exactly 1 year ago from when this was uploaded, me and 15 other people thought it would be funny to flip the "run that back" sample, and this is what became of my flip! shout out to the ppl from the dubstep bedwars tournament who helped started this joke!

forgot to mention for like 5 MONTHS that i got it on streaming 

run that back <--------

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run that back

memory garden || 8/13/2023 - 1/6/2024 

This song is about realizing that no matter how low you get in life, you can always remember the times where you didn't give up and back down, giving you the motivation to keep moving forward.

Song written and composed by me with contribution from @foryears
Lyrics written by me
Vocals recorded by the wonderful @pookikitty


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lyrics:

Lest I forget, even if the world was so cruel to me
I managed to come out okay
As the worst came to shove, I refused to let it take me
"At least I'm alive to see another day"

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far, I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

Hope, a funny word I hate, yet I cherish
a fallacious savior for all to flourish
but I don't believe in hope
or maybe I'm just not ready to accept that

I walk through this garden that holds my joy and holds my pain
yet I wonder, "Will I ever be the same?"
those feelings have torn me apart and they still rip at my heart
I'm just lying to myself, anyway

But I've come so damn far I just can't afford to die
I lay down in the flowers and I look up at the sky
reminisce on all who I've lost 'till I started to cry
but through my willpower, I made it out alive

I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
I made it out alive
...
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘦𝘭]
[𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘪𝘵𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳, 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘶𝘵𝘪𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]
[𝘴𝘰 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘨𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘶𝘱.]
[𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨]
[𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘥]
[𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘐 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶.]

[Originally made in 24 hours for FORM's All Nighter event, to which the rejection allowed me to work on this track to bring it to this version you are hearing right now.]

memory garden

https://audius.co/linkedwinters/chroma-remix

paper skies & nasko - chroma (remix) [🥉]

Tried to have some fun on this one. GIANT thanks to the infowler's for helping with the art, and for the exobolt group for helping me keep awake long enough to finish this (: 

FREE DOWNLOAD: https://www.toneden.io/marcix-v/post/in-my-system

OUT ON all platforms now: https://fanlink.tv/inmysystem


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Marcix - In My System (OUT EVERYWHERE, also free download)

fake friend-core @teateamdesu

push it all to the side
goodbye
like i was never by your side

left me lost in your lies
disguised
every promise, just a guise

pulled the wool over my eyes
no fight
you let go without a why

cut me deep, no goodbye
goodnight
feels like i never crossed your mind

fake friendz!!!! (Flavors Vol. 2)

prairie wind
Song written and composed by me
Lyrics written and performed by @pookikitty
Released alongside @teateamdesu's Flavors Vol. 2 compilation
Flavors Vol. 2: https://soundcloud.com/teateamdesu/sets/flavors-vol-2
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I just passed your old house
Why does it look the same?
I thought if I rang the doorbell
You'd come out and say "hey"

But I'm smarter and I'm wiser now
And I know better than to break ties
All of your flowers still surround your door
Wish I could paint you one more time

But it wouldn't feel the same
As the storms have died away
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

But I'm living and tides can never change me
Another feeling of crowded unbelieving
Cry, it's a sign that you're alive

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
With every step I take,
I cry

Through my eyes I do not see the same
It's a blur between the night and day
And I wish that when I hold out my hand
Your silhouette would touch my skin

But it wouldn't feel the same (feel the same)
As the storms have died away (died away)
So I take another breath
And float away

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear your calling
Should I keep on waiting
For the signs to chase me?

Since the winds have fallen
I don't hear you calling me
Can you hear me?

[outro]
With each step,
should I go?
I don't know who or why I was meant to be at all

But I wont stop here
I still can feel
Your fragile touch on my skin
I was never lost at all

Please never lose your song

prairie wind

flavors vol. 2

produced by maji* (@gemaji)

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/0P6qhtKlPRU0M5WKR5EoeZ?si=75c0ae6ece314f1c

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

stay past 5 and get me up last night
whats thats about? you had your doubts
but you still went with it, yeah
you wanna text someone else on the way back
i don't really care about him or when you say that
felt so fucking sick to my stomach need a payback
you gon't get it

i just ashamed tho
when you turn my way
i turn my head in shame
its just you
look in my eyes and fucking say it
when we make love
i know that you faking
noticing just lately
look in my eyes and fucking-

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

you said i'm out of my mind, i can't lie
but i wanna tell you i've tried to be nice
i wanted to give you the rest of my time
but you lack composure, its all in the motion

motion (maji*)

don't be surprised if i replace the audio at some point with a better version of this song, if i got rejected im gonna at least make this song worth it

Passsenger (ANV10)

the members of this megacollab:
@heyaephyn @alowofficial @amethxyst @aumhina @flareinthesky @hyperscores @imaginarypetrichor @o-mikamin-o @maae-ko @lingoturboo @majiasterisk @n8land @heyitsnoveci @ranipla @superzrussell @verdiict @willowindhi @zeemee

[Made for FORM's All Nighter Vol. 10, sadly rejected]

"are you my twin flame"

Production: aephyn, -Alow, amethxyst, Aumhina, fits, HYPERSCORES, Imaginary Petrichor, lillybug, lingoturbo, maji*, n8land, Noveci, SuperZrussell, ZEEMEE

Vocals: amethxyst, Kazuki, lillybug, n8land, Ranipla, verdiict, willowind

Final Arrangement: Noveci

lyrics:

n8land:
Forever sounds like a long time
Couldn’t help going though changes
I am not-the same girl from tmr land
Don’t even know who’s in my mirror

Terrified that you won’t stay mine
I don’t want to become strangers
Already went through that firsthand
Are you my (ah) are you my twin flame

lillybug + Ranipla:
Lost your touch, and circle the drain (it's burning me, burning me)
I broke your trust, please forgive me again (it's burning me, burning me)
I'm not worthy of, your dying embrace (it's burning me, burning me)
But I can’t help it I’m just like a moth to a flame (it's burning me, burning me)

willowind:
I could never find 
Anything that could calm my mind
Know I’ll reach you again I’ll try
Losing faith but I’d rather die
Looking for you in every life
Through the clouds tear apart the sky 
In the end it’s just you and I
In the end it’s just you and I 

Wait around like it’s not the same
With my arms wrapped around your waist
I could do it all, tell me what it takes
We could slow it down, girl it’s not a race
You’re my twin flame 
Roll the dice like a stupid game
Run it back I ain’t got no shame 
And I feel it last when you say my name

amethxyst:
Cause you remind me of
The sun on my skin (the sun on my skin)
I could come back a million times
'til I realize I'm lost again (I'm lost again)

verdiict:
Cause every time I think about the day that we met
I hear your voice
It hits my heart like a comet
You’re the half of me
And I can’t believe
It was destiny
We were meant to be

amethxyst:
We used to stay up past bedtime
Now all of that's been left astray
As we grow up
We drift apart to a new day

lillybug + Ranipla:
I'm not worthy of, your dying embrace (it's burning me, burning me)
But I can’t help it I’m just like a moth to a flame

Kazuki:
A ghost in the glass where I once used to be (I can’t have you see me like this)
Looking familiar, but not like me (Not when everything is amiss)
I’m no longer the person you yearn for (I can’t have you see me like this)
So stop looking for something to restore (Now my heart feels like a crime, Singing a broken, pitiful rhyme)

dream clinic feat. amethxyst & willowind - twin (flames) [ANV10 Submission]

In this world we all have challenges and hurdles that we need to overcome. With Jesus in our lives we are Overcomers.

Building blocks  of faith

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memory garden

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