track 5/10
https://open.spotify.com/track/0HhUtxxRGtT69s5LPmGDqo?si=42530b0c48d64a72
https://youtu.be/gXJdu-fGXRo

sometimes i wish i was meaningful
cuz being empty is tiring even if a little and
its all good lacking motivation
till something comes and leaves u crying cuz

all the words that leave my mouth are broken endlessly
circling the past and present never giving peace
and every day is what u set out for it to be
dont leave me wanting more
just let me fucking sleep

i fell asleep through the noise
and
as i was drifting off i realized
maybe i was listening too loud
so i took one earbud out
but it didnt make a difference to the sound

dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
and i know that you like to see me
plastered all over your tv
dont forget me, i played my part
broken rotten, stupid art
look what i made, is it pretty
would you put it on your tv

dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
and i know that you like to see me
as an artist drowned in meaning
plastered all over your tv
fake the message and the feeling
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
follow gently through the heart
look what i made, is it pretty
is it honest, can you see me
would you put it on your tv
do you think it has a meaning
dont forget me, i played my part
eyes wide open, nails are scarred
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art
broken rotten, stupid art

stupid art

Written by Daniel Bernas, CMTEN, and flatroom !!
Additional production done by ssoh

Blood sugar (feat. CMTEN)

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

prod @sxthsns 

@mopearound
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shawty if u wanna dance dance dance dance dance
imma need a good reason
nd girl i wanted you at the first glance
its a hundred degrees on the floor so
dance dance dance dance dance
im tryna see you move on the floor so 
dance dance dance dance dance
i never said you couldnt break my heart like that
======
@sxthsns
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do u feel it? 
coz i feel it
n i dont rly give a fuck if u dont mean it
n i dont care abt no hiding , no concealing
we going up tn we breaking thru the ceiling

my hearts racing , but its ok 
when i step up in the place everybody knows my name

baby put ur hands up up up 
i feel it , dont interu u upt
i wanna see u fuck it up up up
======

hands up w/ sxth sns

Census Designated but it's just my voice

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

additional production by @can-of-bliss
mixed & mastered by @st1cksyea
cover by renner & cody mar

i want it all (trophy)

Originally for performance purposes; as heard in Brooklyn, NY and Newark, DE

Now available as part of "Breathing+", a Bandcamp-exclusive compilation with proceeds going to UNRWA + PCRF, which are organizations providing aid to those affected by the genocide in Palestine

https://wishlane.bandcamp.com/album/breathing

If you don't have the funds for the whole thing, I encourage you to make a donation to any of these charities, as even $1 can go a long way:

https://unrwa.org
https://pcrf.net
https://linktr.ee/fundsforgaza
https://www.doctorswithoutborders.org/
https://support.anera.org/a/palestine-emergency

Thank you, and free Palestine 🇵🇸

Ten mile meltdown (VIP)

https://ffm.to/windwatcher

cover art by me

with her wings to the sea, she voyages onward
_____________________

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard, didn't you?
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
brushing the bound
whistled in burlap it's sowing through
and no-one's in rounds
thistled in furrows i'm folding through

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

haunches and hallocks
had lost all the follage 
in bolstering burgeons 
had hauled out the hallage
surfeited solace
i'll foster the foundage
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still

touching the ground
you fell pretty hard didn't you
fjording the sound
kindle my claws and i'll come with you
mooring the crown 
when you had harbored no solitude 
in laurels lain down
i'm done trying hard not to look at you
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still 
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will 
i know it all too well
staves aching but you're holding still
unroven catching silt
caudal curled up, exalt shouldered will

windwatcher, harvest the breadth from the rines
windwatcher, carving your stead in some time
windwatcher, caught all the arrows and climbed 
windwatcher, don't harken to them you'll be fine
windwatcher, cherish the callows in twine
windwatcher, spread both your wings and you'll fly

windwatcher

Not like us

@janeremover / @kmoethekid / @chiefjuno

https://genius.com/Artbyform-back-off-lyrics

On February 6th, 2021, over 800 unique artists came together to create a single charity compilation in 24 hours. Taking advantage of the fact that this would be the only FORM All Nighter event of the year, each participant went all-out. 45 of the most stellar tracks were hand-picked to create an album that’s phenomenal front-to-back— from math rock, to gritty electronic, to chiptune.

All Nighter Vol. 6 is a reflection of creativity, teamwork, and the sleepless delusion that comes with staying up all night— but most of all, it’s a reflection of our community. We couldn't ask for a better one.

All profits from All Nighter Vol. 6 will be donated to Prevent Child Abuse America.

Buy/Stream for Charity

Jane Remover, kmoe & juno - back off!!!

dumping ground for random shit i make
you are legally obligated to follow my main @disphing

Census Designated but it's just my voice

disphing 2 the squeakquel