realize +mental (maknae & sense)

prod @ddertbag

lyrics

i lost again ig u just live and learn
i'll play pretend while everything will just burn
but everytime i try it doesn't go so well
so i just gotta hide (it's hard to reach for some help)

do i really have to know wanna stay where im at
can't reach where i wanna go ig im always last
nothing else to do so im wasting all my time 
i can't let it go cannot get it off my mind

scared of what's to come so i just sit back in the background 
scared of messing up so it just almost never works out
does it really matter, nothing feels the same
still i can't remember, can't recall my name

i've been stuck don't feel like going outside my comfort
i have no one else there is no help yea to be offered
slowly losing to myself im having these delusions
it just felt so real yea i fell for the illusion

#LiveAndLearn (ddertbag)

@0arid

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate w/ arid (mxsui & luvpurp)

@resolve1k
i need to put this all behind me
deceive me and you blind me 
can't deal with always lying 
girl i need
to put it all in the past
i know i shouldn't want you back
100 other options yea
so see ya hope you're doing well
put your heart in the bag
push to start i hit the gas
she said "i don't want u back"
i wont be coming in last
said she wants my heart 
said she wants me bad
cuz she wants what she can't have
i cannot get attached 
i was taken a back 
by all the shit that you said 
"i never thought we could last"
and "get the fuck out my head"
can you tell me why i try
things never seem to go right
shit never seems to work out
you're the only thing on my mind
and i'm not feeling alright 
always with some other guy
i don't need you by my side
i need to leave it behind

behind me (inno)

@veezuh
@kiryy

lyrics:
[arid]
i gave u everything but u tore it
u stab me in the back and now im leaking my organs
i couldnt find the courage to make u more than
i never ever thought it would be important
do something new then i tried it
always tried to give me another clue didnt mind it
i thought we were one but we were always divided
i tried to see thru ur lies but im blinded

[veezuh]
i gave u my trust
u broke it up
told me it was just us
guess i just wasnt the one
i cant even look back at our pictures
i gotta just dismiss her
i gave u the key and u broke my heart
i stg that i played my part
i will never get it back
told me that u need me but it wasnt real
im so done with all the lies baby whats the deal

blinded w/ veezuh (kiryy)

tropes + pichu + victxrw - think it thru (grandee + waifu) #us

prod me 

@whyhaze

https://open.spotify.com/track/2pYP7KOcuzC6p1v8UMRDdh?si=1fcfc24f80754b74

/* lost what i haddd
+ i cant get it back 
i been in my baggg
but u cant get 2 that
n its not my fault
ppl idk
wanna take my soul
now my visions clouded ya
I Can't See At All.

we r who they wannabe
number n ine all on my tee
i get racks so easily zzZ
they mean more than wat u mean to me
cause i wont try to hide
ill stay where i am
tell me why tell me why
i lost myself again */

SPOTIFY

hide ft whyhaze

@darkestnet
@heychico
@yashio20k
@012207
@neohnq

lyrics:
@darkestnet
(dont run away, dont run awaaay from the truth)
(cuz im not giving up on yyouu)
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

uh stab me in my back its so embarrassing :-/
breaking on the floor, its discouraging
im put in a position and im spiralingg
ik that u hate it but i love my meds :(

@heychico
i used to hate myself but now im getting betterr
& i still find ur hairs on all my fuckin sweaters
i think of u sm it make my fuckin head hurt
i’ll b right here waiting for u through any weather
i had high hopes for u
walked on tightropes for u
got my heart broke for u
i can’t let go of u

@darkestnet
take another pill im in the graveyearddd
usaid u wnt me gone i want the same yeaa
i sitll see ur face i feel insane yeaa 
i gotscars all on my Body from them daays bruh

tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
rather be dead in a hearse
tryna prove tht im betterr
never showd any effort
tryna jkeep it togethrr
girl ur mking my head hurt :(
girl u make evrything worse
u showd me how love could hurt
evryday feels the same
waking up feels like a curse

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

@numiall
@miyeru
why did it end? it was perfect timing
sat alone in the corner crying
far away from you im hiding
this aint math but my feelings dividing
didnt get ur heart broke, what if i did?
i remember me and you were reliant
on eachother
now its time for me to go on and find another
(ohhh)
leave me lone baby i dont wanna suffer
bad bitch i dont even wanna fuck her
i know that its crazy that i still fucking love her
i dont wanna move on i dont want another
i guess its alright if we still have eachother
cuz she kept telling me that we still had eachother
but it turns out that she was a bluffer
so many lies, one on top of the other
ly-lying
its no use yea im fuckin sick of trying
wake up everyday and im feeling so divided
ive been really looking for the light i cant find it
lately ive been in the dark yea i feel like im dying
i been losing touch with you, dont deny it
talk about my problems i dont even wanna try it
all this shit is hitting me hard like lightning 
all this shit is new to me this shit is really frightening

it was perfect timing
sat alone in the corner crying
far away from you im hiding
this aint math but my feelings dividing
didnt get ur heart broke, what if i did?
i remember me and you were reliant
on eachother
now its time for me to go on and find another
(ohhh)
leave me lone baby i dont wanna suffer
bad bitch i dont even wanna fuck her
i know that its crazy that i still fucking love her
i dont wanna move on i dont want another
i guess its alright if we still have eachother
cuz she kept telling me that we still had eachother
but it turns out that she was a bluffer
so many lies, one on top of the other

(its so hard to recover)
(i dont wanna find another)
(and im so sick of trying)
(and i feel so divided)

ly-lying
its no use yea im fuckin sick of trying
wake up everyday and im feeling so divided
ive been really looking for the light i cant find it
lately ive been in the dark yea i feel like im dying
i been losing touch with you, dont deny it
talk about my problems i dont even wanna try it
all this shit is hitting me hard like lightning 
all this shit is new to me this shit is really frightening

divided (numiall & miyel)

LowFantasy™

switch yo flow *freeverse* (p. me)

Dreams From Freedom (Remix)




GO WATCH THE PILOT:
https://youtu.be/BKFsP-uEQLk?si=KFdnDbTjqIKDFA5g





Lyrics:






[verse 1]
nobody telling what I'm meant to do
I follow my heart, and make all the rules

I wanna feel free for eternity
the thousands of adventures that I'm gonna live

[verse 1-2]
I just wanna fly inside all my dreams
a flame that enlightens all the dark I see
I run through the meadows full of fantasy
I can't wait to feel free

[pre-chorus]
Far away, I feel my home tonight. 
oh, can you hear, the melody that sets you free. 

[chorus]
Come and run away with me tonight,
we'll be resting below the stars 

A journey to find our destiny in life
through the sorrows and through the brights

let's explore the world a different way
everyday is an experience to take

Getting lost in the feeling of your sight
I find the place where dreams come true

[Verse 2]
climbing all the mountains to reach the top
I don't care about what they throw at me
I know I will succeed, and then reach my dream
because it's the path of my adventure 

[Pre-chorus 2]
Is, this everything I'm meant to be? 
But i know what i am,
I know it's my path, and my destiny


[chorus]
Come and run away with me tonight,
we'll be resting below the stars 

A journey to find our destiny in life
through the sorrows and through the brights

let's explore the world a different way
everyday is an experience to take

Getting lost in the feeling of your sight
I find the place where dreams come true

[sympothy]
oh~ ooh~ tonight! 

[chorus] x2
Come and run away with me tonight,
we'll be resting below the stars 

A journey to find our destiny in life
through the sorrows and through the brights

let's explore the world a different way
everyday is an experience to take

Getting lost in the feeling of your sight
I find the place where dreams come true

headache w/ heychico (yashio + neohn + baz)

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