if I really want this I don’t know though
I think we should take a photo
And I got all the drugs you wanna try
It’ll make the bad days fly by
You should look up to the sky
Maybe close your eyes do you remember all the times when we were

Too Late (+Fumiko)

@angelicxmei
@kojowav
@remghost

hook :3
u could never understand why
i said goodbye this time
ill leave u out my life
never was your fault its mine

mei:
everything we left behind
i recall memories that breaking apart
tell me what its all about
is it my heavy heart that is making me doubt?

i thought u'd notice me
when im falling deep
but nobody can save me now
guess i just let it be
i cant fall asleep
when nobody is here around

yep hook repeats wow

goodbye w/ mei (kojo & remghost)

prod me
vocals by han and dom

 
@han2k15 
girl im thinkin bout the times we had
and it dont feel the same cause its in the past
and girl i feel insane tryna get u back
girl i know..
that u moved on now
but im still stuck up in same place now
im still stuck up in my same ways
u left me w/o a trace
all i can do is cry out 

@domerrz
i cannot reset
its getting to my head, got a heart full of regret
Im tryin my best, but it always goes to mess
tryna find a reason to get out my head

girl you got my heart beating out my chest
these open wounds from when you left
howd u leave me with a shattered heart?
I fall apart
I feel like nothings left

Idk why i feel this way 
(i feel like nothings left)
another month goes by but nothings changed

stuck w han + dom (decago)

prod: @loveismisery
mixed: @andremoire & @1vacy 

Lyrics

@andremoire
Yeah I'm done with all the lies
You have zero fucking dignity
Stop acting like youre shy
You say it's so damn hard to put up dealing with a guy
That's funny coming from a bitch who said she wished I died
Glock on my left yeah you know I stay strapped
Dont fuck with me or that breath gon be your last yeah
Eyes on me cause they know that Im crazy
I think I miss you bad yeah as of lately

@1vacy 
i just hate tha fact tht u where lying
baby i was trying
i just hate tht feeling i was sitting all in silence
i just feel like crying 
but i just sit and bare it because 
atleast i aint dying

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

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