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so restless (prod. sketchmyname)

home (prod. Kuroime)

tell me I'm the only one...

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produced/mixed/mastered: Alec Jackson
LYRICS:

I know how it feel, pop another pill
Can't believe I still don't know if we was real
Pop another pill yeah even though the last one didn't really last long
Wrote another sad song just to make a point

Tell me I'm the only one

Tell me I'm the only one
I know I'm a fucking bum
Fuck them other dudes who said they know you like I know you, hun
I've been spending every god damn day just to prove that you don't owe me none
If I die tomorrow know that you're my only one
Dealing with a lot right now
Praying but you told me that you don't know how, yeah
Life just ain't the same when you're not around
Can't even say your name out loud, yeah I'm thinkin how that work?

I know how it feel, pop another pill
Can't believe I still don't know if we was real
Pop another pill yeah even tho the last one didn't really last long
Wrote another....

About A Girl EP

listen on Spotfy<3

Pop Another

The Silence In Black And White

Nothing Left w/ Shadyxwade (Prod. ten50)

shoutouts to https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic for the mixing and mastering, https://soundcloud.com/toxin888 for collaborating with me and killing it and https://soundcloud.com/tothegood for his signature production techniques. <3

david entendu -

There’s something that I’m running from
Shot me in the back with her loaded gun
She calls it love, but it’s just lust
Like I’m not enough
Could you give a fuck?

Call me David Blaine
They think that I’m insane
Know that I’m not playin’
Back up all I say
Mr. Danger Dave
Has got a lotta hate
For all these fuckin’ fakes 
All y’all act the same

Hit my line if you got a fucking problem b
Like your girl, yeah, she always be calling me
Drop these songs, turn these plays into lottery
Talk their shit, but I still see ‘em follow me
Yeah...

toxin -

Sometimes I forget I exist
The stars remind me of my first kiss
Troubled mind, but I’m still an addict
To the closure of my bby, you can’t have her

Slowing down the drugs and bad habits
But I’m poppin' a lot and it's tragic
Got me blasted in this lot, doin' magic
Trying to fit in, but I'm not average
I’m unaverage

david entendu x toxin ~ unaverage (prod. tothegood)

miss you more every single day
owe all my creative talents to you
i love you
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mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic
produced by https://soundcloud.com/cadaverworld
first and only single off of my upcoming lp titled 'vulnerable'
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now i wake up every day with all of these memories, yeah
i remember how he'd play those nylon strings
that's when i knew that i like to sing, oh

turning away so callously
wishing i did when i couldn't see
how could i be so careless?
know that i regret it
yeah, i keep turning around in my bed
got the ghost of you in my head

and this is killing me
yeah, this is killing me
wish i could tell you sorry
can't wait to join the party

with you up there in the sky
fill that longing for a better life
they like to think they know
but they really don't

no, no, they never really had a clue
they'd always just judge you
now they like to judge me too

misunderstanding me
misunderstanding you
misunderstanding us
what ever could we do?

wish i really got to know you better
here's my letter

what ever could we do? (prod. forgotmyname)

vocal accompaniment: https://soundcloud.com/quita101
production: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
mixing & mastering: https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic

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david entendu:

i'm a shut-in
call me satou
doin' what i wanna do
stayin' inside
writin' songs
i don't wanna move
people act like they know me
but they don't really have a clue

don't even know myself
could care less 'bout yourself
like no one else
from a different realm
see them on the screen acting so hard
bunch of wannabes from the start

it's like it's their routine
bad actors in a movie
do my own thing
keep it cooler than a koozie

aren't you gettin' tired of this shit?
playing roles in a b-movie flick
always acting better than the rest
yet you can only write a bounced check
deserve like nothing, but the best
never again, i don't settle for less...

like you
you're nothing like me
not like you
you're nothing like me

quita:

if i go down this road again
so strife
i can't see u go again
what's life?
two beans got me floatin' at
midnight
why should i run after you?
i don't need a wife

she's nothing like me and my friends
i don't even like her nor her friends
stay quiet through the struggle and the mess
one day your tears will invest

one day your tears won't have stress
no stress so you can't contest
the demons riding your head
they cut the knife with finesse

so please get out of my bed
not like you
you're nothing like me

david entendu x quita ~ nothing like me (prod. 4evr)

produced by https://soundcloud.com/gonetoofar & https://soundcloud.com/taylor

mixed & mastered by https://soundcloud.com/mtsilvermusic

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wanna get away so far
rain comin' down hard
clouds over my head
every turn leads to a dead end
where's my happy ever after?
yeah, i read every chapter
questioning the end
does any of it matter?

been on the run
from my angels and demons
tearing me apart
for their different reasons
happens every season
i'm tired of just bein'
color me in grey
'til i'm dead and leavin'

wanna get away so far
rain comin' down hard
clouds over my head
every turn leads to a dead end
where's my happy ever after?
yeah, i read every chapter
questioning the end
does any of it matter?

does any of it matter? (prod. toofargone x taylor morgan)

New year, same old me

prod. @curtainss

lyrics:
death is coming for us all and when it's my time
I hope my soul gets lifted and put in a different timeline
in some unfamiliar place with a dissimilar fate
where I never knew my name and wouldn't recognize my face
someone tell god that the struggle's overrated 
it left me a shadow of my former self and I hate it
it never made stronger, just weaker
everyone is gone and I'm still sitting on the bleachers
I entertain all these dark thoughts that I never should
fantasize about finally leaving this place for good
but then I think about my dad and my brother
rest in peace my dear departed mother, lord tell her that I love her
ottawa is filled with snakes, I see them slithering
my demons plotting on me now, I hear them whispering
I couldn't sustain my inner flame, I feel it withering
all the while, I sit and watch the world burn, it's blistering
woke up in a strange dark place with strong feelings of abjection
completely separated from myself, a disconnection
now I'm wandering these streets looking for a reflection 
to find out what form I took after my ressurection
I look into a car window but it's all a blur 
you ask me who I am, I'm not really sure
am I burdened by this fate? a depersonalized state
channeling all of my pain through every verse that I create
I stay haunted like the halls of an abandoned house
a tortured victim in a twisted game of cat and mouse
not sure if I'm waking up or if I'm passing out
am I finally shaping up or am I casting doubts?
sometimes I get flashes of memories that aren't mine
and images of foreign places run through my mind
situations alien to my own lifetime
maybe I'm just seeing visions of a different timeline

different timeline (prod. curtains)

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