Track 4 of The Cycle of Pain

(P.C.P.) David Drake ft. Matthew Spangler and Providence - Sadness.

First verse (Providence):
sometimes i don’t know what to do with myself 
somethings bothering me 
Im by my self 
all by myself all my life i felt 
lonely 
hold me 
no baby 
don’t leave me 
for some body else 
too late now once again I’m all by my self 
and its just killing me 
suicidal tendencies
running through my brain 
No I’m not insane 
Im just plain 
cold me when I’m lonely 
you said love me 
turn around and fuck me
October 1st 
we had our first kiss 
i embraced your bliss 
Felt the love leave me 
so i had to be 
high all the time 
to keep you off my mind 
You created crime with your lies in my mind 
now I’m dying in my mind 
cuz I’m crying all the time 
But my suppliers don’t mind

Chorus:
I'm gonna take a vacation the Heaven.
I'm really tempted to leave
I don't if I want to go
but I'm in so much misery.

Verse two (David Drake):
All I ever think about is how I really need you.
I don't even understand what I am supposed to do.
i'm crying in the booth.
I'm trapped in here with nothing but my fears
I don't even know
How I can go on
With sadness in me till the break of dawn
All I can think about is all I wanted was you
But that's just too much for us to take.
For God's sake I just can't make you love me
but I can hope and say that today might be the day
that all this pain finally goes away.
All I needed was for you to hold me baby
Now I'm left alone with nothing else left to say!
I'm gonna end it all, I'm gonna take a

Third Verse (Matthew Spangler):
I think I might just give up
There isn't anything to try for 
If you haven't noticed,
I care too much
There is too much pain to endure
My heart is sore and torn from all the neglect,
And damage 
Just to let ya know I cannot fix it,
Let alone stand it,
Yes the pain drives me insane 
I need a psychologist again 
This is an emotional relapse 
I'm about ta collapse in front of your own eyes 
I try my best to disguise it
In front of the girls and the guys 
I bottle it too much,
I'm the next Walter White I don't think I can fight 
Holding up too much stress,
Dispenses into sadness
I might just jump off a cliff cuz I need a...


David, MMP, and Matthew - Sadness (Prod. Mix-Master Providence)

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David, MMP, and Matthew - Sadness (Prod. Mix-Master Providence)

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