Produced by https://soundcloud.com/livingpuffy

lyrics:
I love you but you fucking haunt me 
I don't know why you had to rob me 
I love you but you fucking haunt me 
You stole everything that I ever loved 
Left me with pain never feeling enough 
Why did you do this to me 
Why did you ruin me 
You broke me into tiny little pieces 
But the world would never know 
Because you don't want me to show 

You destroyed me 
Are you happy now
Push me to the ground 
But you seem so damn proud 
Body exhausted and I’m so afraid 
I hate the way you took my life away 

Closed off from the world 
My mind in a constant swirl 
I'm stuck in a drought and i can’t get out 
No one ever hears me when I scream and shout 
Pages filled with so many thoughts 
It hurts so bad and I need it to stop 

I love you but you fucking haunt me 
Ghosts of my past but at least they want me 
They come to my dreams, no they don’t bring peace 
A nightmare it must be 
I was so young I just wanted your love 
I just wanted to be good enough 
Why wasn't I ever good enough

i love you but you haunt me (prod. LIVING PUFF)

official audio for "seventeen"

written and performed by lil flux x nova garden 

(prod. dxnnyfxntom x jkei)

seventeen with nova garden ++*

panicking... ft. killmesumday *dercept + michael warren*

sad in the UK (prod me)

prod- @johnnyfriend
mixed- @heyjessee

lyrics:
i try my best not to break down
dont know how much longer i have
think of times when i was so dead
just trying to hold up my head (x2)

break me down
please pick the pieces up
im not okay
i need to distance myself (x3)

break me down + johnnyfriend

Yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
It's you I really need
It's you I really want yeah
So call my phone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah

I'm going crazy
Somebody save me oh
Tell me what's the issue cause lately you acting strangely
And yeah I fucking miss you but I cannot let you play me
Like Oh
I'm tryna learn how I can really let you go
Why the fuck do you always have to break me slow yeah
You break me slow whoa
Speeder
I'm off these drugs again I told you I don't need ya
Sometimes I lie you know I always love to see ya
Ooo oo o
I'm doing me it's not that new
All of a sudden they all saying that I'm cool
It's not that cool no
I just need some space gimme some room

Girl why you got me anxious
Jai just took my phone and blocked yo number when I got faded
I done worked too hard for all this shit my heart is vacant
And I told you the truth that's all I can do
I really don't think I'll save us
And everything I do just remind me of you
I don't really know how ill make it
And the pain make me feel far away
Hotel room no holiday
I miss you but I cant talk to you even though you just a call away
Left you bleeding out I guess we'll see how long the doctor take
Oh yeah they saying they need me now
But they wasn't there when I was suffering yeah yeah
I'm on my own
I cant do this shit all on my own
Yeah I'm going crazy
Yeah somebody save me
I don't need no confirmation
You told all your friends you hate me
I don't really understand but I'm tryna keep it cool
I don't really see the point or use in running back to you
Hey
Come hit my phone

I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
Come hit my phone
I'm all alone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
It's you I really need
It's you I really want yeah
So call my phone yeah yeah
I can't do this shit all on my own no yeah
I'm going crazy
Somebody save me oh
I'm going crazy
Somebody save me

SAVE ME

spotify

SAVE ME w/ spookybands [kaktus+cutspace]

without em @scro

merexo - never fold 2 (tdf & perc40)

take a pic [clay]

wonder the woods singing sad songs
rarely am happy when i am it dont last long
only am here because i promised my mom
when i zone out i swear to god time stops
my chest just locked
my breathing has stopped
waiting till i pass so i gaze at the clock
dont wanna talk 
only gets rougher and rougher 
bracing myself for the future 
but honestly 
i dont think ill have one 
i sit in a closet complaining about problems 
on ass songs
you think your perfect your not and i hate it
you want me to leave please dont stall and just say it
you want me to leave please dont stall and just say it

wander the woods (prod. irby)

been waiting to release this one for a while :) i hope it finds you well. thank you everyone for the support, you're keeping me sane

whatever (+number48)

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